Watching your face
Touching your hair
so close to me
still, you're not there

where did it start
where does it end
feels like my feelings
for you are bent

bound by a rope
iron perhaps
how will I know
how to find the clue

open the locks
to my own heart
cause despite of all
I just wanna be with you

whieej.. tomorro!! less than a day left.. then I finally gonna meet him.. He is M, my meant-to-be-gonna-be-wanna-be-should-be-boyfriend *wow some nice word that is*... n he's great! we met bout 1.5 month ago n started like just friends.. I know him from a weird sexstuffsite (NO PORN, just info).. I had a boyfriend then.. but M. and I always had soo much fun and he's always there for me n stuff.. n then.. bout 2 weeks ago.. my last relationship kinda crashed.. the boy told me I claim him n he wants his freedom.. well fine with me actually.. that period, M really supported me a lot.. he was like sooo sweet.. I started to like him a lot.. n somehow fell in love.. but well gotta meet him irl first.. so that'll be tomorrow!! YAY!!

xcept for that my day was pretty boring.. . got my notes for the past testweek.. wasn't too well.. almost all were btween a 6/10 n a 8/10... my mum was angry like hell.. argh...

some other stuff: there's this guy online stalkin me.. I'd love to block him but can't: he reminds me of the way I used to be

n finally:
some issues @ school.. fights btween my friends n sometimes I feel a bit like OMG guys come ON! guess u know them, who doesnt... [Linn Scarlett], [an easy and nice looking username], [Dharani] n this other friend whose elftownname is unknown for me.. but hey I stop complainin.. buhbye!!