Lol soooooooo… I had a dream last night… actually it was more of this morning. Anyway… it was a dream that, to me, was kind of funny and strange… lol here it is.
Ok, me, my dad, brother, and sister were on vacation or something in this city with and amusement park in it, and the city was really awesome. It had really tall buildings and the amusement park was on water. Mainly, the part I remember of the city was the docks. Because that’s where we had to walk to the amusement park from the hotel and stuff like that. And in the city, there were no cars, you had to walk to get to places and I loved it! It reminded me of videogames. :D
Anyways, after coming back to the hotel from the amusement park I got hungry; so, I decided I was going to go get a candy bar out of a snack machine. I walked down the hall and through a door to a snack machine and got these nifty little snickers things that don’t exist! :D well, there was stairs to the right of the door I walked through and another door to the left of it. I decided to go through the door and look around and stuff. I turn right and walk a few steps and I see these guys that were walking behind us at one point, in the city. They looked like characters off shows I watch(ed). Anyway, I got scared or something and walked back through the door to the snack machine. I tripped a little on the top step of the stairs next to the snack machine and fell on my ass. One of the guys came through the door and helped me up.
He started talking to me and stuff. He said his name was Marcel and he looked like one of the guys in this rp quiz series I kind of like on quizzilla. Is Marcel a real name? it sounds like a chick’s name. lol he was a vampire and he tried to bite me… for some reason I didn’t let him… I don’t know why, though, I mean, I’d love to be a vampire! Yes! I didn’t get mad at him or hate him, though… in fact, I had lunch with him the next day, instead of going to the amusement park with my family. I think he died or something, though, because I woke up with a jolt for some reason. Lol
Yeah, that’s my dream. The only reason he was a vampire is because I’ve been taking vampire rp (role-playing) quizzes on quizzilla, so that was what I was thinking about. I love vampires! I wanna read those anne rice vampire novels… wee! Sounds like fun! Now, I just need a library card. Lol I’m gonna go… later!
~holliekinns~
so, today i felt like playing with my kitty and being a jackass. i was making a scratching noise on the couch and my kitty pounces on you when you do that. i kept doing it, and eventually she came over and started biting me and pawing me, in a playful manner. then, my stupid sister decideds to come over and ruin the moment and make rikku (my kitty) stop playing! grr! rikku gets up and leave, but i start making the scratching noise again. i'm guessing my sister pissed her off by looking at her, or something, because she starts biting me and tearing at my arm and hurting it really bad. i didn't care though, i love my kitty! i just kept making her bite me and stuff. now my arm is all pink and stuff, there's pieces of skin sticking up all over it from where she tore at me. lmao my fingernails aren't long enough to pull it all off. i drenched a cloth in hydrogen peroxide and rubbed it all over my arm... it stung, not bad though. in fact, none of it really hurt at all, because i'm so used to it. my kitty's a bitch! i still love her though. in fact, i just did the same thing a few minutes ago. talk about stupid.
o, i also "ruined my sister's life" today. but who cares? that's not important. besides, as far as i can tell, it's still intact enough to live in. i'd live in it if i had the choice, in fact. heh nobody likes her anyway. she strives too much for acceptance. which is pretty much how i ruined it, with one of her stories about wanting to be accepted (with the wrong people, though). heh, as far as i can tell, i made it better for her. because now, she doesn't have to go through with certain things anymore. she just doesn't know it yet. loser. i'm done. laters peoples. O.O
~holliekinns~
*erases it*
~holliekinns~
yesterday when i was in a good mood.
