not so happy today
I am quite a bit frustrated..
how come that when we get older and sick we lose the power to control our body?
Why do we end up humiliated.. and with much more pain that a person deserves?
Life is cruel indeed, and it makes me sad that we are powerless to help the person we love when he or she is in so much pain, you could say that its normal for an old person to die. And it is, but it still makes me sad that it has to go with so much pain and humiliation
padaaam its story time:P Entitled the poor little peacock
Somethign actually happend today 0.o
*crowd* "o.o what happend ooh please tell us what happend oh great cnossen"
well it all started with a 'nice' phone call of my neighbour *I actually tought that she was death already but aight aight lets continue the with the story*
Mss wander.. or like I like to call her now: Mss Mc.naggy.
She started to talk all off a sudden about her peacock and I just didn't got that part.. so I sat down next to the phone with in my otherhand a cup of coffee.. wondering what the heck she wanted to talk to me about and why in godsname a peacock would relate to me. So I just pretended to listen for a phew moments and then asked an extreemly smart question.
"What is the problem miss wander?"
(well I really tought she was death already assuming I haven't seen her for quite some while so I was already suprised she called.. now I know that she has one ANNOYING voice.. I liked it better when we never spoke XD)
Buaah well lets continue with the story otherwise it will get quite troublesome.
Now the case was that my cute little puppy *I'm busy with thinking of a punishment for her right now.. any suggestions please send a message* wasn't locked in today (gotta love my sister [Sobori] who would NEVER forget to lock our cute little puppy up (sarcasm nicase you didn't noticed, planning on a punishment for her to.. any suggestions please mail me)
And she was at my neighbours place (the mcnaggy's) and she chased poor mr.peacock around. The poor thing was now lost *like 100 meters of the origional house.. I life in a place with lots of green and most houses are like 20 meters away from me.. well the mcnaggy's are 2 meters away.. wich I don't like so much anymore.. no where to run to*
and she wanted to get him back.. Ofcourse was it aaaaall my fault and my doggy's fault *who is puppyeying me right now..* so I had to come with her to chase poor mr.peacock.. who was in kind of a small island thing..
At that time I really cursed [Sobori] while looking outside.. It suddendly started to rain.. as if the gods knew I was going out today.. karma, karma..
I evil eyed my puppy who was sleeping before the nice and warm fireplace.. ;_;
I sighed, and got out in my scariest coat, irritated as hell.
Ofcourse it rained even harder once I was out... I walked with miss mc.naggy, who had a comment about how immature it was to leave the puppy out all day (cough I'm not pointing a finger on someone but [Sobori]) I smiled and said that I was a child after all *wich sounded a little sarcastic in some way and reaaaaly forced but still I got it out of my troath* then she started about her yought and I lost my interest. Finally we found mister peacock on the worst location possible.. on a island.. *sigh* well sort off... it was really difficult to get on.. and in the end I wasn't so much use because I had to laugh waaay to much:P
The pore animal has lost all of his beautiful back feathers in the end because I had to 'catch' him. I asked "HOW" well ofcourse miss mc.nagy didn't knew how but I just hadden to catch him *and so I did.. evil laugh* Now I can be an indian for haloween ^^ (the next one)
And ooh how could I forgot.. IN one of my laughing moods miss mc.naggy got reaaaally pissed off and tried to catch him herself but ofcourse she fell in the water.. I had to pull her out while laughing.. wich isn't the best combination..
hmm anyhews I still hear the poor peacock screaming: nooo let me go, I don't want to go to miss mc.naggy, she scares the creep out of me with her christmas how to cook peacock books.. pleaaaaaaase save me..."
Wich ofcourse I didn't I was waaaay to cold to have mercy and I even laughed a little bit more:P
When I got home again (50 m.. yes it was quite some trip..)
She asked me if I happend to have seen her chickens lately... she lost them to.. I chuckled a little bit and tought about the feathers in the back yard.. but ofcourse I couldn't tell her that my cute little puppy likes to chase chickens and doesn't know when to stop. So I smiled again, told her that I did not, and if I would see them I would give them back..
So guess what I'm having for christmas dinner?
