2005-07-07 [Shooting Star Shadow]: you do that i can't touch a bible it'll burst into flames

2005-07-07 [Blaze the Nameless]: Okay. Let me go find it.

2005-07-07 [~Nyx~]: Still I don`t think it`s a sin to be gay. It`s not like you have a choice, though people seems to disagree about that...

2005-07-07 [Shooting Star Shadow]: thats fine but im going to go for now but be have now childrens and no fighting

2005-07-07 [The real life Bella Swan]: I think its in Corinthians . . . I'm not sure . . . I know corinthians covers love, not sure if it covers marriage, too though . . .

2005-07-07 [Blaze the Nameless]: I found it. 8-Instead, you yourselves cheat and do wrong, and you do this to your brothers.  9-Do you not know that the wicked will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be deceived: Neither the sexually immoral nor idolaters nor adulterers nor male prostitutes nor homosexual offenders 10-nor thieves nor the greedy nor drunkards nor slanderers nor swindlers will inherit the kingdom of God.

2005-07-07 [~Nyx~]: Thank you. ^^ but do you know exactly where it says that, so that I can find it in my own bible?

2005-07-07 [Blaze the Nameless]: 1 Corinthains 6: 7-9

2005-07-07 [~Nyx~]: thank you! ^^

2005-07-07 [~Nyx~]: but do you believe that being gay is something you choose to or that you are born with your sexuality?

2005-07-07 [Alfirin Lindlea]: something you're born with

2005-07-07 [The real life Bella Swan]: Itsw something you're born with. You can't change it.

2005-07-07 [~Nyx~]: I agree! And that`s why I can`t understand why it`s a sin, when god is the creator of all humanbeings... The way i see it, it`s the perfect way to stop the ever growing popluation of the world, and at the same time give thousands of orphans parents who love them and can take care of them.

2005-07-07 [Alfirin Lindlea]: plus a guy's g-spot is in his bottom, so if god didn't want people to be gay why put it up there?

2005-07-08 [Shooting Star Shadow]: yeah as far as the orphan and parents that love them its the truth if i want to get married and have a hisband i say i want to have a kid why not let me adopt one of the hundreds that don't have families so they don't end up on the streets when they hit 18 and get into all kinds of drugs and shit like that

2005-07-08 [Alfirin Lindlea]: exactly, i don't see what right people have to prevent a child from going to a loving home - these children deserve to be loved and cared for, does it really matter what gender the parents are?

2005-07-08 [Shooting Star Shadow]: I Have One Major Question Forever One Thats Againist It If You Can Give Me One Great Reason On Why Its Wrong Without Using Any Form Of Religion The Send Me A Private Message

2005-07-08 [Shooting Star Shadow]: NO it don't not one bit i mean its alot better than not having any parents i've been through both without parents and with parents and i would rather have 2 parents that are in love even if they are the same sex then having no parents at all

2005-07-08 [Blaze the Nameless]: Well I don't think homosexuals should be able to adopt childern because a child needs both a mother and a father.

2005-07-08 [~Nyx~]: but what about all the single parents. I was brought up with only my mum around, and think I turned out ok. :P I never suffered from it....

2005-07-08 [Blaze the Nameless]: No, that's not what I meant. I meant that I child can't have parents of the same sex because for a child with parents, they need both a mother and father.

2005-07-08 [~Nyx~]: ok, I can respect your oppinion, but I still think that having two parents who love eachother and love their child is much more important than what gender they are.

2005-07-08 [Theola_Duvessa]: *is clueless*

2005-07-08 [Madame Black]: wow... it suddenly got very political in here

2005-07-08 [Shooting Star Shadow]: ok here is something for u blaze to think about i was born with both families be4 i was 3 my dad broke my leg when i was about 8 he tried to put my through a wall for no reason whats so ever do you think my mom should of stayed with him becuz a child needs a mother and a father you wanna answer that one

2005-07-08 [Theola_Duvessa]: @@ whoa,I think I'll leave before bad stuff happens

2005-07-08 [Shooting Star Shadow]: no your safe here

2005-07-08 [Theola_Duvessa]: ...am I?? *hides*

2005-07-08 [Shooting Star Shadow]: -walks over and offers a hand- yeah you safe i promise i wont blow up

2005-07-08 [LunaSoleil]: *Walks in* I missed a lot, I take it...