today was alright. i sat at home for the majority then muzmee took me, my sister, and her two stupid friends to see "war of the worlds". it was a really freaking good movie! the special effects rocked my happy meal box! after it was over i like, rushed out to the van, but they had to pee or whatever and the van was locked. so, i was standing there, for like two minutes, feeling like a retard. then i rushed back inside and they weren't in there. so i went back outside and started pacing around in front of the theatre, still feeling like a retard. i looked up at the sky, 'cause it was getting kinda dark out, and there were these big, dark, mean-looking clouds over the theatre! :O it freaked me out. i went over by the doors and saw my mom and they started coming out because they were supposedly looking for me and stuff. muzmee saw the sky (and at this point there was dirt and stuff blowing around in the wind) and said we should go back inside because she said it looked dangerous out. dirt got in my eyes and they started watering! grr! it made me pissy! there was a hott guy in the theatre, too. lol
anyway, andrea (kelsey's friend) was whining about the end of the movie, saying how they didn't explain how the aliens died and how it sucked. i started saying that's how it ended in the book asking her if they were going to changed the ending just to make her happy. i also told her they did explain how the aliens died and how if she had actually been listening she would have known and understood! then she started copying what it was saying. don't five year olds do that? i was arguing with a twelve year old? i wouldn't have been able to tell the difference. we were listening to the bear. they said there was a tornado warning for paulding county, that freaked me out. when we got back home it was raining really badly and stuff. it was just a tad bit freaky. i packed a backpack of clothes and stuff to take with me if we had to jump in a ditch because of a tornado. haha i'm such a freaking loser. i'm done. tata my bitches. :P
~holliekinns~
yesterday was horrible. well, it felt horrible. it was so boring and such a long day. my sister and i played risk and chess around noon... she gave up on risk, because i had both asia and australia and most of europe... she lost at chess too. at least i'm getting better at it. then i watched tv... which was boring. my brother got on the computer and i have no idea what i did for like two hours. i did make hamburger helper around 5, though... it didn't taste good, because my dad accidentally bought this ham and beef loaf shit and it smelled bad and stuff. then i played soul calibur II and chess with my dad. he won, of course. but i did do better than i used to.
i started getting really bored and thinking about stuff. usually when i'm bored and think about things i only think about bad things and i end up getting depressed. i thought about how i felt bad for tasha and how i feel bad for not talking to megan and kate and tasha much lately and how i haven't seen my friends in over a week. i made myself feel like such an asshole. grr! i was nearly crying! then i started thinking how everyone was a lot luckier than i am, when i know it's not true. i thought that they can see each other whenever they want. that's a lie. tasha's grounded and megan lives in napoleon. i'm so selfish and jealous. then, i thought about how when i'm depressed and stuff i don't tell anyone and if i did i would feel selfish. blah. i confuse myself. dammit! i'm such an idiot! now even criticizing myself bothers me... :S dammit! i wanna cry again... :| sorry guys.
anyway... i got on the computer and i wasn't happy. i pretended to be in a regular mood... what an idiot. i piss myself off. i started work on a new webpage because i don't like my old one. i'll post the link when i'm done or think it's decent. i'm done. later.
~holliekinns~
the past two days have been grrrrrrreat! like tony the tiger would say.
