Vemyere

Chapter Two



Speaking of Leif, she had been pacing her room since Erai had left it. She could hear the noises through the walls, the banging bed, the moans and screams, Rixon's signature Spanish... Erai calling his name. The chorus of sounds had made her skin crawl slightly. She gulped back a lump in her throat, feeling angry that Erai had left her to go get a quick... whatever it was that sounded so fucking good. It was always good to see Erai thinking of others. She scoffed mentally and turned, grabbing a backpack and stuffing some shirts, pants and shoes into it, as well as some underwear and socks, then a tooth brush and paste, before moving downstairs and packing it with a few bags of chips and a couple of the mountain dews that Erai had showed her earlier. She could hear the sounds upstairs dying down, so she tip-toed to the front door, sliding out of it and gritting her teeth as she closed it again, before adjusting the bag on her shoulders and turning away from the house, looking both ways down the street of houses, wondering which way would be safest to go. She couldn't stay here... She would be better on her own.

Trayvon came around the corner of the porch and tsked loudly at her. "Erai won't be happy, knowing that your leaving." Leaping over the banister of the porch he smiled, leaning against one of the supporting beams. Tray crossed his arms over his chest and sighed heavily. "I know you're upset. Believe me, I share the sentiment, problem is, I don't think Erai realizes she's done anything wrong. Ever since I've known her she's done things to make everyone else happy, even if it meant she wouldn't be. I know Erai has no true feelings for me, or Rixon for that matter, but she didn't want to hurt him. But the way she looks at you...Baby, it's different. She's different around you, more patient than I have ever seen her, that's for damn sure." Taking a moment to pause in his rambling he pulled out a pack of cigarettes and lit one. Blowing out a puff of smoke he waited patiently before continuing on. "You need to talk to her. Explain how you feel. It's just in her mind set to make everyone around her happy. If she knew she upset you, it would kill her."

Leif had gasped a little and jumped at Trayvon's voice, spinning to face him and watching him sternly as he spoke. She straightened up and adjusted her backpack on her shoulders, then scoffed with a wrinkle of her nose. "I'm not your baby." she snapped. "And I'm not her problem. I can take care of myself."

"I'm sorry, wrong wording to use. It's a habit." Shrugging his shoulders gently he smiled. "Oh yeah? If you could take care of yourself, how come we had to save you? Hmmm?" He raised his eyes in question.

Erai had taken a quick shower and came out to find Rixon asleep, thankfully. She went to find Leif and found her on the porch, talking to Tray. She's done things to make everyone else happy... Was he talking about her? The more she listened, the more she knew he was. Biting her bottom lip she continued to listen until it was too much. "Tray!" Stepping out onto the porch she closed the door and frowned. "Go away..." Trayvon smiled and saluted her, going back around the side of the house to enter the basement through the walk out. Erai turned towards Leif and frowned. "So...I obviously did something wrong. Right? Mind telling me?" Sighing softly she shook her head, regretting just about everything she'd done since she woke up this morning. "I don't really think before I do things. Clearly. Or I wouldn't have upset you."

Leif had opened her mouth to retort Tray's accusation of her lack of being able to defend herself, but Erai had spoken up first. She furrowed her brow at Erai, just watching her as Trayvon disappeared, and taking a small step back almost defensively, gulping stubbornly. Her hands tightened into fists at her sides, her heart racing in her chest and her stomach in nervous knots at the idea of being stuck in a confrontation with Erai about this. "W-whatever you were doing with Rixon... I don't like it." she growled. "Y-you left me... in the middle of what we were doing... to go and do that with him?!" She wasn't even sure of what she was talking about, but she knew pointing it out might make a difference. She wasn't sure why, but Erai's simple act had... hurt. She hadn't felt this kind of pain since she had watched Creena get shot...

Erai sighed and shook her head gently. Leaning back against the house she propped one foot up on the wall behind her and crossed her arms over her chest. Nodding her head in understanding she frowned deeply. "I'm really sorry. I wasn't thinking. As you heard Tray say...I'm always trying to make everyone else happy first and myself last. Damn, Leif. I am sorry." Letting her arms fall to her sides she pushed off the wall and crossed over to Leif slowly. "I'll do anything to make it up to you. Anything. I didn't mean to hurt you." Pain shown in Erai's eyes and her hands trembled as she held them out in front of her. Practically begging for forgiveness.

