[angel signs**]'s diary

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Written about Wednesday 2005-06-08
Written: (7107 days ago)

[you really never know what the right words are...like if you love someone and you aren't sure if they love you back, if you have an old friend that you've grown apart from, if you need to tell someone that loves you that you don't love them, to tell a parent how you really feel without them saying "it's just teen problems" no one can ever find the right words, it's the most confusing part of life when you just sit there and wonder "what am I going to say? How do I tell her/him how I feel? Do I tell them I love them straight forward? Do I tell them I miss hanging out everyday and acting like fools and laughing? Do I tell him I need space? Do I tell my dad/mom that I need love, that I need them to back off, that I AM stressed?" all these thoughs in life...and you never know what the right words are...it's always "I'm too scared" or "she'll get mad at me" or "he'll beat my ass"...it's always something that holds you back from saying how you feel. And what happens when you do express your true feelings? Do things change or is it going to be that feared notorious akward silence...no one will ever know...I guess we'll keep our mouths shut and sit and wonder...."what if?"]
-Brittany Lyn (me)

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