I'm hungry... for some lovin'! =P j/k... I meant for food... haha! =P
Man... José, I'm going over to your house for dinner... haha! j/k
I Need a Large Wall calender... or at least a large desk calender... >.<
I saw the trailer for SW Episode III!!!! YESH! I Can't wait!
DUDE! I found out from my mom yesterday that I'm gonna be an Auntie!!!! <3<3<3
My cousin Chandra is 3 months pregnant! This is so freakin awesome! My mom told me not to tell Chandra that she told me, let her tell me herself... ehh.. fine =P
She's too young to have a baby... (6 months younger than me.... She turns 19 in July >.<) But I'm glad she's not having an abortion... If she needs it, I can help her out... I love kids! Especially when they're related to me!
I'M GONNA BE AN AUNTIE!!!!!!!! hehe! *does a jig*
<3 ~*Davorah*~
Made Smurf juice! it was good... I wasn't the only one drinking it... =P shut up... haha!
I realized something Yesterday... I wanna move to St pete... on my own>.<
PrAnkStER jR.
I'm working on the first issue in like two years... O_O I know I know... April will kill me... haha! But she's busy being a lobbiest in DC so I don't think she has time to notice.. :/ She'll be proud though so Its all good =P
Anyone that wants to help can! If you have poetry or anything else that you want in the 'zine just email Prankster Jr. at La_Mesa_Y_Sill
I realized that it will be easier and cheaper for me and the people that help me if Prankster Jr. is an e'zine... less paper wasted... I tell you what!
Tiffy You're still helping aren't you? o.O
Oh and I was thinking of looking into how much it costs to sponser a local band show at the state theatre... say like 3 or 4 local bands... hmm... I need to look into that... Then a name for the show =P haha!
"Prankster Jr. Presents..." XD
Anyways... I Love You All
(x-posting to myspace and LJ)
<3 ~*Davorah*~
I got my damn digi cam! Almost $500!! O.O But its worth it!
I have pics of the MSI show on friday and The Angry Samoans show last night (saturday =P)
I'll have them all up soon!
<3
XO -- sfdgjlhdfger <--This Is The Davorah Lady Throwing Up...
Other than that, Happy incubus Day Everyone!!! ^.^
<3
Everyone should read "The Celestine Prophecies" *nods*
I think I spelled that wrong... but I don't care!!! =P Whos gonna stop me? The Grammar police? Haha! =P
The unseen concert was awesome. Tiger Army Headlined and they were pretty good!
I hung out with carlos all night...
why is it that random guys that you meet and hang out with at shows are so much more fun the the people that hang out with you all day? >.< It brings up the question of "What is the real definition of a friend?" ...haha
I tried to fill the void with people that I thought understood me... but I guess people that pat your back and tell you about their similar experiences in life don't really FILL that void... >.< I wanna move away... far away, say like hawaii... move to a hut in the middle of a pineapple field and set up mortars and claymores around the perimeter... lets see how many useless people try to help me then! >.<
I'm over it...
LIKE WOAH! The rise against concert was awesome as hell! I got my ass kicked!! There was a MOSH pit at a PUNK concert.. o_O WTF! There was a circle pit for the last 2 songs of the show... >.< But by then I was too tired to participate... >.< bah
Juan was awesome! He is still a senior at plant hs... haha! Young'un! =P He kept trying to make the mosh pit turn into a circle pit.. haha! yeah! anyways...
I gotta go... I need to run a ton of errands and I need to figure out which tickets I'm going to buy at the vinyl fever tomorrow... The Unseen is one of them! You all should go!!
I Love You!
<3 ~*Davorah*~
Oh yeah, duh... I got my Rise Against tickets and my Mindless Self Indulgence tickets today! ^.^ YESH!
Death By Stereo is coming too!! I can't wait!
<3
No HCC today.. it sucks... I like it there...
I had to go to North Tampa today... to play Magic (The Gathering)! XD haha! Yes, I DO play magic damnit! I have a sunburst deck and only one person has beat it before... =P Chris Friend rocks though, so I wasn't mad... hehe! =P
Ooo! When I go home (to my house, not the dumpter behind Albertson's damnit! >.<) tonight, I'll be getting my dragonfly tattoo!! YESH! I think I'm just getting the outline done tonight though, b/c it will be filled in with black and it will hurt a lot... so I'm doing it in two tries... or rather Marc will do it in two tries... so it wont hurt quite so much... *nods*
Ooo!!! I also got to see José last night!! His hair was trying to regain its poofyness!! (Or is that poofiness?) *shrugs* either way it was awesome! ^.^
Anyways... yeah... I'm gonna go play some magic now... =P
Love You All As Much A I Possibly Can... <3
I think I might end up coming to the HCC Dale Mabry Lounge everynight now... My friend Erica, and I have been here at about 8 every night for the past few days... Its so quiet and peaceful here...
Oh yeah, and Rise Against plays at the Masquerade on friday night @7pm $13 ahead, $13 at the door... meet up me and Erica there!! You know what I look like so it would be hard to spot me... haha! =P
Right now its just me, Erica, and maybe one or two other people in the whole lounge area... it sure is tons better than having to go hang out with our boyfriends... >.<
I wish I could just hit the restart button on my life... =P
Hah! I thought I'd never have any regrets... looks I proved myself wrong...
Hell just froze over... >.< and my emotions have hit rock bottom...go me... *waves her arms in mock excitement*
With as much love as I can possibly give in my emotionally disabled state...
~*Davorah*~
Oh yes.. I am at HCC once again... haha! I rule you!
I got an amp and cord for my buddy Erica's e-guitar (that I am borrowing) today... just like 15 minutes ago... hah! it was on sale!