Leif watched her carefully, studying her, as if weighing her sincerity. When Erai had approached her, even if it had been slowly, Leif had backed up a little. She had never made a habit of trusting others, and right when she had felt like she was starting to trust Erai, she had dashed it asunder by leaving with Rixon and being so intimate with him. She wasn't even SURE of what they had done, but it burned her. "I... I don't know..." she said softly, unsure of herself. "I just..." She blushed and hugged herself a little, rubbing her arms and frowning at the floor. "J-just... I don't want you doing that with anyone else again... ever... Not if you're going to do it with me."

Erai didn't hesitate this time, reaching out she grabbed one of Leif's hands and rubbed her thumb along the skin of her hand and nodded. "I promise. I was stupid. So stupid." Even a stranger could see the pain in Erai's eyes as she looked into Leif's eyes. "Will you please stay?" Biting down on her bottom lip she eyed the beautiful woman in front of her.

Leif flinched a little when she grabbed her hand, but she let her hold it, frowning and sighing slightly at the contact. After a hesitant silence, she nodded, looking down at the ground. "Okay... This time." she nodded. "But... next time I might not." She glanced at Erai again, as if daring her to hurt her again, then shifted on her feet and pulled her hand from hers, heading back towards the front door. "You hurt Trayvon too. I think you should apologize to him also." To be honest, she wasn't too open to the idea of speaking to Erai at the moment. So she would go upstairs and tuck the backpack away in the closet... just in case.

Erai bit her bottom lip as she did just as Leif said. It wasn't often that she went downstairs into Tray's space, but she was allowed. The last time she had been down there she had lost her virginity. Awkward sometimes to say the least. Clearing her throat as she came to the bottom of the stairs she stared at her closest and dearest friend.

Trayvon swiveled around to look at Erai. His eyes darted around as if looking for dirty clothing, finding none he relaxed and smiled hesitantly at her. "Ah...have a nice...nap."

Erai leaned against a beam in the middle of the room and sighed heavily. "It was a mistake, a terrible mistake. I'm sorry, Tray." Her voice quivered and broke as she was over come by emotion. She knew that things between her and Rixon would be...strange to say the least. There friendship would be awkward now.

Trayvon held up his hand and shook his head. "I know you better than anyone on this planet, so I could never hold this against you, but I also know that we will be nothing but friends. And, baby, I'm okay with that. Because at least your in my life." Standing suddenly he crossed the room and pulled her against him, hugging her tightly.

Erai pulled out of the hug gently and smiled up at her friend. "I'm sorry it couldn't have been you. You'll find a girl who makes you happy some day."

Trayvon just shrugged his shoulders as he sat back down in his wheely chair and grinned happily. "So...you and Leif?"

Erai let out a soft snort and shook her head as she sat in a near by chair. "I find her extremely attractive and want nothing more than to protect her and pleasure her and...make her happy. I want to see her smile. I can just imagine how it would transform her face." A soft smile crossed Erais face as she talked about it. Shaking her head she stood and headed for the stairs. "I'll let you get back to work. I'm going to go make lunch." Sending a wave over her shoulder she smiled as she headed up the stairs and into the kitchen. Leaning against the counter she thought to herself for a moment and then sighed. "What to make....Chili!" Bustling about the room she gathered the contents and began browning the sausage and hamburger.

Leif had been sitting on the bed silently in her room, waiting to hear any sort of movement from the lower part of the house. When she heard Erai starting to pull things out to make chili, she stood up and moved slowly towards the door, peeking out and biting her lip. She frowned, wondering if she should risk going down there, then looked up when she heard the door down the hall open and Rixon stepped out. He passed in front of her, shirtless, his silver dogtags dangling in front of his abs on the long chain, his jeans loosely hanging off of his hips. He gave Leif a smug smile that made her brow furrow, then headed downstairs, singing to himself in Spanish. Leif slammed the door shut again and locked it from the inside. He headed into the kitchen and smiled at Erai, coming up behind her and kissing at her neck and shoulder, his hands running up and down her sides. "Buenas tardes, bonita..."

