blech...that's one word...so how can it decribe so much?..it seems like things have been going downhill since...well..
sometimes you wish that you could die,
close your eyes and wonder why,
why were you left so alone and afraid,
why don't the tears come when you want to cry?
sometimes you do nothing but pray
pray that you run go away
it'd be so easy for them all
to forget and let you fall
sometimes it seems like nobody is there
like life is a child pulling your hair
and fate is against all that you're for
and like everyone wants to hurt you some more
GUY FACTS
When a guy is quiet,
Hes listening to you
When a guy is not arguing,
He realizes hes wrong
When a guy looks at you with eyes full of questions,
he expects you to leave him soon
When a guy says Im Fine after a few minutes,
he means it
when a guy stares at you,
he thinks your the most beautiful thing in the world
when your laying your head on a guys chest
he has the world
when a guy calls you everyday
he is in love
when a (good) guy say he loves you
he means it
when a guy says he cant live without you
hes with you til your done
when a guy says i miss you
he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else
GIRL FACTS
When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at you with eyes full of
questions,
She is wondering how long you will be
around.
When a GIRL answers "I'm fine" after a
few seconds,
She is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday,
She wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says "I love you",
She means it.
When a GIRL says that she can't live
without you,
She has made up her mind that you are
her future.
When a GIRL says "I miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more
than that
i like this too....
*Boy: i saw her today
Girl: i saw him today
Boy: It seems like its been forever
Girl: I wonder if he still cares
Boy: She looks better than ever
Girl: I couldnt stop staring at him
Boy: i asked her how things were going
Girl: i asked about his new girlfriend
Boy: Id choose her over any girl im with
Girl: Hes probably really happy
Boy: i couldnt even look at her without crying
Girl: He couldnt even look at me
Boy: I told her i missed her
Girl: I know he hadnt
Boy: I meant it
Girl: He didnt mean it
Boy: i love her
Girl: he loves his new girlfriend
Boy: I held her one last time
Girl: He gave me a friendly hug
Boy: Then i went home and cried
Girl: Then i went home and cried
Boy: i lost her..
Girl: i still love him*
this is great.....i like it alot.....some know why more than others lol
ugh.....i had a poem last nightl...it was amazing...but i was at kenzer's home(yes i spelt kenzer's like that on purpose....) and know i forgot it...damn...lo
my heart will go on celine dion
Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you,
That is how I know you go on
Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on
Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you’re here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never let go till we’re gone
Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we’ll always go on
Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you’re here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
You’re here, there’s nothing I fear,
And I know that my heart will go on
We’ll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
yet another good song
"Because You Loved Me"
For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
this is a great song....
Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The night are so unkind
Bring back those nights when I held you beside me
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart
Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss this pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart
Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Bring back the nights when I held you beside me
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry this tears
I cried so many, many nights
Un-break my
Un-break my heart oh baby
Come back and say you love me
Un-break my heart
Sweet darlin'
Without you I just can't go on
Can't go on....
this is one of the saddest songs i like....
blech...that's one word...so how can it decribe so much?..it seems like things have been going downhill since...well..
a little poem....just becuase i can...
when you told me that you loved me
i thought that it was true
becuase you see i never lied
when i said i love you
you didn't really love me
you didn't really care
how i felt for you was real
and feelings still are there
it was toture watching you
flirt with her last night
i tried to stop the stinging tears
but quickly lost the fight
i knew you saw how much it hurt
and i knew you didn't care
all the time i sat wishing
that i wasen't there
i suppose i'll have to let you go
cuz it wasen't meant to be
but part of me still wishes
that you did love me
so if you say you love her
make sure that it is true
becuase i know she'll mean it when
she says i love you
the end.....and yes i wrote it.....
“you've changed a lot you know...I don't think i can trust you anymore.." said the small quiet girl with a tear in her brilliant green eye. "What?..i haven't changed...I’m still the same old guy....why would you think i have changed lily?" asked the rascally, brunette boy with a slight grin, as he put his hands on her shoulder. " Why?...you betrayed me and my family... you lied...you got them killed! don't you get it?" Lily cried, forcing him off her petite shoulders. The boy looked astonished," It's true, I made some mistakes...but can't we forget about that and start over?...look i said i’m sorry" " Brad...Sorry isn't good enough any more...you talk about your betrayal like it's some sort of casual thing..like it doesn't matter.." Lily cried in near hysterics, turning her back away from him. "..well.. it doesn't...they were useless..." Brad explained, "they just got in the way" " USELESS?!? USELESS?...i don't think you understand...T
The young girl had been running for about a half hour when she stumbled upon an old abandoned town. She slowed to a near tip-toe walk. "hello!" she called out a few times. when nobody answered she decided to have a look around. " wow this place looks like nobody has lived here for a long time" she thought to herself.
The girl walked into the nearest building, which just so happened to be a saloon. She walked slowly not knowing if the floorboards were rotten or not. Suddenly, she paused. "what was that?" she thought as she looked around," i swear it was footsteps" She took a deep breath then proceeded forward. Soon enough she came to a flight of stairs. They were tall and she couldn't see the top, but she proceeded on anyway.
