It's like waiting an eternity for my damned half-brother/sister to be born...Maybe I'll be blessed with fortune and something will happen. *shivers* Of all the people I have to be permanently related to...It had to be her. Life has so many ways of twisting your soul with pain...

I've been becoming increasingly empty inside today...Hopefully seeing my gal will lift my spirits...Being empty is the worst feeling you could ever have...Depression is one thing...but emptiness...that's a completely different emotion...It's like there's nothing inside you...physically and mentally...even emotionally...As if the fire of your emotions just went cold, and a soft breeze continues to blow within your soul...It's the coldest...the hardest emotion you could ever have...  *Raises head and closes eyes.*

More lyrics.

"So are we lost, or do we know; Which direction we should go? Sit around and wait for someone to take our hands and lead the way...because every day we all get older, and every day we all get colder...We're sick of waiting for our answers..."
        LostProphets -- Make a Move

Another round of lyrics...Of what song and by whom, I don't know, however.

"I can't wait (wait), for (for), someone to hear me; Can't wait (wait), for (for), Someone to touch me."
        Unknown -- Unknown

Inspiration...completely blissful...inspiration...and nothing to put it into...Ah, how awful...There is nothing worse than a beautiful inspiration being shot down by the horror of having nothing to turn it into...

"That which does not kill me, Merely makes me stronger."

A motto to be followed by all of those who seek the truth, all of those who are tormented daily by the drones of society whom follow the old tradition of stereotypes. A motto of truth, it is, for truely, there is nothing that can make you stronger than the defeat of the paranoia and fear within. Only then can you find true peace...

Been working on 9 novels so far...Man, this stuff is hard work; Mostly, because I don't know where to stop. heh. *Chuckles.* Everyone I know has told me I have my own unique style of writing, one that they've never seen before, and they say that it's a combination of all views ( 1st, 3rd, etc. ), and that I could make a crap-load of money.

In the world there are so few real people...There are so many drones that are mere fillers for the world, and, sadly, so many people who have yet to awaken themselves, and find the truth in their uniqueness; To find that being a "freak", or "weirdo" is not a bad thing, but a compliment, rather. I take pride in being one of these "freaks", and I find it utterly ridiculous how many people there are that take pride in their subordinating ways. These drones of society are what create the stereotypes, what push us down, and there are too few of us who are willing to fight back, and take advantage of their foolery.

In the night,
You shall be in plight,
Never within the light,
You are in his sight,
His unforgiving might,
And in his dreadful delight,
You shall be taken within his right,
His grudging spite.

     Written on a whim of inspiration,
                    By me.

Powerman 5000 - Bombshell/When Worlds Collide/Free/Tonight the Stars Revolt
KoRn - Falling away from Me/Freak on a Leash
CheVelle - Vitamin R/The Red
Coal Chamber -- Coal Chamber ( Self-titled album )
Rammstein - Feuer Frei!/Du Hast/Senshuct (Album)/Mutter (Album)
Breaking Benjamin - So Cold
Story of the Year - Anthem of Our Dying Day
Skindred - Nobody
Disturbed - Believe/Conflict/Stupify/The Sickness (Album)
Slipknot - The Subliminal Verses

These are currently my favorite bands/albums/songs.

Me an' my gal are all better now...We've gotten over our illnesses, and, as well, discovered more about eachother this last weekend. Praise be to the one that fated us together...I thank you.

I think I'll quote some music I love...

"From up here, The city lights burn, Like a thousand miles of Fire, And I'm here, to sing, this anthem...Of Our Dy-Ing Day."
        -- Story of the Year, Anthem of Our Dying Day.

The world is utterly doomed. --;;; Good ol' Dubya.

Hmm...Might have caught either Strep of Pneumonia from my gal...Well, at least, if it's deadly, we'll die together.

Ah, nice. What a perfect day. My stepmom is pregnant, thanks to my dad. What a dolt...Now I'm permanently partially related to the witch. Could life get better?

Hmm...It's been so long since I've been to Elfwood. So much has changed, but for the better. It's great! Anyways, I hope people like my writings.