*crowd* "what oh great cnossen tell us we are to stupid to get the joke"
^^ aight aight if you really insist.. I'm going to eat chicken^^ *evil laugh*
buaah making space making space here is another thing of my house that I decided to put in my diary:
1. At lunch time, sit in your parked car with sunglasses
on and point a hair dryer at passing cars. See if they slow down.
2. Page yourself over the intercom. Don't disguise your voice.
3. Every time someone asks you to do something,
ask if they want fries with that.
4. Put your garbage can on your desk and label it "in"
5. Put decaf in the coffee maker for 3 weeks. Once everyone
has gotten over their caffeine addictions, switch to espresso.
6. wahahahahahaha
7. Finish all your sentences with "in accordance with the
prophecy."
8. Don't use any punctuation marks
9. As often as possible, skip rather than walk.
10. Ask people what sex they are. Laugh hysterically after they
answer.
11. Specify that your drive-through order is "to go".
12. Sing along at the opera.
13. Go to a poetry recital and ask why the poems don't rhyme.
14. Put mosquito netting around your work area. Play a tape of jungle sounds all day.
15. Five days in advance, tell your friends you can't attend
their party because you're not in the mood.
16. Have your coworkers address you by your wrestling name,
Rock Hard Devon.
17. When the money comes out the ATM, scream "I won! I won! 3rd time this week!!"
18. When leaving the zoo, start running towards the parking lot,
yelling "run for your lives, they're loose!!"
19. Tell your children over dinner, "Due to the economy, we are
going to have to let one of you go."
20.Think after each sentence that has been said "Under the woolen blankets"
21. Put this in all of your profiles.
PADAAAAM the week of troublesomenes
*note to myself*
o.o I'm truly stupid, how can I forget to learn for todays tests? HOW? I know I'm in a exam week and still I FORGOT o.o truly its a talent you might say
Little side note: (yes I do love my side notes^^)
Yes I know I said I didn't had that much time to answer your messages.. and Yes I know that it takes Quite some time to rebuild a house.. So I can give you the honest explanation for this one or the dishonest one.. I start with the dishonest one.. if you don't want to know the reall answer please don't scroll down and get your quite little naive hart broken.
Ofcourse I LOOOOOOOVE to answer your great messages but if my presentation of my house isn't good and you have me in your cute little 'friend' list you wont look good either. Did you tought about that? ^^ So I did this aaaaaaaall for you. *does the scouts honor thing*
well the truth is.. I really needed to studdy today.. but I got bored.. and I really don't feel like answering all your frickin mails because they keep pilling up and I just can't get trough them.. so I just took the week off with the 'exam week' excuse.. *wich I truly do have but ofcourse I am to lazy to study all day long* soooo maybe you are to boring to get the right to get an answer from me or I just didn't felt like it.. or I was to bussy.. eitherway I will try to answer your message next time..
^^ well g'day my cute little stalkers and PLEASE don't irritate me by sending messages like: *puppy eyes* is my message boring o.o.
If you already think that your message is boring then that should say enough.. (yes that was kind of a nasty comment..)
buaah assuming I rebuild my house it started to get a little bit hard to get trough it..so I decided to put this thing up here (prolly some other stuff will go here as well.. still deciding what..)
WOMEN'S ENGLISH:
Yes = No
No = Yes
Maybe = No
I'm sorry = You'll be sorry
We need = I want
It's your decision = The correct decision should be obvious by now
Do what you want = You'll pay for this later
We need to talk = I need to complain
Sure...go ahead = I don't want you to
I'm not upset = Of course I'm upset, you moron!
You're ... so manly = You need a shave and you sweat a lot
You're certainly attentive tonight = Is sex all you ever think about??
Be romantic, turn out the lights = I have flabby thighs
Do you love me? = I'm going to ask for something expensive
How much do you love me? = I did something today that you're really not going to like
I'll be ready in a minute = Kick off your shoes and find a good game on TV
Is my butt fat? = Tell me I'm beautiful
You have to learn to communicate = Just agree with me
Are you listening to me?? = Too late, you're dead
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
MEN'S ENGLISH:
I'm hungry = I'm hungry
I'm sleepy = I'm sleepy
I'm tired = I'm tired
Do you want to go to a movie? = I'd eventually like to have sex with you
Can I take you out to dinner? = I'd eventually like to have sex with you
Can I call you sometime? = I'd eventually like to have sex with you
May I have this dance? = I'd eventually like to have sex with you
Nice dress = Nice cleavage!