When Lily neared the top of the stairs a small white something ran across the floor. She was very startled and ran back outside. "what was that?" she wondered, finally noticing how dark it was outside. " i need to find somewhere to stay".
The girl walked slowly down the gravel road looking inside a few buildings to see if there was one that was satisfactory for her to sleep in. So far her search was in vain. At the very end of the road there was one last,rather large building. Throwing caution to the wind she decided that she'd see if this place was safe enough for her.
when she walked in the front doors, lily noticed that it was a bed and breakfast. " Hello?" she called, and again no one answered, so she decided just to find a room. when she found a room suitable enough she placed her hand on the door and was about to enter when somebody grabbed her shoulder. "WHO ARE YOU AND WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE IN MY INN WITHOUT PAYING ME?" a voice behind her boomed. Lily jumped then turned around to face the person. The person the voice belonged to was a rather tall, handsome boy around the age of 17, who looked like he hadn’t had a decent meal (or a shower for that matter) in weeks. "Please, my name is lily neslo, i’m looking for a place to stay the night, i have no money, but i will work off the debt." she pleaded with the boy. "lily huh?..well a girl like you shouldn't be out on your own...where's your family?" he asked her. " my..my family?....the
"master, I've lost the girl" Brad said aloud, seemingly to no one. He then shrieked in pain, fell to the cold cobblestone path and began twitching violently. "YOU FAILED THE MISSION! YOU WILL BE PUNISHED!" a voice from nowhere yelled. "I'm...sorry..
He walked slowly in the direction that lily had run off in. He knew that she probably had changed direction once or twice so he started to look for a trail, or something.., to follow.
Lily awoke suddenly in a strange room. It took her a few minutes to remember what had occurred last night, how she had run away from her best friend of 14 years, how she had come to this abalone town and met, her heart fluttered a little bit, justin...whose inn she was stayed at during the night. she got up and, since she had not bothered to change out of her clothed from the day before, walked out and into the main room. She was beginning to look around when a hand grabbed her shoulder. She screamed then turned to see justin grinning from ear to ear. " You're a little jumpy aren't you girl?" he asked with a chuckle. " THAT WASEN’T FUNNY!"lily replied a little louder then she meant. " gee chill out. it was only a joke." " whatever....er
angry just thinking about it. " whoa..that's really bad. is that why you're here all out on your own?" justin asked her with a concerned look on his face. " yes it is....and now you see why i have to leave....he's following me...he actually caught up to me last night....he tried to convince me to go back home with him....so i ran....and came here." lily quickly explained now on her way to the door. " wait....i’m coming with you!" justin told her while grabbing a pack and supplies, "you're not gonna face him alone." lily was both relived and nervous at the fact that he was coming along. She smile and waited patiently while he grabbed his things. " it's mostly food that i’m grabbing...we are in a wasteland after all." he explained. " it's not a wasteland...." " yeah that's pretty much what it is...unless you like eating mice...." "YUCK!" lily cried wincing at the thought. " all right let's go i’m ready." justin said as he walked out the door and onto the road. lily followed and soon they were off. where they were going they had no idea...they only knew they had to leave...to put as much space between them and brad as they could.
Soon enough Brad found the girl’s trail. “Finally...thi
Lily and Justin walked out of the inn and into the bright sunlight. “Wow i had no idea it was so dark inside.” lily exclaimed, blinking a few times to let her eyes adjust. “Yeah, but you get used to it. Well anyway we better be off, if we want to get ahead of that creep.” justin said, also blinking. “So she’s told him about me. Good. Then he’ll know better then to fight me.” brad thought to himself. From his hiding place he was able to hear every word they spoke. He crouched a little lower to make sure he wasen’t seen. Lily got a chill down her spine, and she shuddered. “What’s wrong?” justin asked, obviously concerend. “Nothing...it’
Lily looked around at where they were. They had abandoned the path about two miles back, and had entered a whole different world, or so it seemed. There was sand and dirt all over, with a few shrubs and catuses every now and then. Sooner or later a little creature, be it a rabbit, snake, or bird of some sort, would be spotted, each time with justin explaining the species, and anything else he knew about it. Lily hung on his every word, though she wasn’t sure she’d be that interested if anybody else had been the one to tell her. “Hey lily....where are you planning on going anyway?...you can’t keep wandering around forever.” “Well...I’m not sure...honestl
“So far, so good. They haven’t realized I’m following them.” brad thought as he crept along behind the two. “Yes you are very lucky....if anything goes wrong it will be your life.” the voice threatened. “Yes master, i know the stakes....but why do we have to kill her?....she could be very valuable to us.” “That and you want your best friend to live...but sadly, I DON”T CARE!” yelled the voice as a shock ran down brad’s spine, “DO NOT QUESTION ME!” “I’m sorry master....i will kill her....and soon.” brad vowed.
