[loll]'s diary

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Written about Thursday 2005-08-18
Written: (7040 days ago)
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[If You Love Me you will fill this out && Send it to me <3]
1. I _____ Tabbi.
2. I want to ______ Tabbi.
3.Tabbi is _____.
4.Tabbi and I are _____.
5. If I was alone in a room with Tabbi we would probably _____.
6. I wish Tabbi could _____.
7.Tabbi should _________.
8.Tabbi reminds me of __________.
9. If Tabbi was an animal,she would be a __________.
10. One day, Tabbi and I will ___________________.





[FAGGOTxcore {{grody}}]
1. I __love___ Tabbi.
2. I want to ___steal shoes from___ Tabbi.
3.Tabbi is __the crunkest and punkest___.
4.Tabbi and I are __friends, though I know she wants to be lovers___.
5. If I was alone in a room with Tabbi we would probably __Sing Nirvana lyrics for hours as I do her hair___.
6. I wish Tabbi could __look at herself in a better way like everyone else does___.
7.Tabbi should ____get a mohawk. and a beanie baby._____.
8.Tabbi reminds me of _____No one, because there are barely any people in the world as cool as her. Other than Avril Lavigne. *forms cross on chest*_____.
9. If Tabbi was an animal,she would be a ___cat. And now that I think of it, she would be a black tabbi cat_______.
10. One day, Tabbi and I will ___move to Los Angelas and become rock stars, the relocate to London, and travel Europe wearing berets and sipping Latte in Paris, visiting ruins in Ireland, and planning her and DJ's wedding, as I buy them a cheap wedding gift because DJ is too shy to ask for a better one.____.


[duckie love]
1. I Love Tabbi.
2. I want to hug Tabbi.
3.Tabbi is the greatest friend ever( not sarcasim) esspecilly to put up with all my shit.
4.Tabbi and I are close ( if you know what I mean :) )
5. If I was alone in a room with Tabbi we would probably ......uh......<3 <3 hehe LoL
5. If I was alone in a room with Tabbi we would probably Talk and I would start crying then we would hug and start all over again even though the convo would be happy <3 <3 But thats why I love her so damn much.
6. I wish Tabbi could be HEAR NOW.
7.Tabbi should hug me more <3.
8.Tabbi reminds me of my self sometimes.
9. If Tabbi was an animal,she would be a Duck (no offence,hey thats a good thing comming from me).
10. One day, Tabbi and I will take our children on a play date together when were 30.


[Jesus™]
1. I love Tabbi.
2. I want kiss Tabbi.
3.Tabbi is so hot I used her picture for masturbatory purposes.
4.Tabbi and I are friends.
5. If I was alone in a room with Tabbi we would probably be stroking eachothers' hair attemting to turn eachother on.
6. I wish Tabbi could not be so self-loathsome.
7.Tabbi should put black streaks in her hair.
8.Tabbi reminds me of nothing, Tabbi doesn't remind me of things, things remind me of Tabbi.
9. If Tabbi was an animal,she would be a cat.
10. One day, Tabbi and I will move to Los Angeles and become rock stars, then relocate to London, and travel Europe wearing berets and sipping Lattes in Paris, visiting ruins in Ireland, while her and J'lil plan our wedding, as J'lil buys us a cheap wedding gift because I am too shy to ask for a better one. (But she will later have an affair with Leslie)..


[_xxxPirate cnt]
1. I -Love- Tabbi.
2. I want to -Eat- Tabbi.
3.Tabbi is -gorgeous-.
4.Tabbi and I are -fuck mates-.
5. If I was alone in a room with Tabbi we would probably -tear each others faces off and stab each other in the jaw-.
6. I wish Tabbi could -love me still-.
7.Tabbi should -never forget her Pyrate-.
8.Tabbi reminds me of -red roses-.
9. If Tabbi was an animal, she would be a -raven-.
10. One day, Tabbi and I will -die-.


