There's beauty in the breakdown, so don't give up yet! I'm going down to see the house that my dad just bought. It's on a farm. AND, it has an art studio! This is a dream come true, I can have a horse, maybe not Galiano, but I can have a horse, and an art studio! There maybe hope yet!

These are the people in my life who I love unconditionaly:
-My little sister, Kell
-My oldest friend, Halle
-My best friend from elementary school, Cherie
-My best friend from middle school,Karen
-My Best friend from high school, Nancy
-My "older sister", Sara
-My "friend with the perakeets" from middle school, Tammy
-My art class friend, Elo
-My Bus-ride friend, Liz
-MY Horsey friend, Sha
-My anime friend, Chrissy
-My Great friend from Paris, Rachel
-My Aunt, Anne
-My perakeet, George
-My cocatiel, Luv
-My dog, Bear
-And a few other people, who shal remain nameless on request

I'm Moving to Florida. Yes this is sudden. No I don't want to move. Yes my parents knew for a few months befor they told me and my little sister. Yes they lied to us when they said they were going to visit friends in Florida. They were going to visit friends- and schools, and realtors and houses! God, what do I have to do to get them to understand that I'm adult enough to handle news like that right off the bat, and that if they would just ask me, I might even be able to help them. My dad just got a job, and started planning, without even telling me and my sister. who dose he think he is? It's not just his life this will effect, but mine and my sister's too. I just got settled back into normal life after some realy bad things that happened a little while ago, and now he wants to uproot me again.

~My life is mine,
Don't mess with me,
When I'm in a bad mood,
Let me be.

My heart's torn to pieces,
My eyes wet with crying,
Don't hurt me any more,
I'm close to dying.~

Avalon's Song

My god. I hate this. My idiot parents have yet again decided that I have to go to Lithuania, for "political reasons", again over my Thanksgiving break. And do I have any say in this matter? Nope. None.
P.S. Nancy, If you need anything you can talk to me.
(migrain today, nearly knocked me out.)