[The Wraith]'s diary

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Written about Monday 2004-11-29
Written: (7141 days ago)

More lyrics...

"Burn me alive inside...Living my life's not hard enough...Take everything away..."

Disturbed -- Prayer

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Written about Monday 2004-11-29
Written: (7141 days ago)

I have just been recently told by my psychologist that I am "On the brink between Advanced and Genius, and slowly edging your way towards Genius". That's one hellova wake-up call. *Laughs.* I'd like to see the the fuckers' faces back home when they hear. -.o; *Cackles.* that's what he told me. I'll be taking an actual IQ test soon, hopefully, so I can actually find out.

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Written about Thursday 2004-11-18
Written: (7152 days ago)

More lyrics...

"Waiting, For your martyr; Messiah, Take away all the hatred, that darkens the light in your eyes, still awaiting night..."
    Disturbed - Liberate

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Written about Thursday 2004-11-18
Written: (7152 days ago)

More lyrics...


"They say freak...When you're singled out...Well the red...It filters through...; So lay down, the threat is real...When his sign, goes red again..."
     CheVelle - The Red

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Written about Wednesday 2004-11-17
Written: (7153 days ago)

I've been overwhelmingly pissed off today...The littlest things are trying to push me off the edge into insanity. Such incompetent fools...and so many of them! Everywhere I look, there is always someone saying something incredibly stupid. The only thing I can do is withhold it and think of Rebecca...

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Written about Tuesday 2004-11-16
Written: (7154 days ago)

More lyrics...

    "You have come here from all over the world because society has no further use for you. This place, will now be your holding land until your death...I'm very good with this business, because I make all the rules; and if you break any of my rules...You'll find that there is life after death."
           Godsmack - Intro to Immune

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Written about Tuesday 2004-11-16
Written: (7154 days ago)

More lyrics...

  I ask you twenty more times, Don't you hear a thing? You're testing my patience again, Careful for your sake. Take a walk with me there, And I'll show you pain; But who said you can open up your mouth?
            Godsmack - Stress

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Written about Monday 2004-11-15
Written: (7155 days ago)

Silent Hill is an EVIL game...I and a friend were playing SH3, exploring some hospital, whose walls were covered in flame or something, and it was overly creepy. But that's not it...We entered a room that had a whole wall as a mirror, and a large sink in the corner. As we were exploring, we heard a gurgling sound, and blood -- or something came crawling from the sink, covering the walls so much that the room went pitch black...Not only that, but the reflection of Heather, the lead character that you play as, started to turn inside out as the stuff creeped along the room, until it just stood still, as if it was dead...Creepy...

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Written about Friday 2004-11-12
Written: (7158 days ago)

It's like waiting an eternity for my damned half-brother/sister to be born...Maybe I'll be blessed with fortune and something will happen. *shivers* Of all the people I have to be permanently related to...It had to be her. Life has so many ways of twisting your soul with pain...

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Written about Thursday 2004-11-11
Written: (7159 days ago)

I've been becoming increasingly empty inside today...Hopefully seeing my gal will lift my spirits...Being empty is the worst feeling you could ever have...Depression is one thing...but emptiness...that's a completely different emotion...It's like there's nothing inside you...physically and mentally...even emotionally...As if the fire of your emotions just went cold, and a soft breeze continues to blow within your soul...It's the coldest...the hardest emotion you could ever have...  *Raises head and closes eyes.*

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Written about Thursday 2004-11-11
Written: (7159 days ago)

More lyrics.

"So are we lost, or do we know; Which direction we should go? Sit around and wait for someone to take our hands and lead the way...because every day we all get older, and every day we all get colder...We're sick of waiting for our answers..."
        LostProphets -- Make a Move

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Written about Thursday 2004-11-11
Written: (7159 days ago)

Another round of lyrics...Of what song and by whom, I don't know, however.

"I can't wait (wait), for (for), someone to hear me; Can't wait (wait), for (for), Someone to touch me."
        Unknown -- Unknown

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Written about Thursday 2004-11-11
Written: (7159 days ago)

Inspiration...completely blissful...inspiration...and nothing to put it into...Ah, how awful...There is nothing worse than a beautiful inspiration being shot down by the horror of having nothing to turn it into...

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Written about Thursday 2004-11-11
Written: (7159 days ago)

"That which does not kill me, Merely makes me stronger."

A motto to be followed by all of those who seek the truth, all of those who are tormented daily by the drones of society whom follow the old tradition of stereotypes. A motto of truth, it is, for truely, there is nothing that can make you stronger than the defeat of the paranoia and fear within. Only then can you find true peace...

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Written about Wednesday 2004-11-10
Written: (7160 days ago)

Been working on 9 novels so far...Man, this stuff is hard work; Mostly, because I don't know where to stop. heh. *Chuckles.* Everyone I know has told me I have my own unique style of writing, one that they've never seen before, and they say that it's a combination of all views ( 1st, 3rd, etc. ), and that I could make a crap-load of money.

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Written about Wednesday 2004-11-10
Written: (7160 days ago)

In the world there are so few real people...There are so many drones that are mere fillers for the world, and, sadly, so many people who have yet to awaken themselves, and find the truth in their uniqueness; To find that being a "freak", or "weirdo" is not a bad thing, but a compliment, rather. I take pride in being one of these "freaks", and I find it utterly ridiculous how many people there are that take pride in their subordinating ways. These drones of society are what create the stereotypes, what push us down, and there are too few of us who are willing to fight back, and take advantage of their foolery.

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Written about Tuesday 2004-11-09
Written: (7161 days ago)

In the night,
You shall be in plight,
Never within the light,
You are in his sight,
His unforgiving might,
And in his dreadful delight,
You shall be taken within his right,
His grudging spite.

     Written on a whim of inspiration,
                    By me.

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Written about Monday 2004-11-08
Written: (7162 days ago)

Powerman 5000 - Bombshell/When Worlds Collide/Free/Tonight the Stars Revolt
KoRn - Falling away from Me/Freak on a Leash
CheVelle - Vitamin R/The Red
Coal Chamber -- Coal Chamber ( Self-titled album )
Rammstein - Feuer Frei!/Du Hast/Senshuct (Album)/Mutter (Album)
Breaking Benjamin - So Cold
Story of the Year - Anthem of Our Dying Day
Skindred - Nobody
Disturbed - Believe/Conflict/Stupify/The Sickness (Album)
Slipknot - The Subliminal Verses

These are currently my favorite bands/albums/songs.

406066  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2004-11-08
Written: (7162 days ago)

Me an' my gal are all better now...We've gotten over our illnesses, and, as well, discovered more about eachother this last weekend. Praise be to the one that fated us together...I thank you.

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Written about Monday 2004-11-08
Written: (7162 days ago)

I think I'll quote some music I love...

"From up here, The city lights burn, Like a thousand miles of Fire, And I'm here, to sing, this anthem...Of Our Dy-Ing Day."
        -- Story of the Year, Anthem of Our Dying Day.

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Written about Friday 2004-11-05
Written: (7165 days ago)

The world is utterly doomed. --;;; Good ol' Dubya.

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