Loki sat i his prison cell. God, how he hated them all. They could have just let him take over the measely planet but Noooo. They got all defensive. And his brother... He's big, dumb oaf of a brother brought him back home? To Asgard? Where he's nothing but hated by his peers, shunned by his fathered and looked at disappointedly by his mother? At least they let him rot in peace in this cage... He wouldn't have to see their hurt faces.


Thor had been hurt badly by the one he had claimed so long ago. What had gone so horribly wrong that his own brother, adopted or other wise, would turn his back on the one that had confessed his love so long ago? Did he fo

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get that there was someone that still cared for him? His own heart breaking more and more he thought about this. He need answers and he need them now. he made his way to Loki's cell and peered into it. "Loki?"

Great. Just the man he didn't want to see. Loki looked up from the corners of his eyes, his shoulders slumped as he sat crosslegged on the floor. "What is it, Thor?" His droll voice asked.

"We need to talk." The older man said as he opened the door to the cell and sat down across from him. "What happened to you?" He asked softly

Loki glared hatefully. "Everything. Everything you couldn't understand. Everything you never went through. That's what happened to me. You have no idea what life was like. Alone, cold..." He got up, standing above his brother. "And you still had the nerve to ask me to come home. To tell me you all missed me, loved me... Show me how much you love me, Thor." Loki began unclasping and slipping off his clothes. He knew Thor wouldn't touch him, he was trying to prove a point.

The blond sat for a moment and now he could see just how much his brother was truly hurting. He stood but only to take the smaller man into his arms. "Loki, Had I known..." He looked into the frost giant's eye and could see the pain. "I'm sorry... I really truly am."

Loki let himself be held, only his pants covering his slender form. He shoved his brother off, the hateful glare still in his eyes. "Show me. Show me you're sorry. Show me this apparent "love" you have for me." He turned and grabbed his trench coat. "I know you can't, Thor. So leave."

Thor would do anything to prove to his brother that he loved him. Never had he before knelt before anyone but if it would prove it to the one person he loved more than life itself, he knelt down before the would be king and bowed his head.

Loki buttoned up his shirt, then heard the thump of knees to the floor. He looked back and glared. "Get up, you buffoon." He spat, kicking Thor over with his foot. "Go back to Odin and Frigga. Be the precious son they love."

The thunder god's heart was breaking. How could someone he love turn so cold. He his when the foot came in contact with his ribs. "Loki, Please..." He's eyes pleaded with his brother to let him in. He didn't want to lose the only one he truly cared for.

"LEAVE!" Loki yelled to his brother. The sound of his voice was the the same pain as when he screamed "TELL ME" to his father all those years ago. He finished putting his clothes back on. "Leave me to my solemn silence in my dull, dark, dock."

He could hear it, Hell he felt it. The pain that resonated in his own heart.
Thor stood head bowed and he head for the cell door. He wanted his brother back, no he wanted his lover back. With one last glance of pain and utter heart break a single tear fell for the god's eye and he walked away.

Loki kept his back to Thor as he walked away. "To sit in solemn silence in a dull, dark dock, in a pestilential prison with a life-long lock. Awaiting the sensation of a short, sharp shock from a cheap and chippy chopper on a big, black block..." He muttered lightly to himself. He was so hurt by Thor but did he dare admit it? Never.

Thor did the only thing he could think to do, run to the only person that could comfort him now, Sif. He leaned on the door frame to her room just watching. His heart was too far broken by the one person that had control to even care at the moment. He walked in and moved to her side, he lifted her chin and gently kissed her lips. There was nothing in there for him. He felt utterly lost but that didn't stop him form kissing her.

Sif was busily sharpening blades in her room when she heart the footsteps. She looked up and frowned, seeing her dear friend. "Thor? Thor what's wrong?" She rushed to his side, surprised by the kiss. Mistaking it for love, she kissed back tenderly, holding his hips.

He held her close even though he felt nothing for he head need the comfort of know there was someone who cared for him, loved him, needed him. He deepened the kiss without even realizing it.

Sif took him by his hands and led him over to her bed, wrapping her arms around his shoulders.