Erai stepped out of Rixon's embrace. Turning around she furrowed her eyebrows and shook her head gently. "Rixon...uh. What happened--well-- It won't be happening again." Sighing heavily she shook her head and turned back to her chili. Dumping in several more ingredients she finished with several shakes of the chili powder. Placing the lid on the pot she let it begin to simmer. "I'm sorry, but as I said before, this may happen. I don't want it to be awkward between us, if at all possible." Running a hand through her long black hair she moved across the kitchen to grab the dishes to place them on the table.

Rixon frowned at her as he watched her move about and he sighed, leaning against the counter and running a hand over his hair. He sighed and rubbed the back of his neck, then nodded and bit his lip. "I understand, Erai... Maybe you were right." he whispered and frowned at the floor. "Besides, Tray would kill me." He chuckled wryly and shrugged, then sighed towards the ceiling. "I'm sorry. Maybe I should have just kept my distance." After a few moments though, he looked towards her and frowned. "It's the girl, isn't it?"

Erai bit down on her bottom lip as she placed theist plate in its spot. Turning around she frowned slightly. "Yes. It is. Is it that obvious?" Raising her eyebrow curiously she smiled and walked over to Rixon. "I still love you. I don't think it will be that awkward between us. We are too good of friends." Wrapping her arms around his waist she hugged him tightly before pulling away to smile at him. "I promise things won't change."

"I promise too." Rixon nodded and hugged her back with a small smile. "And yes, it is kinda obvious... you look at her differently. I can't describe it... but it's a look that I wish I earned from you." he said with a crooked smile and hugged her again with a sigh. "It's alright... I'll get over this terrible heart break in no time. Just watch. In fact... Is Simi single?" he asked playfully and winked, letting her go and moving to grab a shirt from the laundry room, pulling it on and heading out of the front door even before she could argue.

Erai rolled her eyes and went upstairs to check on Leif. Knocking on the girls door she leaned against the door frame and spoke through the door. "Leif, want to help me with lunch? I'll need someone to taste test. I'm biast. It's always good!" A soft giggle escaped her lips as she waited for Leif to acknowledge her.

Leif frowned at the door a moment. She had heard Rixon leave--she thought--and she was unsure about when she was going to let Erai back in. She shifted to the door though, leaning against it and closing her eyes with a sigh. "I don't know..." she called and frowned. "..What are you making..?" Her tone of voice then made it obvious she was giving in, though slowly.

"Chili. I don't know what you like yet so I just picked something yummy. We'll have to sit down and get to know each other better that way I can cook for you and it be something you actually like." Crossing her arms over her chest and chewed on the inside of her cheek. "Rixon is gone so it's just you and me until I call Trayvon to lunch." Moving away from the door she unlaced her boots and sat them outside her bedroom door. Wiggling her toes against the carpet she sighed in content. She hated shoes, if she could live without them she would but it was very difficult in this day and age.

Leif listened to her and bit her lip, feeling her stomach grumble loudly. She had never tried chili before. The compound never made meals like that before. It was usually very simple, plain meals every day. She unlocked and opened the door slowly, peeking out of it and blushing a little. "I've never had chili before..." she admitted softly.

Standing up from placing her boots on the floor, Erai smiled and nodded her head towards the stairs. "Well come on then." Erai refrained from touching her, instead she moved away, leading the way down the stairs. Entering the kitchen she headed straight for the stove and lifted the lid of the pot to stir the contents inside. Sniffing the air she smiled softly. "It smells great..."

Leif had followed her down the stairs silently, hugging herself slightly protectively and biting her lip. She looked around the kitchen, as if double checking that they really were alone, then shifted closer to the pot and leaned in to smell it. It smelled like tomatoes, spices and meat. She heard and felt her stomach growl louder in protest and she licked her lips. "It does smell good.."

Erai reached over to a near by drawer and pulled out a large spoon. Scooping up some chili she held the spoon up to Leif's lips and smiled softly, one hand under the spoon so that Leif would jut have to open her mouth. "Here, try it." Erai bit down on her bottom lip and watched her carefully.