You look tense, let me give you a massage = I want to fondle you
What's wrong? = I guess sex tonight is out of the question
I'm bored = Do you want to have sex?
I love you = Let's have sex now
I love you, too = Okay, I said it...we'd better have sex now!
Let's talk = I am trying to impress you by showing that I am a deep person and maybe then you'd like to have sex with me
Will you marry me? = I want to make it illegal for you to have sex with other guys
Well hello friends of eltown who are apperiantly stalking my house and reading this message because of that, this great week *cough cough* is an exam week. So don't go irritating me by sending me messages like "why haven't you mailed me back blah blah blah" I just happen to have a life.. well a school life.. I won't be that much online this week and I might happen to answer a few but most of your 'great' messages will be answerd after this week of hell^^...
friendly greets G.cnossen
buaah I can just answer around 5 a day.. assuming I get crazy if I study this much *has already given up the studying part*
hmm jup yet another quiz I stole this time from [Trennas] and I believe he stole it from another person:P sorry for that. If you want the link of the quiz its prolly in [Trennas] his diary (btw the quiz is about what kind of classic leading woman I would be)
Jean Arthur
You scored 28% grit, 28% wit, 33% flair, and 28% class!
You are a little bit of everything: smart, nutty, classy, and even a little scheming when you need to be. However, you aren't exactly the most effective dame around, as you're sometimes given to fainting and mumbling incoherently. But you're pretty steadfast and true, and might I add, cute as a button, even if you're not sure exactly what you want. Still, you end up with the likes of Jimmy Stewart and Cary Grant...not too shabby!
buaah kind of amusing, I made a quiz *wich I stole from [DarkMCat] sorry btw:P*
You Are Reverse Pocky
Your attitude: rebellious and clever
Non-conformist
With you, up is down... and it's a wild ride!
(really wondering what the fuck a pocky is)
What Flavor Pocky Are You?
http://www.blo
My Dear Children (and believe me, that's all of you),
I consider myself a pretty patient guy. I mean, look at the Grand Canyon. It took millions of years to get it right. And about evolution? Boy, nothing is slower than designing that whole Darwinian thing to take place, cell by cell, and gene by gene.
I've been patient through your fashions, civilizations, wars and schemes, and the countless ways you take Me for granted until you get yourselves into big trouble again and again.
I want to let you know about some of the things that are starting to tick me off.
First of all, your religious rivalries are driving Me up a wall. Enough already! Let's get one thing straight.
These are YOUR religions, not Mine.
I'm the whole enchilada; I'm beyond them all. Every one of your religions claims there is only one of Me (which by the way, is absolutely true). But in the very next breath, each religion claims it's My fa vorite one. And each claims its bible was written personally by Me, and that all the other bible's are man-made. Oh, Me. How do I even begin to put a stop to such complicated nonsense?
Okay, listen up now. I'm your Father AND Mother, and I don't play favorites among My children. Also, I hate to break it to you, but I don't write. My longhand is awful, and I've always been more of a "doer" anyway.
So ALL of your books, including those bible's, were written by men and women. They were inspired, remarkable people, but they also made mistakes here and there. I made sure of that, so that you would never trust a written word more than your own living heart.
You see, one human being to me -- even a bum on the street -- is worth more than all the Holy Books in the world. That's just the kind of guy I am.
My Spirit is not a historical thing, it's alive right here, right now, as fresh as your next breath. Holy books and religious rites are sacred and powerful, but not more so than the least of you.
They were only meant to steer you in the right direction, not to keep you arguing with each other, and certainly not to keep you from trusting your own personal connection with Me. Which brings Me to My next point about your nonsense.
You act like I need you and your religions to stick up for Me or "win souls" for My sake. Please, don't do Me any favors. I can stand quite well on my own, thank you. I don't need you to defend Me, and I don't need constant credit.
I just want you to be good to each other.
And another thing: I don't get all worked up over money or politics, so stop dragging My name into your dramas.