Loki stared into a large bowl of water. It showed him Thor and Sif. He glared hateful into the ripples, spiting them with every fiber of himself. "That's right... run to her. Your darling little harlot. She'll hold you. She'll love you... i hate you.." he whispered to the silence that kept him company.

Thor was just going through the motions. It was almost as if he was working on auto pilot. All he could think about was Loki and wondered where could it have all gone so wrong. Why did his beloved hate him so. All he wanted was for the other god to be in his arms again. Just like before.

Before Thor had realized it, hours had gone by and by now, Sif was curled up next to him, sleeping peacefully. Loki had watched them. Watched them and hated them. Though he couldn't help but feel slightly aroused by his brother's nude form... His broad shoulders, those sculpted hips- No. Not now. Not again.

Watching her sleep peacefully he sighed. How Thor had wished so much that it was his beloved Loki beside him. "Loki." He said softly moving a piece of hair from her face. "What did I do that was so wrong that you hate me so much now? When did you start to drift from me? Why can't you see that I still love you...and only you."

"You let me live in your shadow, Thor." Loki's voice sounded. " I drifted away from you long ago, when we were young. You don't love me. I know you don't...

"That's not true." the god of thunder said softly as he carefully got up from the bed. "All I ever did was protect you, be there for you and you turned me away." he haad done his best to say by his brother's side.

"And you did a marvelous job at that." He retorted sarcastically. "Come to my cell for a moment, Thor. I want to show you something." Loki stood at the door of his cell, waiting for his brother.

Following Loki's request, Thor once again found himself in front of of the cell once more. "What is it brother?" He sighed. The closer he was to the god the more it hurt, the more he felt betrayed, the more it felt like it was his own fault.

Loki stared at him in silence. He unbuckled his shoulder pad, then his chest armor, then off went his coat. He let the leather and metal slither and slide onto the floor. He wanted to see what his brother would do. A part of him knew that Thor was just going through the motions with Sif. He wanted to see if his brother would pin him down with that fiery passion he once knew.

Thor heart hammered hard within his chest as he watched the latter strip. Was this a test or was it another one of his trick? Did he want the god of thunder to prove his words to him or did he just want revenge? Thor's mind raced like his heart and was unsure of what he should do. What he really want was to take the god into his arms and proved his love right then and there. But did he really want to take that risk? Thinking it over and over and over again he decided that he would risk it all just for a chance to prove he loved him. He took Loki's arm and pulled him in close and wrapped a strong arm around his waist to hold him there. It was then he kissed the other with a passion that burn like a thousand suns. Gods how had missed this, how he had missed him.

As soon as their lips met, Loki melted right into it. He didn't know why he did, but god, was it amazing. The fire Thor always had for him... He wanted more. He wrapped his slender arms around the blonde's shoulders, trying to pull him closer. "Give me more, brother.." he whispered.

He missed this. He missed being with his brother, and Thor was about to prove everything to the younger god. He lifted him up and rested his back against the wall giving Loki the chance to wrap his legs around his waist. He kissed, nipped and sucked his neck, his throat, his jawline and his lips. "I will give you anything you please." he whispered before locking lips in a fiery burning passion kiss.

"Will you?" Loki whispered hotly, rubbing his hips firmly against Thor's. "Anything I desire?" He moved himself up undo Thor's pants, slipping them down just enough to expose his shaft. " what if I want you to be my personal slave? Or what if I want you to dress like a woman all the time?"

Over comed by lust, love and passion he panted and burried his face in his neck and nipped his ear lobe. "I am already your slave. " Growled moving loki enough to get him out of his pant. "And if that is what yo truly and honestly wish." he couldn't think straight and part of him feared Loki knew that.

The God of Mischief wiggled out of his pants and kissed Thor roughly. He gripped the blonde hair and yanked his head back. "What if I told you to kill yourself..?"

Thor looked in the other god's eyes and wonder if he truly meant it. "Is that what you want?" He asked his heart and breath anticipated the answer. If this is what he truly want he would actually consider it. His father had disowned him, his mother frowned upon him, he was still waiting for his own trial to see if he was going to be banished and if Sif ever found out it would be the end of his friendship with her and the others.