Leif's lips thinned for a moment, then she looked up at Erai and furrowed her brow slightly. But she nodded and eventually carefully leaned forward, opening her mouth in a gentle parting of her lips, slurping some of the chili off of the spoon. She leaned back again and tasted it, rolling it around on her tongue and licking her lips, looking at the pot as she did and humming. She then looked at Erai and blushed, nodding. "It's good..."

Erai cupped Leif's cheek gently and smiled softly before turning away and scooping up some for herself. "Good, I'm glad." Slurping the chili into her mouth she moaned softly. "Oh...perfect." Smiling she turned the heat up just slightly so it would finish soon and moved towards the fridge. Grabbing two mountains dews she walked over to the table and set them down before lowering herself into a chair.

Leif watched her moving about the kitchen, then slowly made her own way over to the chairs, only after Erai had sat down. She instead leaned on the back of her chair, watching Erai for a moment in silence before speaking up. "Why are you so weird?" She asked this bluntly, her brown eyes locked on Erai studiously, her hair framing her face in long strands.

Erai grinned softly and shrugged her shoulders. "I just am. I wouldn't be me if I wasn't weird. But tell me, what is so 'weird' about me?" Turning to she could see her more clearly. Looking up into Leif's eyes she chewed on her bottom lip softly. No matter what, any time she got around this woman she wanted to pull her against her and kiss her passionately, roam her hands along her gorgeous goddess like body. A shiver ran down her spine as she watched Leif closely.

"I don't know, you just... are." Leif grumbled, straightening up off of the chair back and sighing, frowning down at the floor with a cute pout and running a hand through her hair. "You're just blunt and crazy and you can't seem to make up your mind about anything, but somehow everything still seems to work out because of you. You focus more on the happiness of others instead of your own, but that never really makes anyone else happy because everyone else just wants to make YOU happy." she grumbled. "It's maddening!" she sighed, taking a breath. "So I gotta ask you... What would make you happy?"

Erai stood and moved close to Leif. Placing her hands on the girls hips she pulled her close, so their bodies were touching. "You, you make me happy." Leaning forward, keeping her eyes locked with Leif's she gently brushed her lips against Leif's. "What would make me even happier, is if I could get a smile out of you." The words slipped from her lips before she even really thought about it, but in the end it was the most truthful thing she's said all day.

Leif blushed deeply, frozen on the spot and slightly dazed from the contact of their lips, her eyelids fluttering closed a moment and she breathed out. "Y-you are weird..." She gulped, her hands slowly sliding up Erai's arms to her shoulders, leaning in closer to close the gap between them, then she seemed to blink and wake herself up. "W-wait... You were with him.. this morning..." It was too soon, wasn't it? She would probably still taste like him. She could certainly still smell him on her.

"I'm sorry," Erai pulled away and looked at the ground for a moment. Biting her bottom lip she turned and took the can of mountain dew off the table and took a sip. "I will continue to apologize until you forgive me..." Closing her eyes she inhaled deeply, trying to get her emotions under control. Damnit, why did she have to be so stupid...She would never touch anyone in front of Leif.

Leif let her go, watching her and biting her lip, then blushed and shifted on her feet, feeling nervous. "W-what did you guys do?" She didn't know what sex was between a man and a woman, but she had a feeling it was similar to what she and Erai had done before she'd left with Rixon. "Is... Is it fun..? Did you like it?"

"It's very fun and intimate." Erai turned back to Leif and ran a hand through her hair. "It feels great, but...It can be better with a woman." Erai's eyes flickered down to Leif's lips for a moment before they returned to her eyes. "When your ready, if you'd like, I can show you how good. It would be my honor..."

Leif blushed and shifted on her feet a little more, almost taking a step back. "I-Intimate...?" she whispered, raising a hand to her lips and brushing a fingertip over the bottom one, then blushed and looked at Erai. "Like what we were doing earlier?" She bit her lip and straightened up, then gulped. That strange pulsing was happening in her panties again... pulsing, throbbing... wet. She shivered and looked away for a moment, then over her shoulder at the stairs before slowly glancing back at Erai in almost a playful way. She wasn't smiling, but her eyes showed a sort of deep curiousity, bred of innocence and rebeliousness.

