You know Ive been thinking,lately I've actually been thinking a lot. Over the past year, I have went through a HUGE change of attitude, not just toward people, but also toward my outlook on life. It is all thanksto this one girl who always seemed to fuck everything up for me, but now that I look back on it, she made me hella stronger and tossed the old Dean out the door. Although there are still many problems I still face in life, I always look up and think to myself, I WILL make it through this, holding the flag 10 high, waving it in the air in victory. To all my friends out there, you may not know it, but you have alwaysbeen there to help me through those day, whether it be by making me laugh my ass off, or just talking about random bullshit, you helped me push through a lot of bullshit. 
Another thing I would like to get off my mind is thatI miss my best friend like crazy. My friend David moved away a while back, for the simple fact that he wanted a new start. Sometimes I forget hes not here and want to call him up andsee if he wants to hang out, but I can't. To add onto this, another one of my best frinds, Casey, is going to be moving away shortly as well. I honestly don' t want hom to move, and I know a few people that shudder at the thought of him not being here, but he is going to be happy where he is, and that's all that matters right?
And one more ]thing, I don't care what I have to do or what sacrifices I have to make. I am going to do something with this life of mine. I am going to help my family and friends out to the best of my ability, for I owe them so muc, andI have really never paid them much back in return.
Thank you everyone.
(sorry if there is a bunch of typing errors, but I am using a laptop thatis about half the size of a notbook)