Never again

Things will never be the same,
And I don’t know the cause.
I had some love, a lot, to clime
I never knew to use.

I got me needs and all I got is life,
This flicking life I’ll never care about,
I got my sickness and I had a wife,
But happiness is not allowed.

I used to love them; I still do, but now…
It looks that they reject my more then ever
I want, to love them but I do not know
What I should do today or never.



Cares … …


I do not know what’s in your life
You do not know what’s in my mind
Who ever cared that snow is white
Why should I love the human kind?

I used to love her as I do my self
But she considered I’m no good
She took my love, my hart and left
But why ? I never understood.

From now I’ll have to live alone
I’ll have to stay away from love
But first must see the pain is gone
As snow when spring sun gets above

I feel now as a leaf in storm
My body, crushed by waves of pain
I do not care if I’ll die tomorrow 
Cause all my love was waist in vain.

Never Hope

I never thought that I will be like this,
I never thought to kill my feelings,
I used to hope that she will love me ever,
I used to hope we’ll be together.

And I still hope she will be happy
And I still hope she’ll love me
I keep my hope this isn’t ending,
I keep my hope and keep my feeling.

They hope that I shell lose my hart,
They hope that Y shell face the death.
They do not know that I love life
They do not know that I hate death.

Nobody ever faced this icy, evil life
Nobody ever faced my troubles

Life and me ...

Life is full with good intentions
Like a devil who’s gone in haven
Like spring’s shadow in the winter
Like hope of life in the eternal sleep

And just like that, like everything I am
And full of life, like deadly coffins are
And I am lonely but you are with me
With the same joy of autumn icy rains

Just like a star from our universe
That we don’t see as being lonely
We are alone in markets full with them
And they believe that we do really care

I’d like to talk but time is up for me
And the eternal life it’s coming close


Colors?


I’ve seen too many in this wintry life
I’ve stood on my knees for to long
I had to carry all those killing cares
Those cares that made my look so old

I’m happy now and I’ll feel easy
When I see things in black and white
There is no color and there is no grey
From the world’s joy I want to bite

And that’s because I love, I do, again
And I’m so pleased she doesn’t love me
Cause I can give her anything I own
And ask for nothing else but red pain

I’ll keep my icy coffin opened now
My deadly mind starts going crazy
Black winters fighting on my heart
Grey snow falls, covering my grave

Red, harshly, skies are covering my love
And rains of blood and stone are coming
My love is blue, my heart is also blue
But I am so happy cause I feel relief


And this way I will feel much better
Just trying hard, for me, to be her friend
This way she’ll never let me down
And I shell learn to be a little tender




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