2005-07-08 [Shooting Star Shadow]: yeah you have no clue how much u missed

2005-07-08 [LunaSoleil]: Um...wanna fill me in on a little bit so I can maybe get back into the conversation?

2005-07-08 [Shooting Star Shadow]: nah the conversations kind of died out for now i've got more problems to worry about for now

2005-07-08 [LunaSoleil]: Wanna talk about it?

2005-07-08 [Shooting Star Shadow]: nothing to really talk about just that i need to get to chicago by sunday and its not looking like its going to be happening

2005-07-08 [LunaSoleil]: Oh, I'm sorry

2005-07-08 [Shooting Star Shadow]: yeah my family hates the idea of me being happy -starts to tie up a noose- would anyone mind if i hung myself real quick

2005-07-08 [LunaSoleil]: Well, I would, if it's any consellation.

2005-07-08 [Shooting Star Shadow]: why though i mean im nothing and its pissing me off how much my family is trying to ruin my life

2005-07-08 [The real life Bella Swan]: So get away from them. You'll be a lot happier, until then, focus on what you like doing.

2005-07-08 [LunaSoleil]: But you aren't nothing. And screw anyone who thinks that you are, because it's obviously that they're the ones who are nothing.

2005-07-08 [Shooting Star Shadow]: but i can't get away from them im broke i don't have a job i don't have my licsense and every time i try to get it my mom ships me off to somewhere so i can't get it

2005-07-08 [LunaSoleil]: Well, just remember what I always say, if it helps that is... Barely anyone at all is ever worth your tears, and the one who is won't make you cry

2005-07-08 [Theola_Duvessa]: YOU WILL NOT KILL YOURSELF...I won't allow you to and if you do then I will cry for weeks! maybe months...don't you dare do that because one day you will be able to get away from the things that make you unhappy....please don't leave this world.

2005-07-08 [LunaSoleil]: Yeah, we all care about you.

2005-07-08 [Shooting Star Shadow]: i know that and its not my girl that is making me cry is my so called family....why not i wont leave it just wont be in my body anymore and i will be helping people even if they can't see me for it and i will be able to be with everyone that means so much to me

2005-07-08 [Theola_Duvessa]: umm I didn't understand all of that

2005-07-08 [Shooting Star Shadow]: just that if i end up dieing i wont move on becuz the fact that my life is miserabe and i will be able to do alot of stuff i can't do now since im alive

2005-07-08 [Theola_Duvessa]: well umm live life now and then when you get old..and I mean real old then die..but try your hardest to live ..but I have to go to bed so goodnight and don't die.*hugs*

2005-07-08 [Shooting Star Shadow]: -hugs- but if i die now then i will be able to be with alot of people take the girl on here[GriffinDWolf] i will be able to see her finally and be able to hug her whenever i want to and i will be able to see my sister out in kansas as well

2005-07-08 [LunaSoleil]: Yes but the people here who care about you won't be able to see you again

2005-07-08 [Shooting Star Shadow]: hehe yeah they will i'll be by them and see them just that they wont know it unless i let them know it

2005-07-08 [LunaSoleil]: But if you do, a lot of people will surely feel bad and miss you terribly, since you won't be there physically

2005-07-08 [Blaze the Nameless]: Wow, alot has happened since i left!

2005-07-08 [Shooting Star Shadow]: yeah and physicality isn't everything luna

2005-07-08 [LunaSoleil]: Well yes, good point...but still...

2005-07-08 [Shooting Star Shadow]: i know but some of the people i will never be able to hold anyways

2005-07-09 [Theola_Duvessa]: Wyvern,when you die..it won't be like what you think it will..now I need to know something..do believe in God?

