well well well look what we have hear another entry in the dark book of my soul this is whear i sit and think of my past and develop the war of my futare things are getting better but things are not as they seem thease things are all to be told in a later so till then fare well and time sa=hall take its toll on the ones with out harts they shall see the light of the wolf and maybee they shall find there way

death is such a pleasent thought right no i have nothing to live for and every thing to die for this is my life i am cold i am hate i am me

well out of a job but it is fucking awsome stay out every night i am geting money it may not be the safest way but hay cash is cash i am gona be going to job corps soon so that will be fucking sweer and i a starting a band soon so peace out

well well well hear we are again time for a little poetry

ahem ahem ahem

i am the one that wispers in your ear
i am then one who twists ure dreams
i can givith and taketh away
i am what people fear
i am hate
i am death
i am power
i am depression
i am every thing that can make you fall
i am the one to end it all

hear is another

i look into the mirror
and all i see is a shell of a man
one who starves for love
one who will die because of it
u see u can not love what is not there
she is the one for me
but it can never be
becaouse she dosent exist
a love this true and strong is wasted on some thing that can never happen
but till this day when the one only i can see smiles i smile to
and when she cryes
i die a little in side this is my path that will never change
i love her to the point of death
if only i could be with her
the one
the true
my love

well that last bit is true ya i guess u can say i am crazy but i have to go that just hurt a lot fare well

well another day is another day things havent changed there are so many friends i have yet there is nothing people say i have a gift but i think i am week and udeserving of any thing i am a sad lonely boy that walks these streets wondering when will my time to pass will come i dont care who reads this if u wish to that is your choice not mine fare well and blessed be