[*_* Smiley on Ecstasy]'s poetry:

A Nameless Monologue
I'd rather be strucken dead where I stand,
Before I'd bow to any man,
Great or wise they are all but fools,
Devils playthings, G-d's own tools,
They see not what they are,
So vile and vain,
Mesmerized by greed,
Unaware of all shame,
Their lives all generics,
Hidden amongst variety,
With narcissistic ways showing no modesty,
Ego surpassing all quality of life,
Leisure demeaning all character and strife,
As they shuffle on,
Building a life unaware,
Little empires built on disregarded despair,
They make up their world,
And fight for no cause,
Enforcing their egos,
With their criminal laws,
For survival I fight,
And my right to be,
For my sake and my soul,
And MY liberty,
For my race,
For my people,
For what is me,
I will fight, I will fight,
To the death will I fight,
And I will be FREE!

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WORLD OF MISERY:

I am in this place, And I don't belong,
In this world of misery,
My soul is locked up in a cage,
Please someone let it free,
Die this world,
May I be gone?
To a place where I am loved,
You see,
My life is just another life,
With no meaning known to me,
And my world is just another world,
Full of fear and misery,
Maybe I'll wake in a beautiful place,
Full of gorgeous birds and trees,
Where I can spread my wings,
And soar above you all,
Cause it's hard to live you life,
Knowing that'll you'll fall,
So night brings itself upon us,
Someday the burden will be gone,
And I shall soar and soar,
Till eternity is,
Nevermore.

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OUR STORY:

Lies that are spoken,
Truths that aren't told,
This is our story,
So icy, so cold,
Money forgotten,
Scandals covered up,
This is our story,
So crooked, so corrupt,
Why must we repeat the same mistakes,
The same mistakes from yesterday,
Have we forgotten the lesson never told,
Have we forgotten to stand up and be bold,
Will we ever have the answers,
The answers of yesterday,
And I wonder,
Are they really answers,
Or was it just a game that they played.

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ALONE:

I feel so alone when i am at home,
Nobody seems to understand me there,
Nobody ever seems to really care,
Everybody seems to think I'm vain,
They think all I do is complain,
They Think I'm just a big liar,
But none of this is true,
I never get to speak my mind they way I really want to,
Nobody knows why I cry,
And they probably never will,
Nobody seems to understand how I really feel,
I have all these memory's,
I wish I could forget,
I have all these things I've done,
I certainly regret,
All these emotions burn inside of me,
But now I must get the flames under control,
Its hard to be a fire-fighter to your soul,
There's so many other people in this world beside me,
Why do I feel so damn lonely,
They would never understand who I am inside,
They will never know how many times I've cried,
Because I feel like an outkast in my own home,
Thats where I truelly feel alone,
The laughter hurts more than the anger,
Cause all they are doing is teasing me,
They don't understand,
They think I'm acting ridiculously,
They don't take me seriously,
It doesn't matter anyway,
I'm just a little girl how dare I have something to say,
All these emotions burn inside of me,
I don't know how to feel,
Should I be angry, or should I be sad,
Should I be scared,
Or should I be mad,
I'm confused,
I'm mentally abused,
In a way you wouldn't understand,
You don't want to hear it,
Cause you'd realize you were wrong,
You take advantage of me becaue I am not strong,
It has gone on for too long,
I AM RIGHT, YOU ARE WRONG,
I will fight, I have been cleansed of this,
My life will NOT be a chore,
I will be here but not as before!

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Susan...:

I'm watching you suffer inside a cage,
But I'm locked outside,
And I don't have the key,
I can't jump in with you,
And I can't set you free,
I try, I cry,
But I can not set you free,
My tears don't form a key,
My hope just brings you down,
And further away from me,
But I shall sit outside the cage,
Until my dieing days,
In hopes of giving you one thing,
A ray of happiness,
I shall sit there,
Through thick and thin,
Reminding you,
Of what is true,
And not the lies you're told,
Reminding you,
To be yourself,
And NEVER fit the mold!