2005-07-09 [Shooting Star Shadow]: in a way yes but i know what its like when u die and its what i kind of want it to be

2005-07-09 [Theola_Duvessa]: Did you know that it's a big sin to kill yourself DID YOU KNOW THAT!!!!

2005-07-09 [Blaze the Nameless]: Yes it is. It's sad that people wnat to kill themseleves.

2005-07-09 [Shooting Star Shadow]: yeah i know that but still that means that i wont be going any where anytime soon even if i would die and i don't care i mean my whole life is a sin even be4 i could do anything on my own it was a sin

2005-07-09 [Theola_Duvessa]: your 18 right?

2005-07-09 [Shooting Star Shadow]: yeah why?

2005-07-09 [~Nyx~]: But even if you`ll be able to be around the ones you love. Think about what they will feel like when you`re gone, and what you would feel like if they killed themselves. You`re only 18. The life you`ve experienced so far is not like what the rest of your life is going to be. Things change.

2005-07-09 [~Nyx~]: And think about it. If things are bad now, there`s an even better chance that thing will change for the better. :)

2005-07-09 [Shooting Star Shadow]: i highly doubt that one i mean i can't do anything without everyone jumping down my throat at home

2005-07-10 [jesska]: then leave home. but dont kill yourself

2005-07-10 [Shooting Star Shadow]: wish i could leave home but don't have the means or the way of doing it

2005-07-10 [Theola_Duvessa]: Wyvern,please listen to Nyx....Nyx knows what they are talking about...you won't be livin home much long from now will you

2005-07-10 [Shooting Star Shadow]: i don't know honestly i mean i need money and a job neither of which i can get so the only thing i have left is either beg to my best friend's parents which probably wont work anyways or go out on the streets until i can get settled

2005-07-10 [Shooting Star Shadow]: tis fine everyone i am fine for now and hopefully everything will go fine i sent a message to my mom to get all my stuff packed up since i am unable to since im down at my grandma's and i told her to bring it down with her when she comes and i am taking off and doing somewhere where ever that may be i'll find it but i am leaving my house as soon as i get my stuff

2005-07-10 [Theola_Duvessa]: good,STAY ALIVE!!!!

2005-07-10 [jaderii]: Please do. I may not have been here for the entire conversation, but I read it and I care about you just as much as the next person. And I don't even know you, so just think of how much the people who do know you care about you. 

2005-07-10 [Shooting Star Shadow]: but thats one thing i don't understand is how can someone care for me and yet my life is still lonely and miserable helck i come on ET to escape my life and to get away from the hell but i still don't get how someone could care like that when they don't know them

2005-07-10 [kitoky]: A person's life is only lonely and miserable by their own perspective. If you think nothing but yourself, then yes, you may be lonely and miserable but if you think about the people you'll one day meet or the people that are already in your life, it's not so lonely anymore.

2005-07-10 [Theola_Duvessa]: yep,I have been through this..I was having problems with my parents and my sister was messing her life up and school wasn't helping and neither was my friends so I thought it all through and relized I could change it all and I did so now I am not so miserable.

2005-07-10 [Shooting Star Shadow]: i wish i could change it but i just got an offer to stay down at my grandma's and to be honest itd be moving from one hell to another hell and i can't stand the kids down here they are so freaking stupid 

2005-07-10 [jaderii]: You don't have to know someone to care about them. Like, take the London bombing for instance. I knew not one of them yet I felt horrible when I heard what happened.. And isn't there somewhere else you can stay? Anywhere..?

2005-07-10 [Shooting Star Shadow]: nope me and a few of my friends tried to see if i could stay with thembut there parents never went for it and there pretty much is no other place

2005-07-10 [jaderii]: You can't rent a small apartment? =[

2005-07-10 [Shooting Star Shadow]: no im broke actually i have $34 bucks to my name and thats it

2005-07-10 [jaderii]: Ohh, I see. Not good. =/ ..So you're going to stay at your grandma's.?

