nadia is my angel from above.


Don't know why I did
But I found myself standing there
Repeating something I didn't think I would do
Back to the time when I didn't have a clue,
When it wasn't a problem
It wasn't ever deep
I wasn't afraid I would ever leave
A permanent ghost

I pray that you won't scar
I hope you will have faded by tomorrow
Just a scratch, just several scratches
I hope it wasn't too far
I beg they won't see you, I've let you all down
Yet I am strangely compelled
To gaze at you myself
To almost feel proud.

However,
This,
This is the last time
I have recieved guidance
I will no longer be a slave to your hold

Before when I felt I couldn't breathe
I was shaking, my chest was tight
Like you couldn't believe
I took refuge in the wrong way

I am reminded every day

By the permanent ghosts
That faintly tattoo my skin

The permanent ghosts
That help me to stop


[vanquish] dan is a star to me, always stands beside me (or so to speak) even when i try and push him away because i can feel us getting to close. he really is one in a million and any girl that gets a chance with him truly is lucky. seriously you couldnt find a more decent guy than him, a little too horny maybe but decent none the less. love u dan xxx

[†Drusilla†] well of course i have already mentioned nadia below her pic. cant go without mentioning her again! nadia is an angel from above, she truly is. she is everything i could ask for in a friend. she has always been there for me, even when things with her aren't as easy as they should be. this girl has been though hell of a lot and i'm porud to say that she has managed to stay strong and pull through. whether its due to me bugging her about not leaving me or whether it is due to her amazing friends that live up north with her, either way she is still blessing us with her pressence =). i don't get to see her much and i get to talk to her much less these days too, but she is in my heart always and forever and i never stop thinking of her and praying that she is ok. i love you nadia xxxxxxx