[Wes Foxx]'s diary
Wow. Im looking back to my old diary stuff again. This is one of the more interresting ones I found.
Fate... Fate gives us some of the most precious things we can ever recieve. It gives us true love. It gives us what we need in our darkest hour. It is the thing that makes life worth living.
Usually.
Fate gives us these things to rip them savagely from our arms, not giving a sh*t if it tears apart the holder in the process. It reduces us to cold fragments of who we were.
Why do I say this? Its the story of my life.
I am a loner. I do nothing, like no-one, and plan my life almost happily, dreaming of a solitary existance with no one around me, alone for all eternity.
Then I found her...
[Katori PureHeart], Jess, Lilly, whatever name she is called by, she is the reason why my heart is no longer frozen in the dark cold stone it once was. She taught me love.
But wouldn't you know, since fate hates me, it had a cost.
I constantly found myself struggling to keep my sanity. Her parents are divorced and her mom has no computer, no way to talk to us. She only got on 3 days a week.
Over half of every week I was alone and unable to see her.
It hurt. The stress, the temptation, the rumors, the suspicions, the lies, the sorrows, the drama, the god damn drama was a constant aggrivation, and never left.
We were living a soap opera with a sadistic scriptwriter.
Fast forard past the strife, the betrayals, the hurts, the forgiveness, wounds cut open after theyd healed, lessons learned and history repeated.
Her mom gets a car; her mom is as sadistic as the writer.
She can never come on anymore. Shes been on only one day both this last week and the one before. I never even got to talk to her. Praise elftown for leaving messages.
Now I have to learn to deal with this every single week.
I must be as crazy as they all tell me because I think this is no problemb. On the outside at least. Inside I'm being torn to the shreds by fate. (1-19-05)
I can't believe my life has gotten so much better since. Now instead of my love never being on, shes on almost every single day! Ive gotten DSL and aren't getting monitored like a suicidal, max-security prisoner that i thought i was gonna be, found a bunch of friends online here on elftown and even created a fun RP group! I'm writing an 8 act story series and am drawing art better than ever for it! Viva Vita!
My Analysis of Water
The water is clear, the water is cool
The water is shining in a crystaline pool
The water is clensing, the water is warm,
The water is constantly changing its form
The water is tranquil; its peacefully raining
The waters of earth all life are sustaining
Water is complex, both deadly and healing,
The rushing white rapids a thousand lives stealing
Yet at the same time, so many are living
Because of the relief that water is giving
Washing out wounds, washing out fields
Giving and taking, it both rebels and yields.
Water is the only reason we're even alive
It gives every human their body's drive
Theres almost no where to go where it cannot be found
Great lakes and rivers, oceans all around
Most of the world is kept in its hold
From the tropic's warm gulfs to the polar's deep cold
Almost nothing we make, the most complex compound,
Within the greater part of them some water is found
Yet humans cant controll it, as we're realizing,
The crushing tsunamis and floodwaters rising
A sort of continuation of my earlier entry, Analysis of Fire. More of these to come.
Words from Wes.
I follow the world around me, living its tempo to the fullest.
I let the wind carry me on the wings of my heart, soaring above all my expectations, floating freely as my mind wanders like a cloud across the sky.
I hear the song of life itself, trillions of voices shouting in glorious chorus their hopes and dreams, the very essence of the soul has its own unique song, the lyrics as beautiful as the hymn of a heavently angel.
I am guided by the pulse of the tides, the water of my day fed from streams of imagination. My mind drinks it in deeply as I feel myself pulled and led inexorably on my way. I feel the moon guide me in its silvery arc across the gem studded velvet of the night sky.
I feel the earth beneith my paws and read the story of a million years of humble service, the life and death of a million creatures, the rays of sun that struck it, the drops of rain that carried it away, the molten heat of the earth reforming it, eons of time seeing it slowly called to the surface once more, holding with atlas like strength great skyscrapers, massive vehicles, indeed, the entire weight of the world was once told to me by a grain of sand that once confessed it had been right upon the metalic core of the earth.
The winds have sung a song that all have heard before. Its siren wails, its enchanting whispers, its fierced raging gales, its heart-stopping destruction
These and many other things combine in a great symphony of song, story, dance, combat, poetry, music!
Magna Terra Artis Certus Est!
Lets see what I have on my checklist today:
X Draw an adaptation of my "Father and Son" picture (Foxx Galary) for a friend at school who recently had a kid
?_? Do a character sketch of Inari (may not actually do it 'till after the Inari Contest is over) to finish the Act IV character sketches (History of Inari)
_ Character sketches for Act I
_ Character sketches for Act II
_ Character sketches for Act III
_ Chapter outlines for Acts V-VIII
_ Character and Location outlines Acts V-III
_ Character sketches for Act V
_ Character sketches for Act VI
_ Character sketches for Act VII
_ Character sketches for Act VIII
_ Work on a special piece of writing, which may be for the History of Inari? >> << >> *conspiratoria
_ Write my analyses for other elements
_ Translate the analyses into poems if they aren't already
_ Sketches for my mate (which wont be displayed publically >> << >> *wink wink*)
_ Commissioned drawing for a Furcadia member
_ Re-do submission for Anthro Chic Contest
_ Complete any new art commisions afterwards
My thoughts keep turning to a warm breeze and palm trees, crystal waves and sunny days, steel drums over sugar plums, the frozen days to island ways, the call of the seagull, the pulse of the seashore, the feel of the sea breeze, fireworks, firesides, fireflies, days without school, a nice swimming pool, the icecream cool.
Only 5 more months to go, then no more snow. The days will be slow, but thats just goes to show.