Erai's hands trailed over Leif's body, running down her back to gently grip her ass. "Yes, just like earlier, only more." Instantly thoughts of the toys in Erai's bedside table came to mind. She couldn't help herself, leaning forward she pressed her lips softly against Leif's for a moment before slowly deepening the kiss. "I'm sorry, I just can't help myself when it comes to you..."

"Well then the feeling is mutual. Why are we still standing here, weirdo?" Leif whispered hotly against Erai's lips, kissing her again a bit more firmly and rolling her ass in her palm before letting her go and turning, running up the stairs with only a brief glance backwards to make sure Erai was following. She wanted to know what was so great about this sex thing.

Erai moved over to the stove and turned it on the lowest setting to the chili wouldn't burn. Following Leif up the stairs she nodded towards her room. She'd changed the sheets earlier and wanted to share her bed with Leif, and only Leif. "We'll have more fun in here." Taking Leif's hand she pulled her into the room and closed the door, locking it, she gently pushed Leif against the door, running her hands up and down the girls arms she kissed her deeply.

Leif whimpered into Erai's mouth as she kissed her back, squirming against the door before sliding away from it and breaking the kiss with a pant. She didn't like being pinned or cornered... it gave her flashbacks of school. She stifled a shudder and reached out, grabbing Erai's hand and pulling her to her, kissing her again softly, but deeply, her tongue flicking against Erai's shyly. She then shuffled backwards, until her legs hit the bed, and she stopped, breaking the kiss again so she could peel her shirt off, tossing it aside and blushing at the breeze acrossed her stomach and chest. She could feel her nipples getting hard under her bra, and it felt good... but not as good as Erai's hands had felt earlier.

Erai wanted to see her. All of her. Slowly she reached around Leif and unclasped her bra, her fingers trailed down Leif's back and around her hips to the front of her pants to unbutton and unzip them. Slowly she pushed them and her panties to the floor. Stepping away from Leif she slowly began to unbutton her shirt. "Or would you like to do this part?" She would give the girl the option, in case she wanted to see what it was like to undress another woman, feel her fingers, glide along another womans body. A shiver ran down Erais spine just at the thought of it.

Leif had gotten quite the thrill at being undressed so carefully by this woman in front of her. She swallowed thickly and moved closer to her, lifting her hands slowly to the buttons on her shirt and very carefully undoing them. Her fingers graced Erai's skin under the shirt between her breasts and she gasped a little, like it had shocked her, and her blush deepened, but she kept going. Soon the shirt was unbuttoned completely and she pushed it off of Erai's shoulders lightly, her eyes roaming over the volumptuous body in front of her slowly. She bit her lip and looked up into Erai's eyes bashfully, then moved closer and clumsily fought with Erai's jeans before getting them undone and pushing them down too. "W-what now?" she whispered hotly, her nipples hard as they pressed against Erai's breasts too.

Erai placed her hands on Leif's thighs and trailed her finger tips all the way up the girls body until she cup her breasts gently in her hands, massaging them slowly. "Now, I make you feel good." Keeping one hand on a breast she moved the other to cup the back of Leif's head and kiss her passionately, sliding her tongue along her bottom lip as she rubbed her thumb along Leif's nipple.

Leif gasped into Erai's mouth, running her tongue along hers as well and pushing her breast into her palm more, shuddering and whimpering weakly. She stepped backwards until they were on the bed, pulling her over herself and whining again. She very slowly, shyly and obviously nervously--based off of how much her hands were shaking--cupped Erai's breast in return, rubbing her palm over her nipple firmly.

Erai pressed her forehead against the side of Leif's head and sighed happily. "Thats it, baby. Feels good." The hand that had been cupping Leif's head was now making its way down her body until it slide in between her legs to massage her gently. Sliding up she wedged her hand in between her legs and gently slide one finger along the slit of her very wet pussy. "So hot..." Carefully she capture Leif's earlobe in her mouth and sucked on it softly. "Tell me if I need to go slower or...if Im not going fast enough. If you need release we can experiment more later."