[Raiya]
1. I love Tabbi.
2. I want to hang out more with Tabbi.
3.Tabbi is kool!
4.Tabbi and I are freinds..?
5. If I was alone in a room with Tabbi we would probably just sit there and say nothing o0
6. I wish Tabbi could...uhhh
7.Tabbi should be the nexed edgar allan poe!
8.Tabbi reminds me of tim burton
9. If Tabbi was an animal,she would be a cat
10. One day, Tabbi and I will...i have no idea


[Daemeon Arkenyon Zane]
1. I wonder about Tabbi.
2. I want to do interesting things to Tabbi. >:)
3.Tabbi is strange, yet disturbingly beautiful.
4.Tabbi and I are intersting.
5. If I was alone in a room with Tabbi we would probably never do anything, seeing as how I'm just an ugly fuck. :P
6. I wish Tabbi could hear me.
7.Tabbi should never change anything about herself for the comfort of another person.....
8.Tabbi reminds me of Tabbi.... she doesn't really compare...
9. If Tabbi was an animal,she would be a lioness....trust me, I could see it....
10. One day, Tabbi and I will talk about this entry....


[jaderii]
1. I type to Tabbi.
2. I want to steal Tabbi.
3.Tabbi is female.
4.Tabbi and I are friends.
5. If I was alone in a room with Tabbi we would probably... wouldn't you like to know.
6. I wish Tabbi could... How should I know??!.
7.Tabbi should kidnap me.
8.Tabbi reminds me of herself.
9. If Tabbi was an animal,she would be a ...french fry. An extremely HAWT one.
10. One day, Tabbi and I will have babies. ...Or not.


[Tay.]
1.I love tabbi
2.I want to hug tabbi
3.tabbi is the greatest friend ever!and she is very pretty!!
4.tabbi and i are friends
5.If I was alone in a room with Tabbi we would probably well talk...and sit there i guess lol
6.i wish tabbi could live near me
7.Tabbi should never change she's awesome the way she is
8.Tabbi reminds me of nothing because nothing can compare to her awesomeness and she's wicked pretty
9.If Tabbi was an animal,she would be a ...puppy!^^


[×X×Miss Death×X×]
1. I know Tabbi.
2. I want to hang with Tabbi.
3.Tabbi is fucking awesome.
4.Tabbi and I are weird.
5. If I was alone in a room with Tabbi we would probably rock out to slipknot.
6. I wish Tabbi could fly.
7.Tabbi should grow wings.
8.Tabbi reminds me of me in odd ways.
9. If Tabbi was an animal,she would be a the most kick ass animal ever.
10. One day, Tabbi and I will die.


[Treelo]
1. I rape Tabbi.
2. I want to have some more rape with Tabbi.
3.Tabbi is a rape victim.
4.Tabbi and I are enemies, I rape her.
5. If I was alone in a room with Tabbi we would probably sit there. Then I'd rape her.
6. I wish Tabbi could die. So I could be a necro.
7.Tabbi should shut her pissing mouth, and get raped.
8.Tabbi reminds me of 3 year olds, hence the rape.
9. If Tabbi was an animal,she would be one that could easily get raped.
10. One day, Tabbi and I will grow extra limbs, and we shall sprout to 30 metres tall, and we shall run to Tokyo where all the citizens can whatch us fight through the city, "bleagh!" I will cry as I throw shit at her "bleagh!" ...after that I'll rape her to a mass audience.


[-elv-]
1. I love Tabbi.
2. I want to fuck Tabbi.
3.Tabbi is abusive sometimes.
4.Tabbi and I are like that.
5. If I was alone in a room with Tabbi we would probably have a pillow fight and then sacrifice children after penetrating their bodies.
6. I wish Tabbi could come to Australia.
7.Tabbi should run around naked.
8.Tabbi reminds me of a peanut.
9. If Tabbi was an animal,she would be a duck.
10. One day, Tabbi and I will turn inside out and fornicate a gay man with a rusty blade.


[Cocaine Barbie]
1. I Heart Tabbi.
2. I want to Smoke A Bowl With Tabbi.
3.Tabbi is Easily the most beautiful girl in the world.
4.Tabbi and I are teh sex.
5. If I was alone in a room with Tabbi we would probably smoke a joint and make fun of peoples dumb hair cuts and emo-kids who cry in the dark.
6. I wish Tabbi could clone herself so there werent so many ugly people in the world.
7.Tabbi should move to chicago and become a rock star and whore me.
8.Tabbi reminds me of jesus christ.
9. If Tabbi was an animal,she would be a penquin.
10. One day, Tabbi and I will rule the world and make love on 12 pounds of blueberry dro.


