I hate downtown Cleveland. Still up here on business. 2 machines down one more to go and I get another engineer in tomorrow to help me out. Don't know if I'm happy about this or not. On one hand its another set of hands to help. But on the other I don't know if home office thinks I can't handle all of these machines. Grrr. Hate being in the dark.
Well well. We meet again. Its been a VERY long time since I have been here. Much has happened to me. Both emotionally, romantically, career-wise, and my over-all outlook on life. Currently I am employeed as a Field Service Engineer for Nikon Metrology. I travel A LOT in the north eastern area mostly and repair, retro-fit, calibrate, and pretty much anything else to machines called CMMs (Coordinate Measurement Machines). It is very fulfilling though the travelling every week part kind of sucks. However, right now I am in Bowling Green, KY working at the Corvette plant. I got to see the new 2013 Corvette AND the prototype 2014 Corvette!! Couldn't take pictures though its all very hush hush. Don't really know what else to add here. I could write a book with what has happened since last I have been here. I guess I'll just leave it at that for the moment. If anyone has a question just ask.
When she said those words it seemed all too familiar.Why do I think of her then? Why? Please God help me through this. I need it more than ever... as I turn to the bottle for comfort. Am I that weak? Must I resort to this?
Would you mind if I hurt you?
Understand that I need to
Wish that I had other choices
than to harm the one I love
What have you done now?
I know I'd better stop trying
You know that there's no denying
I won't show mercy on you now
I know I should stop believing
I know that there's no retrieving
It's over now
What have you done?
What have you done now?
I, I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away
(what have you done now?)
Why? Why does fate make us suffer?
There's a curse between us
Between me and you
What have you done? (x4)
What have you done now?
What have you done? (x4)
What have you done now?
Would you mind if I killed you?
Would you mind if I tried to cause you have
Turned into my worst enemy
You carry hate that I don't feel
It's over now
What have you done?
What have you done now?
I, I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away
(what have you done now?)
Why? Why does fate make us suffer?
There's a curse between us
Between me and you
What have you done? (x4)
What have you done now?
What have you done? (x4)
What have you done now?
I will not fall
Won't let it go
We will be free when it ends
I, I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away
(what have you done now?)
Why? Why does fate make us suffer?
There's a curse between us
Between me and you
I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away
(what have you done now?)
Why? Why does fate make us suffer?
There's a curse between us
Between me and you
Not feeling the best this night. *sigh* Another cigarette to help the nerves. Hard to sleep. Tired of this feeling already, all too familiar.
You know, there's this thing that I want, but never get and its never around until I can't have it anymore. Its a frustrating cycle that continues over and over again. And its always the same thing that I want! ARGH! Truly frustrated with my current situation. But why fight it when the cycle will just begin again?
Wow! Its been a while since I've been on here. Unfortunately I never got my book published, I dragged my feet on it. Should have finished the damn thing. I could probably still do it. I don't know, when I type I get this great motivation but when I'm not doing it I find it hard to motivate myself to do it. I love writing!
*Bashes head against wall in vain effort to beat some sense into myself and see what I need to do here!* *Sighs* I seem to do that a lot! Sigh I mean, I don't know why! Guess it might relieve some of the tension and stress I'm having right now!
Vash was right. "This world is made of LOVE AND PEACE!" *Crosses fingers like Vash did in the series and surprisingly they break because fingers cannot bend that far that way* AAAAAAHHHHHHH!
Started my own Wiki!! Its called Legacy of Terra! I love it, so far it is doing great!
Joined a Wiki page called Elemental Darkness, seems pretty cool, may have a good time with this one!