2005-07-10 [Shooting Star Shadow]: i dunno i might but it means im going to lose my friends and im going to end up stuck with kids that i would rather kill then be friends with

2005-07-10 [jaderii]: Why would you lose your friends? It's not your fault you don't have anywhere else to go.. 

2005-07-10 [Shooting Star Shadow]: i know but my grandma lives almost 3 hours south of us and i doubt that i would be able to ever go back up there

2005-07-10 [~Nyx~]: may i ask why?

2005-07-10 [Shooting Star Shadow]: becuz i wouldn't have a chance to and wouldn't be able to or want to for that matter

2005-07-10 [~Nyx~]: oh I see, btw, I read your discription, and even though I don`t know everything about your situation, I can`t see how your parents brake-up is your fault. A child can never be blamed if he or she is beaten by an adult! His violent nature was there long before you were born, and if he hadn`t beaten you it would have been someone else. Don`t think that you have anything to do with it. You seem like a realy great person, and i hope that eventhough you say your life sucks right now, you will find true freinds, a good job you enjoy, and have a wonderful and LONG life.

2005-07-10 [Shooting Star Shadow]: but it might of been there be4 i was born but didn't come out until i was born my parents we married 2 years be4 i was born and he didn't start to change until i was hatched and i doubt it i mean i've come close but every time someone comes along and steals it from me and i know a child can't be blamed but i tell ya she is doing a great job at making me feel like it is my fault

2005-07-10 [~Nyx~]: well, whaterever problems she`s dealing with, I can tell you that it`s not your fault, and you shouldn`t fell bad about it. Eventhough it started when you were born, there muight have been a thousand other reasons for it, the fact the you came in to the world at that point is probably only a bad excuse, it would have happend anyway.

2005-07-10 [Shooting Star Shadow]: i doubt it i mean he only hit me though he hit my brother once and that was it i was the only one he would beat

2005-07-10 [~Nyx~]: still, I believe if you weren`t born, he would have found a ontother punching bag...

2005-07-10 [Shooting Star Shadow]: probably but still im dead scared that im going to end up like him if i do get with anyone and it has me scared to deathi

2005-07-10 [~Nyx~]: can`t you get some kind of help. If it`s phsycological you can find a way to deal with it, if it`s a medical thing you can get meds. (a friend of mind was violent but he found out that he had ADHD...).

2005-07-10 [Shooting Star Shadow]: the thing is i don't know what it is and i've been trying to get help but my mom keeps stopping me hell they even threatened to send me to a nut house if she didn't get help but she never did but she told them that she did

2005-07-10 [~Nyx~]: but if your moving in with your grandma maybe you can try and seek help again. btw. why wont she let you get help?

2005-07-10 [Shooting Star Shadow]: don't know i mean i've come home with stuff from the counsiler and everything and i still can't get it with her and i dunno if i am i mean its my last year of high school and moving would end up throwing me off alot

2005-07-10 [~Nyx~]: yeah, but do you think it would be better if you stay at home?

2005-07-11 [Shooting Star Shadow]: no not really either way im going to end up alone and in a hell hole so either way i lose

2005-07-11 [Theola_Duvessa]: Thats a very good question,would it be better if you stayed home...heck if I could get out of my house and live some where else...I would do so...but I won't be able to untill later on in my life.but you probably can leave and if it's for the better then wants all holding you back?

2005-07-11 [Theola_Duvessa]: not really because things could change

2005-07-11 [Shooting Star Shadow]: not likely at all

2005-07-11 [Theola_Duvessa]: yes,it's very likely ^ ^but thats only if you want it to be

2005-07-11 [Shooting Star Shadow]: you have no clue how much i wish things could change i mean if i ever have kids i want them to know who there grandma is but not if she is going to act like this and all

2005-07-11 [Theola_Duvessa]: Wyvern,you seem like a very good person and I hope for the best for you,I really do 

2005-07-11 [Shooting Star Shadow]: i know you do i know alot of people do but no one can for see how things will go in the future

2005-07-11 [Theola_Duvessa]: that is true,no one knows your future let alone there's it's a maze of unknowing,but everyone should try to go after a dream that they have.

