I wonder if things would have turned out differently if Nick had gone to Columbine. Then maybe we would be talking , maybe even dating insted of seeing eachother one or two weekends a month and pretending we don't care if the other persons dating someone.I guess we could still do the whole dance thing.We could get all dressed up and make plans for dinner , but that would invole parents ,mine ,his, and if we all came to my house before the dance it would also invole grandparents and aunts and uncles and neighbors.Then i would really have to hang myself with those perfect white x-mas lights his grandparents leave up in their back yard all year.Wouldn't that be quite the scene.Deffinetly my kinna night.But ziggs would probably have to drag me back over the fence then send mims back to apologize for my craziness....I think i'll stick to camera joe.