[Manda Perfect Starlight]
 
1. I love Tabbi.
2. I want to hug Tabbi.
3.Tabbi is nifty.
4.Tabbi and I are sisters_.
5. If I was alone in a room with Tabbi we would probably laugh alot
6. I wish Tabbi could fly.
7.Tabbi should call me.
8.Tabbi reminds me of Tabbi.
9. If Tabbi was an animal,she would be a animal lol.
10. One day, Tabbi and I will play live on stage.


[The Magus]

1. I fridge magnet Tabbi.
2. I want to talk about cows with Tabbi.
3.Tabbi is a fire truck
4.Tabbi and I are human
5. If I was alone in a room with Tabbi we would probably paint the room
6. I wish Tabbi could be a printer
7.Tabbi should get nappy rash
8.Tabbi reminds me of I, MONARCH!
9. If Tabbi was an animal,she would be a tractor..
10. One day, Tabbi and I will take the rubbish out
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Written about Wednesday 2005-08-10
Written: (7047 days ago)



[-.♥.-]
Thou wast all that to me, love, 
For which my soul did pine- 
A green isle in the sea, love, 
A fountain and a shrine, 
All wreathed with fairy fruits and flowers, 
And all the flowers were mine.
[-.♥.-]


--E.A. Poe


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Written about Friday 2005-07-01
Written: (7087 days ago)

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This night, walk the dead In a solitary style and crash the cemetery gates. In the dress your husband hates Way down, mark the grave Where the search lights find us Drinking by the mausoleum door and they found you on the bathroom floor


I miss you, I miss you so far And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard


Back home, Off the run Singing songs that make you slit your wrists It isn't that much fun, staring down a loaded gun So I won't stop dying, won't stop lying If you want I'll keep on crying Did you get what you deserve? Is this what you always want me for?


I miss you, I miss you so far And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard

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Written about Saturday 2005-06-11
Written: (7107 days ago)

[x] Thrue [x]


You always say you know me
And you always say you care
But when Im in tears
You're never ever there

I let the tears do all the talking
And the blood says it all
But you dont listen
You just stand and watch me fall

You always make me feel
Like a line without a hook
Another little chapter
In your worn & tattered book

I know I'm not perfect
But you make me feel like dirt
I know I'm not important
But you really make it hurt

When I made a mistake
You'd make the pain whither away
Now when do something wrong
You make sure you make me pay

So dont tell me that you love me
And that it wont happen again
Because at the end of the day you leave me
Bruised and bathed in sin

Dont feed me this bullshit
This is not love
I have to apologize
But I'm no longer your 'Angel Dove'

I once told you that I loved you.
That, I admit, was not true
The truth is that, My dear
We're thrue.
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Written about Saturday 2005-06-11
Written: (7107 days ago)

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Written about Friday 2005-06-03
Written: (7115 days ago)

[x] Heartache [x]


As if life lost all meaning
And everything erased
Right now I'd give it all
To see a smile on your face

But there is no smile
And with your cold lips in mine
All I simply want
Is to leave this world behind

And Im sorry for the pain
I know it's not okay
Im sorry I cant be perfect
Just another rainy day

This time, though
The sun will not come out
Yes, I realize you're disappointed
Is that what this is all about?

