hows it going its been a while since i wrote in here lol im so tired tho my arms are getting huge im working out everyday and then some lol but its all good besides the pain but hey u know what they say no pain no game i realise summer is almost here which means i wont be getting on here much anymore because well ill be really buissy but any way alrighty thats my entry

Were finaly in training whooo hooo lol hahah yeah FOOTBALL ROCKS!!!!!

There you are heart as black as coal
The one who stands there with out a soul
taking everything you can
just to leave me where i stand
promises you made all unkept
gave me nightmares while i slept
you tried to kill me while i rest
now im down your at your best
this is the end my storie and now its through
looks like the end for me and not for you

Was up yall hows it going been a little while since looked at this thing its been a little crazy latly but its all good im havin fun in the name of my friend brian u understood lol

this day has sucked i feel so fucked and now its gone all to shit i tried so hard to make it by and now its like im gonna die i cant given in to this shit i saved this strenght best for last feels one bad past but i cant help to think its ok

lol wow this is funny i just made my own fan club and i have no fans wow thats pathetic

I am

Im hurt im sad im feeling down i cant believe im almost drowning in this sadness
im hurt im sad im feeling down why cant this be just one more day left in the way
Im Hurt why cant this be just one more day left inside no pain no sorry ill leave it till tommarow
IM HURT IM SAD IM FEELING DOWN just another day

im so tired its insaine will i ever rest again just the same way i used to the in this picture frame of a happy world its isaine

Man im so tired of this i dont know what to say i really try not to care any more was this meant to be just a memory i have no feelings i feel gone im so tired yet i can not rest of feel so ........

today sucks more then any thing im so bored none of my really good budyies are on right now and im tires of sitting aroung doing nothing

AHHHH RITIOUS HEADACH

todays gonna suck i can seriously gurentee an injury not sure to what exstent but im going harder then ever before when i max today adding an extra 100 pounds to everything and thats just how its meant to be

you know honestly if someone wanted to see inside my head they could easily just read the part of my profile all i my head

yeasterday was so awsome today really sucks but just another day that i stand confusid i think im totally screwed when i cant use my head i feel totally dead and now i sit here thinking of what ive done what i havnt done and what i should have done 3 codes to the superior mind that i wish i had but traces left unawnserd

Well lets see ive had a hell of a day wanna my good friends lied to me and wanna my other friends betrayed me and well nothing beat running around in snow playing football and the only dude just in shorts lol but i dont care those two people can f**k off im having too much fun WHOOOOEEE GOT TO LOVE THE GAME!!!!!!!

Peace out yall!!!!!

youch im really sore from yeasterday but im feelin pumped
ITS TIME FOR ROUND 2 BABY YAH!!!! ITS GAME TIME

my diary is like a sword keeps my head safe i guess keeps me thinking keeps me dreaming and looking further then ever before

wow my days went from bad to good and back to bad in under an hour well it was good while it lasted i guess

SHIT!!!! this crazy ass lady called my cell phone wondering why ive been talkin to her daugter evil psyco run!!!!! shes crazed i was in school and she was like talkin about havin the cops after me holly hell what am i gonna do

ive just realised somthing for the first time i never really cared to notice maybe i didnt want to notice cause it hurts to even think it somtimes ive been in one hell of a mess and everytime i think i found somthing or someone who is going to make everything good it hits me like a smack in the face i was played

wow yeasterday was so awsome i learned another type of push up and it was so fun i wish some of my friends would mail me sometime cause im really bored at school