on sunday muzmee took me, kate, kaylee, and tasha to megan's house so we could spend the night there. we spent about two hours in megan's room with her and nikki (who was also spending the night) just talking and hanging out and stuff. then we took our stuff down to the trampoline, where we were gonna sleep that night. we talked and stuff for a long while and then, kate, kaylee, and nikki decided to go skinnydipping in megan's pool. megan and tasha kept taking pictures of them, but deleted them all. then, kaylee, megan, and nikki decided to streak around the house, and megan rubbed her pancakes all over me and tasha's backs. :P we played truth or dare and then megan feel asleep. megan's little brother's friend (dale) is an idiot and humped me because i said he had a small penis. *shudders at memory* i didn't sleep much, but i think i got a little bit of sleep. i was trying not to roll down on top of kaylee all night (morning) so i kept pulling myself closer to the edge instead of just forgetting about it and sleeping. :P i probably ended up rolling onto her at one point though, so sorry kaylee! :P
we woke up at ten and got dressed and stuff. then, megan's amish aunt took us up to mcdonald's where we ate lunch. we made a nasty mixture of ketchup, bbq sauce, ranch dressing, equal, splenda, salt and pepper and it was just plain gross and stuff. :P we walked over to wal-mart... while there, we walked around in stupid hats (or for megan and kaylee, i think, bras)and had sword fights with fun noodles and baseball bats. i was wearing latex gloves the whole time, pretending to be a gynecologist. tasha and kaylee went to the pharmacy, holding hands, and tasha asked if they had anything for herpes and walked away after finding out they're all prescription medications. :O a lot of the time we were walking around singing "faith", the limp bizkit version. :P nikki put on a batman mask at one point and looked really freaking hilarious. :D at the end, we were trying to get jordan henry (from napoleon) to go into the guys restroom to get us condoms. but he only ran away. then we got kicked out!!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D
~love your darling holliekinns~
last night me, shana, tasha, and kate went to megan's house. first we walked up to sterling's and got food and drinks and such and then came back. we ate the food out on the trampoline, where we were going to be sleeping that night. we just talked and listened to music until around 12:30 and then we decided to play, the ever popular "sleep over" game, truth or dare. we did a lot of things half naked. i won't go into detail about that stuff here, though. :P best game of truth or dare i've ever played. :D we stopped around 3 and everyone, except for me and tasha, fell asleep; we stayed up and talked for a little while. i couldn't sleep until about 7, and then i only got an hour of sleep, because i woke up at about 8. megan, tasha, and shana woke up to and megan humped kate and such, then we went back to sleep. :P we finally got off the trampoline at about 10:45 and then went upstairs and watched megan's slideshow, which was good. :P we all got ready to go places and stuff, and finally left for pizza hut around 12:35, i think, and "otherside" by red hot chili peppers was on the radio, so that was good. the waitress we had was really cool. we actually held conversations with her and she told us stories and stuff, and she said we were the most interesting people she'd "waitressed" for. we left a ten dollar tip for her and a quote i said that started the whole thing. :D "kate, some day you're going to have to buy pads or tampons on your own!" i had to much in my stomach; two large pieces of stuffed crust pizza, two breadsticks, and two (i'm guessing) 16 oz. glasses of dr. pepper. when we were done there we walked over to wal-mart, and i threw up a little in the parking lot. :P well, actually, we rode over to wal-mart in megan's invisible car, and nearly got him by some asshole. :D while there, i threw up a little bit more in the toilet, we put tampons and vaginal moisturizer in random places. and tasha and i put many sexual items in these mini display tents; items such as lubricant, mega pack of condoms (36 of them), disposable dueches (sp), miconazole 7, and other things. then we left. i took a shit before we left though. :D we walked over to dollar general and on the way there was a stand that had "tomatoes" at it, which actually turned out to be strawberries. :D we left there and started walking to megan's house. on the way this guy did a peace sign out the window of his suv to us and i blew him a kiss, i'm such a loving person. ;) at megan's we changed into our swimsuits and the all got in the pool, i was gonna but it was too cold for me, so i sat it out and took pictures of them. then my dad came and he took us back to stryker. i had to wait until my sister's softball practice was over, though, before i could go home. my dad and i sat in the car listening to def leppard and green day until it was over, so it was all good. :) now i'm here, updating, and i'm done. later.
~love your darling holliekinns~
so, the summer has started. this is sad. i won't get to see my friends everyday now and i won't have mr. davis for history next year, i'll have stupid zuver! grr! that reminds me of a funny story i would like to talk about. a few weeks ago tasha and i were walking up the stairs from lunch and mr. zuver was walking in front of us. tasha pushed my hand up to touch mr. zuver's ass and i screamed, he looked back, i started freaking out and saying how tasha pushed my arm up. i turned all red and stuff. it was... odd... i won't get to see a certain person (whom i'm not going to name here) for about eleven weeks now. grr... this sucks. i won't have art class either, and next year i won't be in many classes with my friends. :( that's enough whining for one day. :)
~love your darling holliekinns~