Loki's hardened green eyes stared into his brother's soft blue ones. "No. I'll let you suffer here for a while longer." He pulled the blonde into another deep kiss, rubbing himself against Thor's member. "Go ahead... Take me."

Thor whispered in Loki's ear the one thing he said to him during their very first time together when he had confessed everything to him. "Do you trust me?"

The nostalgia settled in Loki's head and he caressed his brother's cheek. "You know the answer to that... Have at me as you will, Thor. Father's not going to banish you. Mother loves you too much... Sif will forgive you. No one will blame you since I casted a spell on you." In truth, Loki had told the AllFather that Thor's behavior was because he was controlling the blonde's mind.

Leaning in closer he kissed the other god with all the passion he had for him. "You and I both know that's not true." He pressed up again his entrance. He didn't want to hurt the other god so he took it easy, just like the first time.

Loki gripped his shoulders and bit his lip. In all honesty, he hadn't been with anyone since Thor. "We know.. But they don't. Just play along." He nipped his brother's neck. "Don't hold back.." he whispered hotly in his ear as he did once before.

Thor held him up and pulled him away from the wall and moved to the small cot that sat at the other end of the room. He took it easy at first. He was going prove once way or another he still needed him.

Loki clung to him and lied back on the cot, his slender form glistening in the soft light the moon gave. "No, Thor. Show me this passion you say you have for me... I've been gone for years... You've built up frustration, don't you...?" he purred.

The god of thunder lived of up to his name, booming with energy and the passion he spoke of. His thrust were deep and powerful. He would prove it all. And if there was one way he could prove it other than now he would.

Loki screamed out and dug his fingers into the fabric under him. He wrapped his legs tighter around Thor's waist, his chest rising and falling with every labored breath he took. For a moment, maybe just this moment here, being held by his brother, his lover... He'd forget the pain and the hate. Even just for a little while

Thor leaned over kissing the other as he as he kept a steady pace. He could feel in every muscle his body, heart, and soul all longed for this had long for him. So much so he didn't want to let go.

Loki gave an almost helpless whimper of pleasure and arched his body. "I-Is this how you picture me..?" he whispered. "Under you, begging for more...?" He sucked on Thor's earlobe. "Panting and crying out your name?"

"That is not the only waaay." Thor moaned softly. "I picture you near me, with me. with youu in my arms." He wrapped his around around him under neith thin and pulled him up into his lap.

Loki meeped and blushed deeply, the pale skin once again littered with a red blush. "... Liar.." He mumbled, rocking his hips hard.

He pulled back enough to look into Loki's eyes to show he was telling the truth. "I would never... lie to you!"

Loki slammed his hips down, riding him harder. "Yes you would!"

Thor stood pulling out completely and pinned the younger face first and slammed back in without a second thought. "Never." He growled and nipped the back of his neck. "I.love.you."

The trickster cried out in pain laced pleasure; a drug that made him the masochist he was. He gripped the fabric that lined the cot and trembled. "Ahhn!!"

Taking the god oh mischief harder and deeper, Thor bit his shoulder and sucked on the abused flesh.

Loki's legs trembled, hell, his whole body quaked with pleasure as he was pounded. "Th-Thor... so c-close...!" He managed to mumble through pants and moans.

Thor knew exactly where to aim from all those times before. He knew his brother's body and he knew it well. Aiming for the bundle of nerves he snaked a hand in front and wrapped a strong hand around the others man hood, stroking it in time with his thrust. "Don't hold back." He whispered.

Loki's body tensed greatly, crying out at the immense pleasure. "C-Cum... with me.." He whispered in a higher pitched voice.

The god of thunder nodded against his back and lost all sense of rhythm. It was not long before he released he's seed against Loki's prostate.

The trickster's form collapsed on the cot as he orgasmed, trembling and panting as waves of pleasure enveloped him.

Thor knelt beside the cot and rested his head next to Loki's. "Why don't you believe me brother?" he asked kissing the younger god's neck.

The God of Mischief glanced over at him and moved his brother's head up, kissing him tenderly. "I do believe you.."

Tears welled in his eyes as he kissed his brother back passionately, sweetly, as if it would be their last. "I love you." Was all he could manage to choke out.