Leif gasped deeply at the feel of Erai's hand at her slit, blushing bright red and panting heavily. Her heart was racing in her ears, her eyes closed over lightly in disbelief. "N-Nn..." she whined, shivering and giving Erai's breast a gentle squeeze. Her thighs had clamped shut at first, out of nervousness and reflex, then slowly and gradually opened again, spreading for Erai's hand to move freely. "J-just... start slow.." she breathed, gulping again and licking her lips.

Erai played with Leif's slit for quit some time, allowing her to get used to the sensation and to cause her just enough pleasure. Carefully she pressed the tip of her thumb against Leif's clit and stared down into her eyes as she began to rub ever so slowly. Licking her lips, Erai took a steadying breath as she watched the goddess in front of her. Every fiber of her wanted to ravage this beautiful woman but Erai wanted Leif to enjoy her first time and learn to love the feeling, so she kept herself reigned in.

Leif's breaths grew deeper, thicker, slower, her body twitching and bucking her hips occasionally against Erai's thumb on her clit. She couldn't control it. She gulped and bit her lip, eyes closed as she just admired the feeling of the fiery tingles running up and down her spine at the contact. "O-ooh... wow..." she breathed shakily, blinking up at Erai and blushing deeply. "C-can you go... faster..?" she whispered, watching her nervously. "Just a little.."

Erai smiled and nodded her head. "Baby, I can go as fast as you want." She inserted a finger into Leif as she began moving he thumb more quickly over her clit. Leaning forward she captured her earlobe in her mouth before whispering into her ear. "If you want you can moan. I can't help but moan when Im being pleasured, and its a really big turn on."

A small whimper escaped Leif when she felt Erai slide a finger into her, shuddering and panting with a deep blush. Her own hands were too shy to touch Erai any more than she already had, so they instead gripped at the sheets on either side of herself, fisting the blankets beneath herself tightly and twitching with her curling toes and hips. "Mm..." she moaned after Erai's words, still breathing deeply. The feeling of Erai's finger wriggling inside of her felt so good... and her thumb on her clit did too. "M-more..?" she panted, gulping.

Erai slid another finger inside of Leif and wiggled them around rapidly. Whispering into her ear once again, she smiled. "That's it Leif, moan for me. I want to make you feel good, I want to make you cum. Can you cum for me baby?" Her fingers inside Leif quickened ever more at the thought of making Leif come. She'd have to introduce Leif to her double headed dildo. Unbeknownst to the government, there were still porn stores in the cities, and Erai was a frequent shopper. Clearing her mind of those thoughts she went back to focusing all her attention on Leif and making the goddess that lay beneath her cum.

"Nn! O-oh.." Leif panted, whimpering and breathing quickly, her hips bucking up against Erai's hand. She was so tight and inexperienced that even just two fingers was enough to make her feel full. She gasped and cried out a moan, blushing as the sound escaped her against her will, and she felt a sort of pressure building in her hips. The more Erai wriggled her fingers and rubbed her clit, the more it built up, and she had to whisper shakily, "W-what's... happening..?" She then gasped deeply. The pressure had built up so much that it overflowed, exploding through her like a bomb, electric and hot, buzzing up into her skull and to every fingertip and toe. She cried out loudly, shuddering deeply and going stiff, her muscles clentching and spasming around Erai's fingers tightly. She couldn't breathe for a second, her heart thudding in her ears and her body buzzing as she slowly relaxed again. Her first orgasm.

Erai flicked her thumb against Leif's clit a few more times before withdrawing her fingers and licking them clean. Leaning down she kissed Leif's forehead and smiled. "You just had your first orgasm, and it was beautiful." Placing her hand on Leif's stomach, she began massaging it gently to relax the muscles that were most likely sore right now. "Damn, your gorgeous." Erai smiled for a second before kissing Leif passionately.

Leif was a panting mess of light sweat and tingling nerves as she relaxed under Erai on the bed, blushing deeply. "U-uhn..." she moaned and shivered, biting her lip when the kiss broke. She blinked up at her and swallowed thickly, then slowly raised her hands up against Erai's skin, running her hands over her hips and sides, then up her front to her breasts, cupping them both and moving to take one nipple into her mouth, suckling lightly and just rolling her tongue over it experimentally. She wanted to please Erai now... give her what she had just experienced.

