I have a problem.
I have never wanted to be somewhere else more than now. i feel that if my trip to virginia is canceled this time, i will go berserk. i get to finally meet Amanda on december 17th, it was going to be thanksgiving break, but my parents are douches.
At least this time i will get to miss a day of school too. 

I am writing a letter to amanda and i think that i wont finish it for a long time. she has no stamps down there, i am sending her a ton. I love her so much, it is so odd that i feel a strong connection to someone over the internet. i know that when we meet is going to be one of the greatest days of my life. 

Amanda got a job, a really nice paying one, she is getting a cell phone so that i can talk to her all the time.  her parents are douches too. they wont let me talk to her on the phone, just online. the last time i talked to her on the phone her parents werent home. it was the best phone call i have ever recieved. 

Amanda seems to like everything about me, i think that is odd, i dont have much about me that is so wonderful i think, but, she loves me and i feel great. i feel that i am inadequate though, maybe its just the birch beer backing up on me.

I have school tomorrow, we are reading, "beowulf" i love that book, it seems that i have a Grendel that comes into my room at night and steals my dreams, i dont dream anymore, not even about Amanda, it is sad. 

I hope that somebody reads this, good night.

today i am wondering why Amanda's parents have to be so controlling, i havent really talked to her in a awhile, i hope i get to today. Last night i ate chinese, and my fortune cookie had the chinese phrase for, "Miss you" on the back of the fortune, and i really do miss you Amanda, *hug* and i want to talk to you so much. maybe later, but for now all i have is the Aquabats to keep me company, along with the Mighty Mighty Bosstones, and Reel Big Fish. GO AQUABATS!

Well, Ive been bored out of my mind all day, and im still bored, maybe someone will send me a message letting me know i exist, oh well, :o:

Well, my Roleplaying will probably end for a while, but ill still keep in touch with people over the school year i hope, c yall later!

YAY! Roleplaying is fun, and i hope i can do it more often! School starts soon for me though :(
Colder and colder....

Yep.
First day at elftown went good, met some friends and stuff, saw some ppl whose artwork id seen before and had admired, its all good.