A Longing for Mortality

Become a member of Elftown
What is Elftown?

Page name: A Longing for Mortality [Logged in view] [RSS]

2006-06-04 21:58:00

Last author: The real life Bella Swan
Owner: The real life Bella Swan

# of watchers: 1

Fans: 0

D20: 13

Wiki-page rating	Stumble!
Informative:	0
Artistic:	0
Funny-rating:	0
Friendly:	0

A Longing for Mortality
Pain . . .
Darkness . . .
Emptiness is what she feels
A hunger
For the forbidden

A lust she denies herself
She is determined not to be like the others
She has values . . .
Morals . . .
A sense of right and wrong!

She is only as strong
As her weaknesses allow
And her flaws are many
She is not mindless
But she is close to giving in

“Why me?”
Is her question
She often wonders
What stood out strong
What trait brought her this

“Mind against matter”
Isn’t that how it goes
Then why can’t she control
This so called “gift”
It is her curse

So many possibilities
If only she could let herself give in
But she won’t
She will walk the Earth, forever tormented
By something she cannot change

She was a good person
What did she do to deserve this
She was kind . . .
Caring . . .
She was a model citizen

Every curse has its gift
And every gift its curse
Why can’t she find the gift
In this on going torment
This eternal Hell

She was damned long ago
And has since tormented herself
Longing to be relieved of this curse
Longing to feel
Longing for mortality

Once life seemed so short
How it went by so fast
Now after hundreds of years
She longs for death
Longs for peace

Humans . . .
So fragile
So weak
So easily preyed upon
They have a chance for death

Maybe this is
Why she wants them
Because she sees in them
What she so desperately longs for
Because, to her, they are perfect

Why can’t she leave
This vampire life behind
Why can’t she be mortal again
She longs for its weaknesses
And longs for the peaceful rest at the end

To my house [The real life Bella Swan]
Back to: Nieriel
Back to: Solemn Lines

Show these comments on your site