The music in my head just refuses to go away, i feel my fingers walking to the keys, the digits tapping away a message written from my heart, my brain content for once to step aside. My heart begs to speek of love, guiltily confesses sorrows, inner aches and pains, but never truly ignored by others. Its pulse keeps time to the songs it sings, a pure melody of emotion untainted by selfish desires, flowing straight to my fingers unfiltered by my brain which selfishly cuts out the mushy romance and keeps it locked away.
I feel my body swaying my whole soul entwined in song
The snowflakes with their white lies tell me that nothing can go wrong.
My heart is content to listen and my mind has naught to say
Sometimes its nice to pretend that all our troubles have gone away.
Nothing wrong with doing this so long as you still know:
Everyone would freeze to death if they always listened to the snow.
A random train of thought extracted from my brain. thanks for reading my thoughts ^^
History of Inari is coming along insanely fast! at this rate monday will be the day i start to write the ACTUAL STORY for the first act! I plan to post every chapter as its completed on here, so watch for it!
SUBJECT: ARIC C BOSHOVEN, OF THE UNITED STATES. # 1109192795.
But it does look like a mug shot doesn't it? We call those lanyard and IDs we wear around our necks dogtags because of the schools bulldog mascot. Last year we were green; now we're dark blue. At least we know what we get next year; seniors (12th grade for those less scholarly people out there) always get the red. Dang freshman this year. Always clogging the halls. Their lanyards (those who actually WEAR theirs, rebellious little 'tards) give them the nickname of "Orange Roadblocks" and "Frosh-picked Oranges". I find it funny. Partner them up with the sophomoric sophomores we got and you get holloween colors. Their black and our blue are almost indistinguisha
Getting a heck of alot done with the History of Inari. At this rate I'll have all the chapters outlined by friday, all the characters for all the chapters by the next friday, and character sketches for many of them by april.
Starfox Assault:
-Time to complete: 3 hours
-Rating: 8.2
-Pros:
~Very nice job with the level designs and weapon systems
~Its Starfox, so its gotta be good.
~A better plot than Starfox 64
~Multiplayer
~The graphics are sweet
~Sound is good (except maybe for the voices)
~Very addicting and fast-paced
~Bonuses and unlockables, as well as 3 levels of difficulty, give it alot of replay value.
-Cons:
~Even though its very replayable, it won't take you much time to complete all 10 missions once.
~The characters have different voices than the classic games.
~Tricky from Starfox Adventures makes a short cameo. Why did he have to come back? Xx
~The single player missions don't let you get to play as Krystal ='(
~The plot isn't quite as good as Starfox Adventures, though it does have some interresting plot twists.
Uploaded 4 sketches for characters in the ~History of Inari~ and in the ~Foxx Galary~
~History of Inari~
I tossed in a ton of teaser info for The Legeands of Inari: Crystal Saga (the 4th act in the series, I'll probably finish them by alternating from the first few to the last few) I gave about 6 of the characters and some of the major locations
~History of Inari~
Ive been doing alot of work on this page. I'll probably create a bunch of teasers with the stuff as I make it up. Its panned out immensely as I work one or two other stories I was planning merge with it to form the combination of all eight stories, or acts, into The Legeands of Inari
Wes's Analysis of Fire:
The fire is good. The fire is warm
The fire is burning despite people's scorn
The fire is harsh. The fire doth rage
The fire is howling like a tiger encaged
The fire hath no pity; it hath no compassion,
Burning down cities with its fiery passion
It incinerates all without hesitation,
Burning down districts, states, cities and nations
The fire will burn, be it manmade or not,
A spark in the forest and its soon blazing hot
A bolt from the sky, a castaway match,
A smoldering cigarete on a dry leafy patch
Fire responsible for the worlds great advances,
But whenever it burns, humankind takes its chances
The fires of earth, rocks melted with heat
Ash clouds the sky in a black dusty sheet.
Daily a million volts fall to the earth,
Setting sparks to the plants which lay dead on the turf.
Fire runs engines that make our cars go
We've harnessed the power of the shining red glow!
But humans are far from being fires great masters;
The flames still signal danger and our greatest disasters.
=) A Daily Poem winning piece once again ^^
Holy shnikies! I was scrollin' through the list of members in Anthro Lovers and I see someone talking about this place called Furcadia. So I click on the link and head to http://www.fur
Finally, the wireless router works! im able to get half-speed broadband from the comfort of anywhere in our house now ^_^ expect me to be on alot more and without random having-to-leav
Good news! we got DSL!
Bad news! we don't have it wirelessly connecting to the laptop yet!
So-so news! at least mom forgot to have them get rid of this regular dialup line so im still able to get on!
GAHHH... I can't draw anymore all of a sudden... Everything messes up repeatedly, I can't even do the simplest stuff correctly... All my talent is vanishing away like dust in the wind... ~sighs~ Oh well, can't let this get me down, Its happened to some extent before, and besides, my mate [Katori PureHeart] has been on a bunch more than usual and thats always a good thing. Make that a great thing. Hell, bump it up to the highlight of my day! I got saturday to look forwards too. All day at a friends house playing co-op games like Starwars Battlefront and Medal of Honor: Pacific Assault
$$$ Just spent a crapload on games and movies today @@ and got new glasses -blinkblinks- had to strengthen my left eye prescription, so I did some shoping while we were out there. Viewtiful Joe, MoH: Pacific Assault and LoZ:Four Swords(gc version) are all added to my purple cube's arsenal. We also got X2 and League of Extraordinary Gentleman, good movies though not that great.
THERE IS NOW A TOURNAMENT SET TO BE HELD IN THE ORDER OF INARI RP!!!
This will be extremely fun i hope ^^
2-14-05: ... or not Xx
why did almost no one sign up? this was gonna be fun and several people were looking forwards to participating/