You know, it has been what seems like an eternity since I have graced to virtual doors of elftown. With this long vacation, comes my responsibility of updating my profile. yay. anywho on to the work!

I had an amazing day yesterday and today. Yesterday was so amazing after I came home from school. Well it wasnt amazing until I gathered courage to call Nicole. I was afraid it would turn out like every other first time talking to someone on the phone. Everyone knows what i'm talking about,the akward silence. But this time it was different. Never in my life have I talked to someone with such a soothing voice and who comes up with random topics like me. We talked for about 5 and 1/2 hours. if i'm not mistaken and I enjoyed every minute of it. Up until my brother came and ruined it. Today was also amazing, because I got to talk to Nicole yet again before I went to school and I actually enjoyed today because it just got better and better. Damn, this is one long diary entry! Well anywho, I just wanted to jot down how I was doing.

I dont understand why ppl complain about how bad there life is and they just wanna die. it's rather sad if you feel life is becoming hell on earth. Even in darkness, light will eventually shine. If you can keep hope, then anything can be overcame.