Erai's hand, that wasn't proping her up, went to the back of Leif's head as a soft moan escaped her lips. "Mmm...just like that." Running her fingers through Leif's hair she moaned softly. Erai's breasts and nipples had always been a very sensitive area for her, most time's they were so sensitive she didn't let anyone touch them, but Leif was causing her so much pleasure that Erai didnt care. She just wanted her to continue.

Leif moaned around Erai's nipple in her mouth, suckling and rolling her tongue over it, then biting on it very gently, just pinching it between her teeth. She then pulled her mouth from it and moved to the other one, doing the same with that one and very shyly running a hand down her front towards Erai's pussy. She brushed her fingertips over it, hesitantly feeling the bare skin, and gulping nervously as she slid her fingers against her slit.

"Ah!" Erai arched her hips towards Leif's hand and moaned softly. For not knowing what she was doing, Leif sure did have the fingers and the mouth of a goddess. Cupping Leifa cheek she urged her head up. Once within her reach, Erai leaned forward and kissed her, almost roughly but not enough to hurt either of them. The kiss was hungry in fact, begging for more.

Leif whimpered against Erai's lips, blushing and holding it, kissing her back deeply and hotly, her fingers pressing more firmly against her slit and rubbing lightly. She wasn't sure what she was looking for... That spot that Erai had been rubbing with her thumb had been amazing, and now she was trying to find it on Erai. She broke the kiss with a shakey breath and whispered, "S-show me what to do.." She wanted to know how to please Erai.

Erai smiled softly and reached down to help Leif. Taking Leif's thumb she brushed it over her own clit and let out a sharp gasp. "Right there...and if you curl your fingers upwards just slightly, you'll hit what is called my g-spot." Erai's eyes were half closed with pleasure as she watched Leif.

Leif gasped too at how sensitive it was for Erai, blinking at her and nodding, gulping thickly at her words. She would try to find that g-spot... but for now she wanted to experiment more with Erai's clit. She flicked and rubbed her thumb over it gently, watching Erai's face to make sure she caused nothing but pleasure. She wanted to make sure she was doing this right. She couldn't help but notice how soft and wet Erai's slit was though, making her blush and become excited all over again.

Erai gasped loudly, arching her back slightly. "Oh, Leif that feels so good..." Erai tried her best to encourage Leif but all she could so really was lie there and moan. The closer she got to orgasm the louder she got. If Leif continued to play with her clit, she would definitely cum, and cum hard.

Leif blushed deeply and gulped, licking her lips at the sight of Erai squirming, arching and moaning. She rubbed her thumb in small circles over Erai's clit a little more, then gently slid two fingers upwards into her, curling her fingertips upwards like Erai had told her to before until she was pressing against the g-spot. She rubbed and put pressure there firmly, all the while her thumb never leaving Erai's clit.

"Yes! Yes, right there!" Crying out loudly, Erais body tensed visibly before she let out a scream of pleasure. Humping against Leif's fingers her body began to tremble as she rode her orgasm for as long as she could. Spent and exauhsted, her body stilled and went limp. Panting heavily she signed in content. "Won--Wonderful..."

Leif watched her face as it was awash with pleasure, watching her body tense and tighten and felt her muscles spasming around her fingers. It was enough to give her chills. Before she knew it, she was soaking wet between her legs again, pulsing for more. It had felt so wonderful. She carefully pulled her fingers back with another teasing flick at Erai's clit, then blushed. "You're very pretty when you cum..."

Erai produced a slight blush as she pulled Leif towards her. "Thank you." capturing Leif's lips in a passionate kiss, she began rubbing the girls hips. Spreading her legs she moved so that Leif was in between them. "That was one of the best orgasms I've ever had." Sliding her hands around from Leif's hips to her ass she smiled, massaging her ass gently.

Leif blushed as she was moved, laying over Erai slightly and grinding her pussy down against the other woman's, feeling both of their wet juices between them and she gulped, rolling her ass a little in Erai's hands. "I-I'm glad..." she whispered, watching Erai's lips lightly. She kissed her again firmly, wrapping her arms around her, then pulled one hand back and began to toy with her nipple again lightly, feeling playful again.

