i couldnt sleep last night. i was so tired i just couldnt sleep. i couldnt seem to be able to switch my thoughts of him off. am i crazy? i promised myself i wouldnt feel like this again i just cant help it.
i had a dream about him and nadia when i finally got to sleep. of course i woke up smiling
well this is me at the moment : i am sat watching all the toddlers running around n feelin very very very maturnal. im also sat here talkin 2 sum1 iv fallen in love with. and i think nadia will like him 2!!!!! i think this is the start 2 our amazin 3wat relationship. god a want a baby so bad. wat is wrong with me. i just cant stop thinkin 2day. i keep tryin 2 stop writin but evrytime i go 2 stop sumthin new cums in2 my head. i just wanna b in his bed in his arms. can u believe that i wanna b in bed with him but the idea of sex doesnt straight away cross my mind? i mean yes sex would be an added bonus but it is most definitely not needed 2 make the moment perfect.
ye so im gna shut up now cus im talkin a load of crap.
just needed 2 say all that
GRRRRR WHY OH WHY DOES HE HAVE COLLEGE grrrrrrrrrrrrr
n why oh why cant he drive
he likes me back ahhhhhhhhhhhh
i promised myself i wouldnt fall in love again after nadia.
i cant fall in love.
then again me and nadia did want a gothic guy to be in our 3 way relationship. wow that would be soooo amazing *goes dreamy*
oh
my
god
!
!
i think im in love
oh
my
god
i cant b in love nooooooo.
well this week is going pretty well actually!
Iv met this amazing guy called james falcon and he is soooo cool i just wanna wrap him up in cotton wool and take him home =). to make me even happier the 1 and only nadia is down here in 4 days!!!!! can u believe it! 4 days woooo *dus a freaky lil dance*
no matter how hard i look i cant find anyone to replace the beautiful nadia. why does she have to be 1 of a kind?
i love her i love her i love her so bad.
cant believe im not allowed in school just cause i have weird spot things on my tonsils.
i have tonsilitus =(
wow love is such a great thing.
i never thought i would ever love anyone as much as this
omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg SHE SAID YES!!!!!!!!!!!
great just fucking great.....wher
wow what a busy weekend. had the greatest shagging EVER many times!!! my beau came to stay for the weekend. the sad thing is that he ended up in hospital with appendisitus (sp) and had to have an emergency operation but the good thing was that i got to spend more quality time with him...........
ok im not gonna go down that route today cause im having a happy day