2005-07-11 [Shooting Star Shadow]: that dreams kind of been crushed in a way

2005-07-11 [Theola_Duvessa]: there are usually more then one dream,right?

2005-07-11 [Shooting Star Shadow]: thats true but this is the biggest and one of the best dreams i've ever had and it pretty much got crushed with one piece of paper

2005-07-11 [~Nyx~]: don`t let your situation take control over you, If thing are realy bad, screw everything and make sure that you get the education and tools you need to get better life, a job and an opportunety to move away from everything. If you ever need support, you can just come here or message us (or me at least, `cus I can`t speak for everyone ;D)

2005-07-11 [Shooting Star Shadow]: well i know a few people that i can talk to on here and so far this week has been going good but its only monday though

2005-07-11 [~Nyx~]: that`s good. ^^

2005-07-11 [Shooting Star Shadow]: yeah lets hope the rest of the week follows the trend but its supposed to rain all week so either way im set no matter what happens god i love the rain

2005-07-12 [~Nyx~]: me to! :D have you been to the storm lovers unite wiki?

2005-07-12 [Blaze the Nameless]: I acutally don't mind storms at night. Soothing really.

2005-07-12 [~Nyx~]: I think so to. I wish there was more stormy weather here where I live. :)

2005-07-12 [Blaze the Nameless]: There has been tons of sotrmy weather here lately.

2005-07-12 [Shooting Star Shadow]: hehe there is going to be alot becuz of the hurricane after effects

2005-07-12 [Blaze the Nameless]: Aw! Look what [Erik the Phantom] wrote in his diary!!

2005-07-12 [Shooting Star Shadow]: kk i will

2005-07-12 [Shooting Star Shadow]: boy he must like you or something

2005-07-12 [Blaze the Nameless]: No, ya think? LOL!

2005-07-12 [Shooting Star Shadow]: nope i don't think one bit

2005-07-12 [Blaze the Nameless]: I love him so much.

2005-07-12 [jaderii]: ^.^

2005-07-12 [Blaze the Nameless]: Wish he was here right now.

2005-07-12 [The real life Bella Swan]: some people really annoy me

2005-07-12 [jaderii]: ..Eh?

2005-07-12 [Blaze the Nameless]: Like who?

2005-07-12 [The real life Bella Swan]: sorry, just had to say it . . . some people just really annoy me . . . oh well

2005-07-12 [jaderii]: We all get annoyed by some people at some point in our lives. It's normal. =/

2005-07-12 [jaderii]: I hope it gets better for you though.

2005-07-12 [Blaze the Nameless]: I wish my life would get better

2005-07-12 [Theola_Duvessa]: it Shall....I believe it shall...I pray that it will.

2005-07-12 [Shooting Star Shadow]: yeah i get annoyed with everyone at one time just my normal stupid self but its fine becuz it goes away eventually

2005-07-12 [Theola_Duvessa]: oookay

2005-07-12 [jaderii]: Everything gets better in time. ^^

2005-07-13 [Shooting Star Shadow]: yeah but not always true

2005-07-13 [Theola_Duvessa]: well not in a split second it won't....more like a few days ...maybe months and even years.

2005-07-13 [Shooting Star Shadow]: thats to long

2005-07-13 [Theola_Duvessa]: I said it could change but we don't know when ..it depends on the person

2005-07-13 [Shooting Star Shadow]: so for me its going to take forever

2005-07-13 [jaderii]: But the point is that it will change. Even if it takes a while, it'll happen. =]

2005-07-13 [Theola_Duvessa]: no,it depends on when you want it to change.

2005-07-13 [jaderii]: Hm, that's also true.

2005-07-13 [Theola_Duvessa]: well,I'm going to bed...night night

2005-07-13 [jaderii]: G'night. ^^

2005-07-13 [~Nyx~]: Even if it would take years to change, think of all the years after where you can live happyly. ^^ Believe me, it`s worth waiting for.