For example, I swear to Me that I never threatened Oral Roberts. I never rode in any of Rajneesh's Rolls Royces. I never told Pat Robertson to run for president, and I've never EVER had a conversation with Jim Baker, Jerry Falwell, or Jimmy Sw aggart! Of course, come Judgement Day, I certainly intend to...
The thing is, I want you to stop thinking of religion as some sort of loyalty pledge to Me. The true purpose of your religions is so that YOU can become more aware of ME, not the other way around.
Believe Me, I know you already. I know what's in each of your hearts, and I love you with no strings attached.
Lighten up and enjoy Me. That's what religion is best for. What you seem to forget is how mysterious I am.
You look at the petty differences in your Scriptures and say, "Well, if THIS is the truth, then THAT can't be!" But instead of trying to figure out My Paradoxes and Unfathomable Nature--which by the way, you NEVER will--why not open your hearts to the simple common threads in all religions.
You know what I'm talking about: Love and respect everyone. Be kind, even when life is scary or confusing, take courage and be of good cheer, for I am always with you. Learn how to be quiet, so you can hear My still, small voice (I don't like to shout).
Leave the world a better place by living your life with dignity and gracefulness, for you are My Own Child.
Hold back nothing from life, for the parts of you that can die surely will, and the parts that can't, won't. So don't worry, be happy (I stole that last line from Bobby McFerrin, but who do you think gave it to him in the first place?)
Simple stuff. Why do you keep making it so complicated?
It's like you're always looking for an excuse to be upset. And I'm very tired of being your main excuse. Do you think I care whether you call me Yahweh, Jehovah, Allah, Wakantonka, Brahma, Father, Mother or even the Void of Nirvana?
Do you think I care which of My special children you feel closest to -- Jesus, Mary, Buddha, Krishna, Mohammed or any of the others?
You can call Me and My Special Ones any name you choose, if only yo u would go about My business of loving one another as I love you. How can you keep neglecting something so simple? I'm not telling you to abandon your religions. Enjoy your religions, honor them, learn from them, just as you should enjoy, honor, and learn from your parents. But do you walk around telling everyone that your parents are better than theirs?
Your religion, like your parents, may always have the most special place in your heart; I don't mind that at all. And I don't want you to combine all the Great Traditions in One Big Mess.
Each religion is unique for a reason. Each has a unique style so that people can find the best path for themselves. But My Special Children -- the ones that your religions revolve around -- all live in the same place (My heart) and they get along perfectly, I assure you.
The clergy must stop creating a myth of sibling rivalry where there is none. My blessed children of Earth, the world has grown too small for y our pervasive religious bigotries and confusion. The whole planet is connected by air travel, satellite dishes, telephones, fax machines, rock concerts, diseases, and mutual needs and concerns.
Get with the program!
If you really want to help then commit yourselves to figuring out how to feed your hungry, clothe your naked, protect your abused, and shelter your poor. And just as importantly, make your own everyday life a shining example of kindness and good humor.
I've given you all the resources you need, if only you abandon your fear of each other and begin living, loving, and laughing together. Finally, My Children everywhere, when you think of the life of Jesus and the fearlessness with which He chose to live and die. As I love Him, so do I love each one of you.
I'm not really ticked off, I just wanted to grab your attention because I hate to see you suffer.
But I gave you free will.
I just want you to be happy. Always. Trust in Me.
Your One and Only,
God.
Author unknown
truly.. I like the one who wrote this. It makes you think, and for all those who claim that there religion is better then others here you go. Read this you #W#. When all people would think like this I wouldn't get annoyed this much.
he he whoops I forgot to add from who I stole this one this time^^ The one who sent me this was [Watashi]. ^^
Buaah tomorow is the day I'm going to hell.. well sort of, I'm going to the ardennen.