Guitar center is having a big sale on a lot of shit! Go buy the store! Like I did! ^.^
Meh...I'm not gonna let meself cry today... =P so I'm logging out and going to my LJ and Myspace..
I love You All... <3
-Me
Oh yeah... haha! I found out the actual word for the job that I do at the medical billing company...
DEMOGRAPHICS!!
O_O I thought it was "Data Entry" but...I guess data entry is the laymens (SP?) term word for it... haha! =P
Fuck... I forgot, not all my friends here on Elftown have my LJ deally... I'll put my entry from there here so you can see it... *nods*
Current mood: I need a late night IHOP jump
Current music: Incubus - "I Miss You" & "Make Yourself"
Good update for once....
Here's something that makes me think...I hope it makes you think as well...
~*~*~*~*~*~
When we're born,
The soul we're given splits apart
And half of it
Is given to someone else.
So all our lives,
We're looking
For the person
With the other half
Of our soul.
And if we're lucky enough
To ever find that person,
Our soul says,
"At last. I can rest.
I have found my missing half."
Then, it is said,
We have found our soul mate.
And we are happy
And at peace.
-=-=-=-=-=-=-=
When I saw you
When we met
You were familiar
You were known
When I saw you
When we met
My heart recognized you
As a part of its own.
<3 ~*Davorah*~
*raises her hand*
Hi, I'm Davorah... I'm a fuck up...
back to the 'Davorah's crappy Life' story...
José commented to a comment made by my friend Twinkie (a dj-dood in St. Pete) on myspace a while back... I have to go find the comments so I can be exact of what was said... but José said 'just let it go'... I don't know if I misunderstood that statement, but I took it to heart and 'moved on' as it were... or thought I did.
By this time (LATE february-early march) Betsy had gotten a boyfriend, and Justin had gotten a girlfriend and, well, basically everyone was with someone but me... I was perfectly content with just being alone... but everyone was pushing me to get a boyfriend and 'to forget about José" (no one understood what went on in my head... they still don't >.<)
So Justin decided that he wanted to hook me up with his friend Aaron. And That I NEEDED to go out with him. Well, yeah we hit it off pretty decently... but I don't think I'm ever going to be as happy with any guy as I was with José...
Hah! I think its pretty Ironic... I spent maybe one day a week with José and was on the phone with him almost every night... But with Aaron I spend almost 24/7 with him and I still feel that I was happier with José... o_O How that works I have no idea... but thats the way it is..
Aaron is head over heels for me... I don't want to hurt him, but I'm not happy and I'm always stressed out... BAH! Everytime he tries to kiss me I feel guilty... as if I were being unfaithful or something....
I seem to be stepping on my OWN heart at this point in time...I wish life were easier...
*Sighs* I'm gonna go to wendy's and gorge... I feel like shit and am crying in the HCC lounge... Why do I do this shit to myself...
I really need a late night out at IHOP... no..
I need José...
:/ *This is Davorah being all emo and shit* =P hah!
<3
-Me
Haha! I got a chance to stop by the HCC lounge today! *looks around* its so fucking quiet... =P
I don't know what to do with myself... o_O (that statement works well for my situation now...) XD
I just got Green Day's new cd (semi-new) and I've been listening to it so much that the first track skips already! >.< HAHA! I also beat the crap out of my Incubus-Make Yourself cd as well... *grins* I can't help it... when I love my music I love my music... hehe!
Oh I have an electric guitar now! YESH! I need to get an amp though... I might save that for my next paycheck though... money isn't that tight anymore, but its still kind of cinching... :/
I have something cool to say! XD I'm gonna post it in my LJ... I haven't been there in quite some time either... well... my myspace has cobwebs too... I should go see whats up there... *nods*
MSI IS COMING TO TAMPA!!!! EVERYONE GO!!! DAMNIT! >.< haha!
<3
-Me
internet connection probably monday or sometime this week...
*scratches her head*
Hmm...I've gotten myself into a good rut... I need therapy >.< (I haven't been able to see my therapist in a few weeks {Try a month} b/c my ride {Betsy and her mom} keep conveniently forgetting about it...)
I tried to 'forget', as it were, about José in the relationship sense by starting to date a new guy, Aaron...but it hasn't worked...
And of course if I broke up with Aaron, I would lose almost all of my friends and whatnot...b/c I'd be a 'bitch' for leaving a really great guy...
Well... yeah Aaron is great. But he has some similar qualities to shane (No offense to shane at this point in time) like using the phrase "I love you" as a confirmation of his self consiousness (SP?) >.< It's kind of annoying, but its the type of personality that he has...so I can't blame him... *shrugs*
And besides... I finally narrowed the career that I want down to a single type of job. I want to become a publicist. (Which ties into advertising and marketing, duh...) and being a publicist, my life would be dedicated to my clients, so the type of relationship I had with José (seeing him only on the weekends) is very good, as opposed to me being with Aaron ALMOST 24/7... >.< *shrugs*
I want to fix my life.... but I can't, not at this point in time...I'm stuck in a muddy rut... >.<
Oh and Betsy is a fucking alcoholic that has her smelly, dirty, gutterpunk friends in my house ALMOST 24/7 so thats why I'm never home... I can't stand the uncleanlyness.
o_O No internet connection, I can't be around often until I do... You will see me as a regular again soon... *nods*
<3 ~*Davorah*~
-Me
HAHAHAHA!
I got my nails didededed today... I have to get back into the habit of typing with the pads of my fingers instead of the tips like I do without nails... haha!
I Rock! And So Do YOU!!!
I Love You All
<3 ~*Davorah*~