Lily and Justin walked for many miles before Justin finally spoke. “So...are you okay?...i mean losing your family, your home, your best friend, it’s got to be tough.” “Yeah, kinda, but ya know...you get kinda...well..
The girl started her story. “You see it all started about a year ago. Brad went on his first hunt in the black forest. Not many people went there, it was said to be cursed. But brad told me not to worry, that it was just a rumor to keep most hunters away from the big game. I was a fool to believe him. He was gone for three days. When brad returned, he had nothing. Something was different about him. When i confronted him with it he just said ‘you’ll see in time’ so i didn’t ask about it again. He started to scare me to be completly truthful. He started talking about death, and started getting into fights. Yeah i know, he’s a boy all boys act liek taht. But he was different. He was sweet and kind and everything girls like ya know?.....at one point i caught him arguing with himself, or that’s what i thought. He kept saying MASTER PLEASE!!! don’t make me kill her.” It frightened me so i ran to tell my father, who happened to be head of the council in my village. He became wary of brad and soon banished him for a murder. I guess brad wanted revenge and plotted the destruction of my family. Late one night he snuck into our home and killed off my family one by one. He left no mark however on the bodies so no one was able to prove he was guilty. It was about a week afterwards when i decided i would see if he did it or not. When i asked brad he told me he did kill them all, and was planning to kill again. The look he gave me, like he was scared, but at the same time, he wanted it more than anything. It scared me terribly and i ran. Soon enough he caught up with me and he tried to convince me to go back with him. That’s when i ran to your village and met you.” lily explained, with tears in her eyes. “So...it wasn’t all bad, “ justin replied with a slight blush. Lily smiled and walked slightly closer to him than she would have normally. It wasn’t close enough for him to notice....howe
Brad followed close behind the pair, careful to stay out of sight. He watched them intently and noticed every small move they made. “Keep your eye on the girl.” the voice told him. However brad needed not to be told twice. He couldn’t keep his eyes off of her. Lily was beautiful, almost perfect. “ if only she loved me,” he thought to himslef, hoping his master wouldn’t hear. “ master please. Do i have to kill the girl, she is young, and not to mention the boy would put up much more of a fight, it would be more entertaining.” Brad quickly asked. “ no, you must kill the girl. In order to free me of this wretched mind, we must kill the most beautiful maiden in all the country.” The voice commanded. “Yes master,” brad replied sullenly. “ however, if you have a reason not to kill her, i can reconsider, possibly in your favor.” the voice told brad craftily. Brad knew he could not tell his master the reason why he didn’t want to harm her, after all he wasen’t allowed to love. “ she is too young, are you postitive she will be able to unock your spirit?” brad hastily made up. “ Yes i am positive, DO NOT QUESTION ME!” The voice yelled inside brad’s head. “Alright, I’ll kill her. Just wait until the moment is right.” brad mumbled.
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This is my story so far.....do you guys love it or not...please tell jade!!!
I can't get out of bed today
Or get you off my mind
I just can't seem to find a way
To leave the love behind
[Bridge:]
I ain't trippin
I'm just missing you
You know what I'm saying
You know what I mean
You kept me hanging from a string
Why you make me cry?
I tried to give you everything
But you just gave me lies
[Bridge]
[Bridge 2:]
Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I be wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do..
I'm such a fool
For you
[Chorus:]
I can't take it
What am I waiting for?
My heart's still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I can't stop thinking of you [last time x2]
It's true
I'm stuck on you
Now love's a broken record that's
Been skipping in my head
I keep singing yesterday
Why we got to play these games we play?
[Bridge]
Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I be wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
[chorus]
[Bridge 2]
[chorus]
very good song
do you know what sucks?....do you care waht sucks?....well personally i don't care if you don't care....i'im telling you anyway....i'm grounded....an
@10 on a friday night!....cora
love,
jade (who is dieing of boredom right now)
BECAUSE OF YOU- KELLY CLARKSON
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
This is my favorite song...it is very true for my life....almost every word of it seems to come right from my head....
love is a pointless thing
coming from every being
noone can help but feel like this
when you breakup it's love they miss
shy and softspoken,
he left her heart broken
when he told her goodbye
she wanted to die
it hurts when you know
you don't get to go
back where you were
with him or with her
our hearts left destroyed
when with love we toyed
but you can't help but feel
that your love is real
we will get hurt, we all will cry
some of us left to wonder why
so when you're left out in the rain
remember there's others, feeling your pain
*bows* thank you thank you...poem for my cousin..who wants to remain nameless....wr
oh and diego...i am guessing your'e gonna be a smart alec and make some comment like "i'm commmenting on your diary becuase you comment on mine all the time" ...well ha i beat you to it!
i don't
i don't care that you still love me
i don't want to let you see
my feelings i hide for the good of us two
because you see i still love you
i don't want to love you right now
i don't want to show you how
i feel for you, you know it's true
i did and will always love you
(i'll finish it later when i have more time....anyway got any comments???? *hint hint ((tell me)))
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