A fun week of sports *cough cough* every single cell of my body is against sports but what can I do about it? I'm forced ;_;. And got tricked to pay 180 euro for it. Screw school *sigh* hmm well anyhews I didn't just run off and go to elfpack or some other silly site no I got send to belgium.
well goodbye, I loved you all.. see you in my next life^^
bai bai *another dramatic sigh*
really diary's are just great.. you can write every frickin' silly thing in it and actually nobody will mind it^^
hmm well because I am kind of bored here is my list of anime again but this time in the number of the ones I like the most^^. I might be still working on it^^ and it might change^^
1. The peace maker
2. Naruto
3 Bleach
4. Full metal alchemist
5. Hunter X hunter
6. Get backers
7. Elfenlied
8. Chro Cursade
9 Princess princess
10. School rumble
11. Love Hina
12. Air
13. Black cat
14. One piece
15. Shakugan no Shana
16. Trinity Blood
17. D.Nangel
18. Beck
19. Grenadier
buaah I just stole this one from [Kat.] forgive me for that^^ I just had to steel it *lol*
Emotion Test
Don't cheat. It's pretty good. Write Your Answers, Underneath The Question. The Interpretation
1. Which is your favorite color out of: red, black, blue, green or yellow?
2. Your first initial?
3. What month were you born?
4. What do you like better, black or white?
5. Name some one the same sex as you?
6. Any number?
7. Do you like Flying or Driving more?
8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more?
9. Think Of A Wish (a realistic one)
Answers
1. If you choose:
Red - You are alert and your life is full of love.
Black - You are conservative and aggressive.
Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back.
Blue- You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love.
Yellow - You are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down.
2. If you're initial is:
A-K You have a lot of love and friendships in your life.
L-R You try to enjoy your life to the maximum & your love life is soon to blossom.
S-Z You like to help others and your future love life looks very good.
3. If you were born in:
Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected.
April-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long but the memories will last forever.
July-Sep: You will have a great year and will experience a major life-changing experience for the good.
Oct-Dec: Your love life will not be great, but eventually you will find your soul mate.
4. If you chose:
Black: Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.
White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.
5. This person is your best friend.
6. This is how many true friends you have in your lifetime.
7. If you chose:
Flying: You like adventure
Driving: You are a laid back person.
8. If you chose:
Lake: You are loyal to your friends and your lover and are very reserved.
Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people.
9. This wish will come true only if you repost this with "Emotion Test" as the subject
lol hmm I kind of took this from somebody`s house.. sorry I don't remember who's.. if its yours sorry^^ just had to use it XD I tought this was kind of amusing:
Dumb girls need air
Naughty girls need underwear
Nice girls arent mean
Funny girls make a scene
Perfect girls have all the class
[Mean girls will kick your ass]
Smart girls will excell
Gossip girls will tell
Popular girls get all the boys
Little girls play with toys
Normal girls are nothing new
So which one applies to you?
lol yes I took a silly test again XD this time about wich part of hell you would fall into..or if your a bloody holyman wich part of heaven^^ well I belong to the 2th part of hell.. and guess what that is lust o.o really who thinks of these kinds of silly tests?
hmm tonight is the time when I will be leaving o.o really freakish to think that I will be on laying on the beach tomorow in portugal at this time o.o. That doesn`t mean that Im not looking forward to it^^. Well goodbye to you all and hmm some of you might get a postcard but don`t get angry if you don`t get one.. I`m a bit clumsy with postcardsXD ^^ these people are going to get one for now *from me and my sister, or just from me*:
[Kat.]
[hell_and_heaven]
[Phoxx]&[Watashi]
[Trennas]
^^ ofcourse there are more people who I talk to a lot on elftown and that I would want to send a card but they simply didn`t gave me there adress.. (maybe I should have asked..) but if you still want one you have hmm 10 and a half hours the time to give it to me^^ XD ofcourse if I don`t like you, you don`t get one for sure~!
buaah my house wasn`t that scrolable anymore so I just cut somethings of that I didn`t like *oh yea I dind`t go to sleep yet..^^ as you notice now* but here is one thing that doesn`t suits my pretty little house anymore but does suit my almost empty diary^^ asuming almost nobody reads this it doesn`t matters anyway^^
If I was a profession I'd be: a writer
If I was a country I'd be: Holland
If I was a ocean or body of water I'd be: dead
If I was a piece of candy I'd be: Me
If I was a famous building or piece of architecture I'd be: Chinese wall
If I was a store I'd be: Manga store
If I was a brand of shoe I'd be: in hell
If I was a bad habit I'd be: smoke
If I was a swear word I'd be: You Sillybeg!