The cold tears, now
Running down my face
An ugly image of beauty
All decked out in lace

Nothing left to do
But turn around and run
Chaseing is useless
I'm finished, through, done

Sit by the gleaming puddle
Made all from my tears
Looking at an unfamiliar reflection
Like facing all my fears

Staring at the reflection
I'll just sit awhile and cry
And slowly, so slowly
Whither away and die.
586208  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2005-05-30
Written: (7120 days ago)

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Written about Sunday 2005-03-20
Written: (7191 days ago)

[x] Blame [x]


 I cried myself to sleep last night
It was all because of you
And when I said "I want to be dead"
That was all your fault too

Last night I cried, I cried and I bled
It was all because of you
And so the sheets were stained in red
That was all your fault too

The moon wasn't out and the stars wouldn't shine
It was all because of you
The sky was ebony and dry
That was all your fault too

You told me that you wanted me dead
It was all because of you
The pills were sitting by my bed
That was all your fault too

Everyone is crying now
It was all because of you
"I wish I could take everything back"
That was all your fault too

Now you can take the blame because
It was all because of you
The sky is now ebony and dry
That was all your fault too
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Written about Sunday 2005-02-13
Written: (7208 days ago)

[x] My Suicide [x]


Fuck this world
Fuck this life
End it all with a
Fucking knife
  
Fuck this life
This life I lead
Put me down
Let me bleed
  
Leave me here
Let me die
Doesn't matter
That I cry
  
My whole world
Turned to dust
End result of
Pain and lust
  
Sugar-coating
Worn away
Faith and hope
Strown astray
 
Just a memory
Of a broken heart
Slowly tearing
Me apart
 
Sharpened knife
Slice my wrist
Such a want
For one last kiss
 
Stream of crimson
Splash of red
The pounding heart
In my head

In my ears
The awful humming
Here's the end
Now it's coming

Darkness now
Closing in
Almost complete
My morbid sin

Far to long
Have I cried
Now for my
Bitter Suicide
511702  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2005-01-24
Written: (7208 days ago)
Next in thread: 651855

[x] Relenting Love [x]

 
 Preparing for my jump
I walk to the edge of the peak
My mind growing foggy
My knees growing weak

Preparing for my fate
I look down to the abyss
Remembering forgotten lies
My faith ceases to exist

Preparing to step off
I close my weary eyes
What have I got to loose?
I have no reason to stay alive

Suddenly he grabs my arm
Slowly, I step down
I look into his tear-filled eyes
And see his saddened frown

He holds me close
And I to begin to cry
I now realise
I do have a reason to stay alive

Love keeps us alive
When we have nothing left at all
But, always, broken hearts
Will die from the fall
467033  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2005-01-09
Written: (7261 days ago)

By: [a phoenix falling] and [loll]
Not completed

why do I sometimes feel so alone?
like my attempts at happiness I go unknown?
nobody here to hold me, nobody to fuckin console me...

Nobody to hear my cry,
Nobody to watch me die.
So all I do is waste away.
Pain, and sorrow, and disarray.

it's all so overwhelming and the sorrow is all consuming.
I don't know what to do.
it's killing me, this is true

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Written about Sunday 2004-11-28
Written: (7302 days ago)

Just Another Sappy Love Song.

[x] Stitched Wounds [x]



Before you came into my life
I was wandering, Straying from the things I loved.
I ran in circles, Hoping for direction
Then I found you and found a path

(*)You are my inspiration
You are everything to me
You are the falshlight in a dark room
When I cannot see

My life was alwayz a deep black hole
I was lost, looking for a way out
Then I found you and realized I had found
A new beginning.

(*) You are my inspiration
You are everything to me
You are the flashlight in a dark room
When I cannot see.

You stitched my open wounds.
You helped me up when I had fallen.
You comforted me when I was crying,
Kissed away my tears.
You filled my empty soul.
You gave me something to believe in.
You stitched my open wounds.
You stitched my open wounds.
You stitched my open wounds.

By: Tabbi <3
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Written about Sunday 2004-10-17
Written: (7344 days ago)
Next in thread:

[x] Paradise [x]


I have found paradise..
Paradise dwells in a single rain drop.
Paradise is the reflection in the puddle on the sidewalk.
Paradise is in the sorrow filled tear that falls.
Paradise is the icecycle melting on the window pain.
Paradise is the shine in the candle falme.
Paradise is the gentle wing of the butterfly.
Paradise dwells in the bud of an unopened rose.
Paradise is the solitary drop if blood.
Paradise is patched heart that once was broken.
Paradise is the now complete soul that once was empty.
Paradise is the smile on your lips.
Paradise is the glimmer in your eyes.
I have found paradise.
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