2005-07-13 [Shooting Star Shadow]: but there aint to many years left im 18 and im not getting younger wish i was but im not

2005-07-13 [~Nyx~]: 18 is not that old. maybe you live to be a 100. Think about it, a few years of changing things, and over 70 years of being in controll of your own life, and being happy. (not all the time of course, but still it`s plenty of time being satisfied with life)^^

2005-07-13 [PartyGurl]: ThePhantom iz pimpin!

2005-07-13 [Theola_Duvessa]: Nyx is yet again right.

2005-07-13 [Shooting Star Shadow]: yeah doubtful i'll end up dieing young about in my late 40's its what happened to just about every guy in my family

2005-07-13 [~Nyx~]: Thank you Theola! ^^ *flattered*.

2005-07-13 [~Nyx~]: Don`t think that way, you might be the first in your famely to grow realy old. And even if you were to die in your late 40`s you`ll have about 40 years of happyness.

2005-07-13 [~Nyx~]: Think about it, The chance to go to bed every night for 40 years, looking forward to waking up the next morning. And that`s the worse case senerio, it could take only a few months to make the changes, and you can live much much longer.^^

2005-07-13 [Alfirin Lindlea]: well even if you do die young why not be grateful for the time you've had?

2005-07-13 [Shooting Star Shadow]: becuz the time i've had was like going through hell

2005-07-13 [Alfirin Lindlea]: yknow so's mine. 17 years old and i'm sat here with a razorblade thinking about ending it. This is a shit life, so if you want to mope around wondering about the what-ifs forever then do that - "What if I die young?" blah blah. Or you can make something of your life. Get the hell out of the situation that's hurting you and live for the moment. I can't, and that's why I'm at the bottom of this pit

2005-07-13 [Shooting Star Shadow]: ouch that makes alot of sense dang i hate when that happens but yeah u got a point there and everything just i wish i could get out of this place but i can't yet god im such a loser

2005-07-13 [Alfirin Lindlea]: you're not a loser... i'm the fucking loser... in the last year i've been sexually assaulted, and met the love of my life - who happens to be really fucked up and has fucked me up completely. What the hell does that say about me?! I'm the fucking loser

2005-07-14 [Shooting Star Shadow]: hehe at least you found someone even if they a dickhead and everything and your not a loser you seem to be pretty smart

2005-07-14 [Alfirin Lindlea]: No this person i've found hurts me so much - he doesn't mean to. But it hurts so fucking much. I'm so fucked up right now. Seriously, I can't express my mental anguish - to him, my friends, my counsellor... NO ONE! I'm in so much fucking pain right now and I can't articulate it because i'm a pathetic, worthless piece of shit

2005-07-14 [Shooting Star Shadow]: -reaches over and hugs alfirin- its ok everything will be just you need to tell him that he's hurting u no matter how much it hurts he needs to know and if u ever want to talk come find me and everything and i'll listen to u

2005-07-14 [Alfirin Lindlea]: i can't explain... because i'm scared of hurting him even more then i already have. i'm completely lost and confused and... i don't even know... i'm just pathetic

2005-07-14 [Shooting Star Shadow]: NO YOUR NOT you say he loves u and that he don't mean to hurt u then u should tell him that he's hurting and if what u say is true then he'll stop and if its not true then he is mr right for you at all

2005-07-14 [Alfirin Lindlea]: he can't help it... i can't help it... i just have no idea what's going on

2005-07-14 [The real life Bella Swan]: Talk to him [Shooting Star Shadow] is right, trust me, he'll want to know. If he finds out that he was hurting you and you had the chance to tell him . . . that hurts more then just getting it all out in the open. Talk to him. Have a LONG talk with him. Tell him how you feel. He'll be glad you told him.