If I was a ice cream flavour I'd be: gross
If I was a disease I'd be: a virus
If I was a board game I'd be: go (and yes that is actually a game)
If I was a feeling I'd be: Sorrow
If I was a president I'd be: Rich
If I was a war I'd be: red of blood
If I was a city I'd be: Rome
If I was a colour I'd be: grey
If I was a celebrity I'd be: Sandra Bullock
If I was a movie I'd be: Howl`s moving castle
If I was a brand of toothpaste I'd be: The best one
If I was a currency I'd be: The euro
If I were a month, I'd be: May
If I were a day of the week, I'd be: Saturday
If I were a time of day, I'd be: 12 AM
If I were a planet, I'd be: Mars
If I were a sea animal, I'd be: plankton
If I were a direction, I'd be: South
If I were a piece of furniture, I'd be: a candle
If I were a sin, I'd be: vendetta also known as revenge.
If I were a liquid, I'd be: Wine
If I were a tree, I'd be: christmas three
If I were a bird, I'd be: blue bird
If I were a tool, I'd be: saw
If I were a flower/plant, I'd be: vampire`s kiss
If I were a kind of weather, I'd be: thunder
If I were a musical instrument, I'd be: saxophone
If I were a Animemal I`d be: panther
If I were a vegetable, I'd be: carrot
If I were an element, I'd be: fire
If I were a car I`d be: a mecedes
If I were a song, I'd be: Happy people, by skoop over people
If I were a book, I'd be: Cervix Creek
If I were a food, I'd be: Pizza
If I were a material, I`d be: Silver
If I were a taste, I`d be : Sweet
If I were a word, I'd be: wonder
If I were a body part, I'd be: the eyes
If I were a facial expression, I'd be: an evil smile
If I were a shape, I'd be a: thing
If I were a number, I'd be: 666
If i were a mythical creature I be a: angel tthat has fallen
Today I wonder, what if we aren`t really alive? What if this is just one virtual joke o.o an expensive virtual joke ofcourse XD What is the definition of living? Can you call people who are in a coma alife? Hmm I am way to far fetched in my way of thinking right now, but what if.. ^^ Unfortually the world is full of what ifs and probably there isn`t a right definition of alife, and that is exactly the thing that scares me the most. Its simply a question of believing. You can say that when a persons hart is beating, that the person is alife then. But is he? buaah I`m going to sleep my poor brain has made double hours sorry for troubling you
*stops babling right now* oh ja I`m going on my real holiday tomorow^^ bai bai and hmm I will be online but don`t get pissed off if I`m not.. a lot of packing you know^^
library people..
*mocks*
really I can tell you one thing about the library staff.. they are pure EBIL
*sob sob*
you know in the vacation there is a rule for renting books. You can rent them for 6 weeks. So did I, atleast I tought.
*sigh*
So totally unaware for the treath that was hovering above me when I walked in the library with my books, yesterday I brought the books back.
*walks away to get some coffee*
So I brought them back and then the EVIL library staff member asked me to pay 14,70 euro.
*gasp, is to baffled to speak*
"Wha wha what did you said miss?" stunned I looked at her. What in gods name was she talking about o.o
"your three weeks late with your books, so thats 7 books X 0,10 euro X 21 days o.o and that is 14,70" ;_; really I almost got an heartattack o.o so I started to complain and then she told me I was a day to early when I rented those books 1 FRICKIN day.
*Really pissed of look*
So I kind of made a scene right there for half and hour or so, and the line got bigger and bigger. And I got more annoying with nagging about there evil ways of pulling poor girls there leggs.
*grins*
So I only had to pay 5 euro. Wich was way to much to but still it was better then the 14.70.. really I`m never going to that library in my life! Nasty people..
hmm today I`m actually making my first move to tell you what happend on the vacation.. but to be honest I just don`t feel like it^^. I have so much to tell that it would become troublesome to type it all down here. So just in short, it rained a lot.. there was a lot of sand.. and there were strangly enough a lot of curly boys^^ hai hai I know that this doesn`t count as an holiday discription BUT you have to deal with it for now.. it was just a semi-holiday.. on monday I`m going for my reall one^.^