[*~~I am, a little bit insecure, a little unconfident.~~*]



[I can be anyone you want me to be... Just not Kate Borton.]



[*~~Two more weeks, my foot is in the door, yeah
I can't sleep, in the wake of Saturday~~*]




That's right, I fucking rock. You don't; you suck. What now?


Kaylee loves me. Not you. That's right, bitches.



[*~~And you never would have thought in the end
How amazing it feels just to live again~~*]




Hey... my shirt says "Brand New". Look at how scene I am.



[*~~My baby‘s pretty as a car crash, sexy as the stinger
Of a hornet in your arm, just another modern swinger~~*]



*Hey! My name's hollie (yes, I know, I have a shitty name. I hate it too.), I'm sixteen and I still don't have my permit. I probably won't be getting it anytime soon either, so, yeah, that sucks.

*I guess I'm Straightedge. I mean... I've never done drugs or had alcohol. And, I'm still a virgin. [*gasp*] Please, alert the media. I'm a virgin! Whateva.

*Judging someone by their religion or their beliefs is just [plain stupid]. Please, don't be stupid.

*I’m sarcastic and cocky, sadistic and morbid, and I’m weird. Hobbit calls me a freak of nature, and this makes me happy. I'd rather be a freak because it's fun.

*I hate people being assholes to my friends; I wanna hit people that do that. Hit them really hard. 

*I hate humidity.

*I love autumn and early spring. You know, when it's cool out, but not too cold.

*El verano es terrible. En el verano hace calor y hace sol. El otoño es perfecto, porque hace fresco y está nublado. No me gusta deportes, pero me gusta leer. ¡Adíos!

*Yeah, I know a little bit of Spanish, because I'm in Spanish I at my school. I'm pretty sure I didn't get all the grammar correct in that little paragraph, but whatever. I'll check up on it later. :) Actually, I'm pretty sure I've got the highest grade in that class in school.

*Last year was the best year of my life, and I wish this year would be good, too, but it's turning out shitty so far. 

*I get depressed a lot now, I think this whole teen angst thing is finally catching up with me. lol But, I don't mind, when I'm not depressed, because it only lasts for up to five hours at a time. After that, I usually be a little bit happier, or find a different mood to be in.

*I love art class, it's the best class in school! I like to draw and paint; I like painting more, but I can draw better than I can paint. I don't have art anymore, though, because of fucking PE. Damn that class to Hell. :\ 

*I also like history, well, world history. 

*Mr. Davis is the best teacher in all of forever! I loved his class so much. I had a 100% twice in that class. Woo! Now I’m not doing as well because I have a crappy teacher that I don't like so well... 

*I hate Geometry and Biology! O jeez! Geometry sucks because I hate math. I mean, it's somewhat easy, but that doesn't mean I'm gonna like it, now does it? And I don't like dissecting things in Biology; it reminds me too much of what is really inside of me. :P

*I do pretty well in school though. In the past two quarters, my GPA was a 3.814. [Yay.] :) I was proud of myself.

*I love The Lord of the Rings! It’s my favorite movie trilogy and also my favorite book trilogy! The books are a lot better than the movies, but the movies are still good, yup yup. 

*I love music! Mainly alternative rock and hard rock and emo. 

*Kaylee said I'm emo. The only cool emo kid. I disagree, though. I'm totally scene. You know, because I'm just that cool. :)

*I don't love myself. Buuuuuuut, I do love you!

*I don't know if I can write anything else about myself. Okay??



[*~~I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change~~*]



Awesomest People In the Whole World, or My Best Friends:

~Megan~ [The Color Megan] She's awesome! She's been my friend since fourth grade, so I think this our seventh year of it. She's really fun, and funny, and just plain awesome! Very empathetic, too, which is always a good quality to have. I think so, at least. Megan's just plain awesome, and you're not, so there.

~Tasha~ [Know Why You Believe] I met Tasha when I moved, in seventh grade. She's fun! She's a cynic, but also a good person. She's short, so I call her things like "Hobbit", "Midget", and "Hobbs" (short for "Hobbit"). :D I love her, she's great(er than you are).

~Kate~ [Walk By Faith .. Not By Sight] Kate's a silly goose! We used to say that all the time in eighth grade. Yeah, we're losers. Also met her in seventh grade. She's blonde, really blonde. But it's good to have her around, because she's just so nice and fun and yeah.

~Kaylee~ [megalomaniac.] Kaylee is so much fun! I wasn't really friends with her until about when school started or maybe before that. I'm not exactly sure. Well, she's really funny and incredibly original. She doesn't take shit from people and that's awesome! I love her! :)

~Destiny~ [x.it's impossible to ignore you.x] My Mexican friend. I'm not being racist right there. It's something from a little filly-outtie thing on Myspace. lol But, yeah, she's Mexican and I was teaching her some Spanish. :D I think she's my youngest friend. She's lotsa fun, and really nifty. Destiny is my "Mexican that learned some Spanish from me" friend.