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FALL AWAY:

You fall away from one thing,
Only to fall into something else,
Nothing is immortal,
Everything falls apart,
Clueless is the one,
Who doesn't know his art,
No one understands you,
Cause you have nothing to say,
And sooner or later you will,
Fall away....

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Unspoken Silence:

I sit there and I bite my tongue,
I fight my every word,
It's really hard when what you want is to be heard,
Everything you say stings in my ears,
Like poison corroding,
And bringing out my tears,
It's really hard to hear you speak,
But I have to bite my tongue,
It's really hard to hear your words,
And in my ears they're rung,
I know what I want to say to you,
To the last note,
But I don't want to cause any trouble,
So instead I choke,
But what's the use anyway,
You're demented, And I'm demoted,
You wouldn't listen to what I say,
So instead,
I hope!, I pray!,
That my friend will be rid of this...,
Some day.

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A World Forgotten:

As the morning light shines across my face,
And over a world in disgrace,
I see yet another dieing race,
As the morning light shines across my face,
As I tie my shoes,
And make sure everything is in its place,
I walk onto the street,
And see asphalt covering native lands before my feet,
But the passerby see it as organized and neat,
As the morning light shines across my face,
I see broken promises from yesterday,
While everyone lingers in their pleasures and decay,
I see a land where once my ancestors would play,
As the morning light shines across my face,
The land where the buffalo used to roam,
The land that my forefathers called home,
But the brick were laid,
And the lands were sewn,
And soon a world once known was gone, (And we had no where to call home,)
So, as the morning light shines across my face,
I remember the glory that used to belong to my race,
Everything ran at such a slower pace,
The world was as it was,
No sugar coating, no lace,
Not like this place,
So, as I walk into this world of disgrace,
The morning light shines across my face.

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Acceptable Murder:

The fork in his head,
His blood that was bled,
His body now lies dead,
Taken from his home,
Now is mere flesh and bone,
And nothing is done just a slight groan,
The muttering and sputtering,
Of people trying to do what is right,
Don’t bring forth the sound,
Bring forth the sight!,
People wont like what they see,
These things protected by liberty,
How does this happen,
In the home of the brave,
And the land of the free,
How can someone protect this atrocity,
The tears that weren’t cried,
For the son that has died,
Because even of this he has been deprived,
Because his soul has been denied,
For you,
The truth is seen through distortion,
For this you do not understand its proportion,
It’s time to know the truth about abortion.

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Random Thoughts of the Temporarily Insane:

I aint got nothing that I want,
But wanting is what I got,
You brought the pot,
But I'm the one that got caught,
You aint got nothin on me,
Cause I aint got nothin,
Only a dream to be free,
What realm of reality,
Do I dwell in,
Another pay raise,
Means another nail in my coffin,
There's someone sitting on the corner coughin,
Been taken off medicare,
I guess nobody does care,
When medical bills are piling up,
You gotta pay your own fare,
We have to forget what we've learnt,
Cause all our books have been burnt,
Now the reason for what was,
Is simply just because,
History has been rewritten
By a red snake we have been bitten,
We gotta suck the poison out,
Here comes a commie scout,
To make sure the dreams dieing,
Good and ready,
Aim your rifles men,
Good and steady,
Now the enemies merely pacin,
Everyone here too blind to see what we're facin,
The degradation and annihalation of our nation,
You probably don't know what I've been talking about,
I haven't quite figured it out,
Just let me know if you have a revelation,
Or any suicidal contemplations,
Well, this is the end of my rhyme,
I've just been trying to stay ahead and behind all at the same time.

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False Hopes:

Lies and hopes go hand in hand,
Appreciated nothing,
Take what you can,
Nothing is luck,
Everything's chance,
Prophets and saviors,
How they make us so damned,
Forget the stories meant to teach,
Never believe those that preach,
The lion will never sleep with the lamb,
Appreciate nothing,
Take what you can.

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