well last night was an experience.... i went to bed like i normally do but then all of a sudden i just got up and i walked over to where i knew an old lightbulb was and i broke the bulb and i took a piece of glass and i cut my wrist .........it hurt yet felt so good at the same time .........all day i have been wanting to cry then at that moment it was all just out there...........i really am not proud of this i dont want to be proud of this honestly i dont even know why i am typing this up here i guess cause i just want people to know im not always the goofy person you think i am i haven't cried in over a year and tonight i just let it all out...i didnt do much damage but the only reason i stopped was because someone asked me not to hurt myself......and right after i started i remembered what he had asked and chose to respect his wishes........he was only looking out for me..........today the one person i had hoped would listen to me didnt ............... at first i said that i didnt want to talk but when i did try he just interupted........that sort of made me sad........but things could be worse...............i really dont know why i am depressed cause i really do have a great life i have friends that love me i have a great house my dad is better than ever i have money and i can get anything i want pretty much and to think i almost threw that all away.........damn that was stupid of me to even try

just thought i would tell you all that i love you cause i dont think ill be back tomarrow

92% percent of the teen population would be dead if Abercrombie and Fitch said it wasn't cool to breathe anymore. Repost this if you are one of the 8% who would be laughing your ass off.

My name is Chris
I am three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I werent ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I cant do a wrong
I cant speak at all
Or else im locked up
All day long.
When im awake im all alone
The house is dark
My folks arent home
When my mommy does come home
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe ill just get
One whipping tonight.
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Chariles bar.
I hear him curse
My name is called
I press myself
Against the wall
I try to hide
From his evil eyes
Im so afraid now
I'm starting to cry
He finds me weeping
Calls me ugly words,
He says its my fault
He suffers at work.
He slaps and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And run to the door
Hes already locked it
And i start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken,
"Im sorry!", I scream
But its now much to late
His face has been twisted
Into a unimaginable shape
The hurt and the pain
Again and again
O please God, have mercy!
O please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door
While i lay there motionless
Brawled on the floor
My name is Chris
I am three,
Tonight my daddy
Murdered me
And you can help
Sickens me to the soul,
And if you read this
and dont pass it on
I pray for your forgivness
Beause you would have to be
One heartless person
To not be affected
By this Poem
And because you are affected,
Do something about it!
So all i ask you to do
Is pass this on!
IF YOU ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE!
PLEASE COPY AND PASTE THIS AND PASS IT

omg i am so confused!! alll this shit has been happening my mom got mad at me yesterday because my teacher said that i dint do some assignments that i did do and i still got in trouble but man this just pisses me off but anyway