Loki gave a tender kiss back, holding his brother close. "I love you too... We can't be together though, you realize this?"

Heart shattering, tears falling, life without Loki was something Thor just couldn't do. "And why is that?" He whispered to keep his voice from cracking.

"Because Asgard won't allow it." He sighed. "You just have to play pretend with Mother and father and Sif... Don't worry, I'll always be here.."

Thor stood fixing his pants and collected the smaller god in his arms as he sat."We don't have to stay here you know." Anywhere he could be with Loki was better than here. He loved his family and friends but none of them would ever understand.

Loki chuckled and nuzzled his chest. "And be hunted all your life? No... Well keep this our little secret..." He kissed his brother's jaw. "Now go. They are waiting for you."

"They can wait." Thor replied laying next to his belove. "Give me this if you are so set on turning me away." He laid beside him and held him to him. It maybe the last time he might ever get to.

Loki sighed lightly and curled up to his brother's chest. "Anything for you, Thor..."

Kissing The top of loki's head Thor gave him a sad smile. "I love you."

He stared into those gorgeous blue eyes and caressed his brother's cheek. "I hate you too..."

Thor smiled and knew exactly what his brother had meant. He was the god of lies after all. He kissed the other god again and nuzzled the top of his head with his cheek.

Loki buried his face in Thor's chest, his skinny form shaking.

Thor held the other tight to him and with a free hand un did his cape and laid it over the Latter. "What's wrong love?"

"I'm sorry, Thor..." Was all the god mumbled, his face still buried in that broad chest. He wouldn't let his brother see him cry... No. Not like this.

The older god was confused but just held Loki to him> "For what?"

"For doing everything I've done.. I-I... I just wanted oto be your equal..."

Thor lifted his chin and kissed Loki so sweetly it could make teeth rot. Once he pulled back he looked his brother, his friend, his lover in the eyes and smiled. "You have always been my equal. I have always held you in the highest regard." He ran his fingers through the dark locks and kissed his temple. "I Have even held you as king. Even if it is not of Asgaurd but here." He took Loki's hand and placed it over his heart. "You mean more to me than any of them and it matters not what the other's think."

Loki managed to look up at him, the onslaught of tears still in his eyes. He smiled lightly and caressed the ThunderGod's cheek. "Thank you..."

"I love you. I would never see you as anything less." The taller god said softly kissing him sweetly one more. "I will let you out." He had thought it over for days since he had brought the other God back. "I want you to go. Find some place safe and I will find a way to explain it to father."

Loki looked up at him sadly. If he was in the cage, at least he got to see Thor. He sighed and nodded slightly. "Just tell him I escaped to Joutunheim...."

Thor nodded and kissed him softly. He didn't want to let him go but he knew this was no life for him. "Where will you go?" He was curious. He wanted to make sure that he would be out of harms way.

"Perhaps I'll just wander for a while... Go anywhere willing to take me for a night." He kissed back sweetly and nuzzled the blonde hair he loved so much.

"promise me something..." The blonde paused and held the other god to him. "No matter what happens... You will always be happy."

Loki gave an empty chuckle. "How can I be happy when you're not there?"

Thor gave him a sad smile but he knew this was for the better. "Because you'll be free."

"False happiness.." Loki muttered and kisssd his neck

"At least you know that father and the other's won't chase after you." He purred softly.

Loki gave a fake smile, not wanting to upset his brother further. He kissed Thor's forehead. "Alright... Will you be alright with Sif?"

Thor nodded though he knew he wasn't going to be able to live without Loki. "I should be fine."

Loki gave a light chuckle. "Thor, I am the god of lies. Do you really think you can lie to me?"

"I will continue with what I must do." The elder brother said a he held him a little tighter. "promise me you will stay far from here." As much as it killed him he knew that Loki would be hunted down and possibly kill the god of mischief.

Loki nodded and kissed him sweetly. "I promise.." He said softly, then sat up. "When should I go?"

The blond thought for a moment and kissed him softly. "I'll get you out tonight."

He nodded. "You should leave before they suspect anything..."

Thor nodded and gave him one last deep passionate kiss. "I love you." he whispered.

Loki gave everything he had into the kiss, then nodded. "... I love you too..."