i sometimes truly madly and deeply hate msn. maan it is so irritating!!!like you are standing in a big room with people who are on your list...and some of them,those who you care for(too much) and who have broken your heart stand there,paying no attention or any sign that would reveal that they care about you!!:((( how can one bare to be ignored like that,when he needs to talk with him/her damn much...?!:(((

:P business life sucks.Really.I mean it is like a piece of a play, in which everyone has some stupid smiling masks, behind which their eyes shine with betrayal...Oh, by the way, this is just an obligation, nothing personal:)after all, who would ever take some translator of no importance into his/her rivals' list?? that happens at school:D This position is not high enough for them to think about such a thing:)

How can you hurt yourself more if you are trying to get over someone:
1)keep thinking about him/her hysterically
2)Always think about the good things you had together
3)Take an extra msn address and chat with him/her like another person...
guaranteed torture styles!!!

:((
well..you know there are that kind of times in one's life, in which he wants to quit everything and just wanna flow in nothingness...since he realises that actually what he tries to fill is inside him and that is just as empty and meaningness and nothing as himself...(here he,his and him refers to 'one')
whatever...i have been thinking for so long and now i am beginning to wonder whether staying and fighting or giving up is harder...and in the case of the loved ones, I guess turning your back,giving up on them and try to live as if they had never been with you is harder...THE HARDEST!!while you heart yearns to stay,to fight for them by the end of your last drop of blood and tear,till this struggle with nothingness annilihates your pierced soul and drags you down....
because you actually know: he cares not....so there is no point...so what can you but give up on him...?

hmmm....what a dull day it is!!Ofcourse,evryday is dull if its the end of the semester:(papers to write, hpmeworks to hand in...and finals to take..Aghh...i hate the ends...