~Shana~ [Let's Get Famous] Shana's cool. I less than three her. She's short (like Tasha) and short people are sexy (and fun *winks*). Shana's sexy, and you're not. *sticks tongue out*

~Josh~ [divineravnos] Josh is Shana's older brother, and he whined to be put into my house. :P He makes fun of Kate's forehead, which is really funny. He enjoys wearing dresses, and kind of looks like my aunt when he's dressed in drag. That's scary. Maybe I'll post a picture of that, when I don't feel so lazy. :P

~Nikki~ I don't know her name, yet, so I have to go find it. But, Nikki's really cool! She's fun to hang out with and she's funny. Nikki likes kitties. :D Nikki is my Batman friend.

~Jeffrey~ Jeffrey is not on Elftown, so he comes last in my house because of that. It's a punishment. Jeffrey's really cool. He's probably my best guy friend. He's fun to talk to. He lives in North Carolina, so he doesn't talk like a normal human being. (Just kidding.) Gordon loves him, but he doesn't love Gordon back, because Gordon is a dick. He's part of my drunken redneck following. :P



[*~~This is what living like this does~~*]



~ART~


Axel, drawn from the Kingdom Hearts: Chain of Memories manga.


Random drawing I did right before Christmas in 2005.


Zelos from Tales of Symphonia. Orginial drawing and pose (or at least I haven't seen others like it).



[*~~He's everything you want, he's everything you need
He's everything inside of you that you wish you could be
He says all the right things at exactly the right times
But he means nothing to you and you don't know why~~*]



A truly wonderful quote from The Dark Tower IV: Wizard and Glass by Stephen King:

But sometimes you just had to take your chances. Because some things were just too good to miss.



[*~~All I want to do is be more like me and be less like you~~*]



my favorite bands:

Linkin Park, The Used, Fall Out Boy, Green Day, My Chemical Romance, New Found Glory, Good Charlotte, Yellowcard, Unwritten Law, Three Days Grace, Goo Goo Dolls, Foo Fighters, blink-182, Stone Temple Pilots, Bowling For Soup, Switchfoot, Taking Back Sunday, Nickelback, The Ataris, All-American Rejects, Brand New, Incubus, The Offspring, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Vertical Horizon, Tom Petty & the Heartbreakers, Matchbox 20, AFI, Nirvana, Jet, Aerosmith, System of a Down, Chevelle, Papa Roach, Jimmy Eat World, The Eagles, Simple Plan, Finch, Sugarcult, Armor For Sleep, Breaking Benjamin, Story of the Year, Weezer, Evanescence, Sum 41, Hawthorne Heights, Def Leppard, Something Corporate, Panic! at the Disco, Jack's Mannequin, Paramore, Skillet, White Stripes (lol), others...



[*~~Coming down the world turned over
And angels fall without you here~~*]



<By myself (myself) I ask why
(but in my mind I find) I can't rely on myself>

~Sitting out dances on the walls.
Trying to forget everything that isn’t you.~

(I love you even though it isn't fair)

<(So a day when you’ve lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends)>

/*\Note to self: I miss you terribly.
This is what we call a tragedy.
Come back to me, back to me, to me. /*\

<*you looked so good in blue*>

^sing me something soft, sad and delicate
or loud and out of key, sing me anything^

*..Breaking hearts has never looked so cool as when you wrap your car around a tree..*

(*breathe in for luck... breathe in so deep*)

.-.We turn our music down and we whisper
“Say what you're thinking right now”.-.

.^. Is that what you call a getaway? Tell me what you got a way with, ‘cause I’ve seen more spine on jellyfish. I’ve seen more guts in eleven year old kids. So have another drink and drive yourself home; I hope there’s ice on all the roads. So you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt, and again when your head goes through the windshield.^.
.^.Is that what you call tact? You’re as subtle as a brick in the small of my back. So, let’s end this call, and end this conversation. Is that what you call a getaway? Tell me what you got away with, ‘cause you left the frays from the ties you severed. And when you said “best friends” means friends forever.^.

*\Some say that time changes... best friends can become strangers./*



[*~~It's not so pleasant, and it's not so conventional
It sure as Hell ain't normal, but we deal, we deal~~*]



~ That's all for now... if you got down this far, then I hope I didn't bore you to death or something. ~



[*~~Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up. These are the best days of our lives. The only thing that matters is just following your heart. And eventually you'll finally get it right~~*]