2005-07-14 [Shooting Star Shadow]: hun he can help just gotta tell him that he is hurting u just do this ok have him come over or however u want to meet him and be like hun there is a problem i know u don't mean it and u can't help it all but u r hurting me and if he asked'how am i hurting u' then tell him straight don't beat around the bush or anything just come out and say it and then go from there

2005-07-14 [Alfirin Lindlea]: i've told him... and it's killing him... and we're currently in the stages of breaking up. after everything that happened i guess it was inevitable, but he's making it so hard (like it isn't hard enough already)

2005-07-14 [Shooting Star Shadow]: then work with him and everything to figure out how to stop it and all then neither one of u will have to be hurt but i gotta go for a bit somoene needs to use the phone

2005-07-14 [Theola_Duvessa]: Whoa,what did I miss @@.....looks like a bunch of people have been getting hurt and upset *walks over and hugs [Alfirin Lindlea] * I'm sorry that your hurt and I can't help you...I can only help by listening and talking to you if you want me too.......*looks over to [Shooting Star Shadow]* and I mean I will listen to anyones and everyones problems and if you just want to vent,then just vent to me and I shall listen.

2005-07-14 [Alfirin Lindlea]: *shushes* No I'm sorry... I don't know why I randomly out burst... I never talk about things... sorry...

2005-07-14 [Shooting Star Shadow]: -looks over at [Alfirin Lindlea] maybe thats out problem is the fact that we both have problems and neither one of us normally talk about it

2005-07-14 [Theola_Duvessa]: No no no,it's good for you to let it all out because holding it in is not a very good thing because it builds up and gets bigger and heavier..I know....I held in my problems almost all my life and now I feel much better after I let most of it out....don't appoligize, just let the things, that a bothering you, out!!! you'll feel better then what you are now.please *does the puppy eyes*

2005-07-14 [Shooting Star Shadow]: hehe the puppy eyes don't work on me and yeah

2005-07-14 [Theola_Duvessa]: I wasn't giving you the puppy eyes...but I will figure out what makes you smile ...yessssss indeedy I shall *shakes head up and down*

2005-07-14 [Shooting Star Shadow]: good luck with that one i think u should get started soon becuz it'll be awhile

2005-07-14 [Theola_Duvessa]: ALRIGHT HERE I GoOoOoO!!!!!! *jumps on his lap* hiya

2005-07-14 [Shooting Star Shadow]: hey there you do know this don't make me smile makes me something else but no details are going to be released

2005-07-14 [Theola_Duvessa]: *runs and hides* I'm just trying to make you smile...T-T

2005-07-14 [Shooting Star Shadow]: hehe i know u r just warning becareful when u do that though

2005-07-14 [Theola_Duvessa]: I'm sorry if I made you angry

2005-07-14 [Shooting Star Shadow]: hehe u didn't make me angry thats not what i ment

2005-07-14 [Theola_Duvessa]: but see I don't know what makes you angry and what makes you happy.

2005-07-14 [The real life Bella Swan]: *eyes widen* I know whaty he meant . . .

2005-07-14 [Shooting Star Shadow]: hehe someone think pervetedly that will get u what im talking about

2005-07-14 [Theola_Duvessa]: I didn't....then what did I do???

2005-07-14 [Theola_Duvessa]: oooh ...lol I'm sorry ..but I can think pervertedly ^ ^ so I know what you meant.

2005-07-14 [Shooting Star Shadow]: HEHEHEHEHE come on don't make me say it please figure it out

2005-07-14 [Shooting Star Shadow]: im sorry but its just something that happens sometimes it sucks being a guy at times

2005-07-14 [Theola_Duvessa]: I already figured it out,I figured it out when you said you we're not angry

2005-07-14 [Shooting Star Shadow]: oh yeah i normally get that if u either bite me anywhere, sit on me or one way that im not saying for a reason

2005-07-14 [Theola_Duvessa]: I don't wanna know....my mind is soo messed up that I know what all guys think....I was tought how

2005-07-14 [Shooting Star Shadow]: hehe then what am i thinking and im willing to put money on it your dead wrong

2005-07-14 [Theola_Duvessa]: I'm not dead T-T just messed up

2005-07-14 [Shooting Star Shadow]: hehe cute i wish i was dead or at least a ghost right now

2005-07-14 [Theola_Duvessa]: NO *tackles [Shooting Star Shadow] * I WON'T LET YOU!!!