Patience Is The Way


Note: This writing has Minke, and others, in it. For those of you who don't know, go read Only Time Will Tell. It'll give you a description.


I am being Eaten.
Eaten by Myself.
Eaten by Emotion.
Eaten by Guilt.
Eaten by The Mind.

I have this feeling... Guilt.
I don't know why, and I do not know where it came from.
For some reason I feel bad when talking to Cindy. I feel bad when I talk to Renate.

For some reason... I feel bad towards Minke.

I want to talk to her. In fact, I would LOVE to do so, but..
I don't know anything to talk about. Whenever I am with Renate, or with Cindy, words flow like an erupting volcano.

But when I am with Minke... It's silent. DEAD silent.

I simply do not know what to say. I can't really relax, or cool down, around her. I'm all tense, and I seem to take every little thing that could use my attention, ten times more serious than I normally would.

This feeling wasn't here before. The urge to know more is getting larger and larger, and in the end, I can only go one path....
Patience is the Way. From now, untill forever.



Alpha And Omega