Biting her bottom lip, Erai looked into Leif's eyes. "Leif, would...would you like to loose your virginity?" Sliding her hands around her ass more she slid a finger between her ass cheeks to rub gently around her hole. Nuzzling Leif's neck she inhaled deeply. "I understand if you want to wait, just know that I'm more than willing..."

Leif shuddered at the feeling of Erai's finger on her puckered hole, but when the question sank into her brain, she gasped. "L-lose my...?" she started, then trailed off before blushing deeply and gulping thickly. She shook her head and pulled herself back from Erai then, sitting up and away, then getting off of the bed and moving to grab her clothes. "N-no... no... not yet.."

Erai held up her hands before she crawled out of bed. Walking over to the closet, she began rummaging around before She found a one piece jean dress that would barely reach mid thigh. Sliding the dress on without a bra or panties she walked over to Leif and touched her cheek gently. "Okay that's fine, I was only offering." Kissing Leif's forehead she smiled. "Lunch is no doubt done. We should go eat." Looking into Leifs eyes for a moment she frowned. "I'll leave you to yourself for a few." Leaving the room she headed for the stairs. As she passed the basement door she peeked her head down and called Trayvon to lunch. Leaving the door open she went into the kitchen and began filling bowls.

Leif frowned down at the floor as Erai stepped out of the room, hugging her clothes to her chest and sighing sadly. She'd ruined the moment... She rubbed her head and sighed again, then began to dress before heading downstairs, her eyes on the floor as she moved into a seat and sat down slowly, fingering the silverware on the table. "I'm sorry..." she mumbled to Erai, glancing at her shyly.

"Baby, don't be sorry. I don't want to push something like that on you. It's an important moment. I chose someone I knew I could trust and love forever. It just turns out he's my best friend." Shrugging her shoulders, Erai glanced up as Tray entered the room and sat down at his place at the table. "Speak of the devil." she set a bowl down in front of Tray but he hesitated to eat when he realized they had been talking about him.

"Uhm... Do I need to walk back out of the room?" Erai shook her head and set her bowl and Leif's down before turning away to get some drinks, crackers, and cheese. Trayvon loved his chili with cheese and once it was set down in front of him he practically jumped at it.

"Animal."

Trayvon gasped in mock horror. "Its not every day I get your cooking so hush!"

Leif was still staring at the table in front of herself, now at the bowl that had been placed there. She grit her teeth hard enough to almost hear them grinding, her hands clutching at her knees under the table now. "I'm not hungry." she grumbled, standing up and turning, heading outside instead. Her skin was crawling.

Erai sighed and slammed a fist into the table. "Does she want me to just start lying to her? Damnit!" Nodding her head at Trayvon she followed Leif outside. "Hey! You don't get to just storm out!" Without touching her, Erai hurried to stand in front of Leif. "I understand talking about my past sex life upsets you, but it happened. I can't change that. And I'm not going to lie to you about any of it. I'm sorry I was celibate until you came along." Erai clenched her hands into fists and stared at the younger girl in front of her. "You can't get mad at me every time I speak. If you do we're going to have a hard time living with each other..."

"It wasn't just that, Erai!" Leif snapped, glaring at her and shaking her head. "Yes, that pissed me off, but that wasn't all!" She growled and her fists tightened at her sides. "Stop calling me baby! I'm not a fucking baby! I'm not your baby either! Just stop it! Call me baby one more time, I swear I'll fucking leave!" she growled. "I'm not a child! You don't have to talk to me like I am one!"

"Leif...baby isn't just...a child. It's a word that some use for sexual endearments. And you can't just flip out on me for that when I didn't know it bothered you. You have to fucking talk to me." Erai inhaled deeply, clenching her fists so tight that her body began to shake. Was this girl really worth all the emotional whiplash that Erai was being put through? Sighing heavily she turned away and headed for the garage. "I'm going for a ride..." Grabbing her jacket and helmet from a near by hanger, she pulled them both on. Poking her head into the house she saw Trayvon still sitting at the table. "I'm going for a ride."

Looking up from his bowl, Trayvon cocked an eyebrow at her before nodding his head. "Keep your phone on."

Rolling her eyes she pulled her keys off of the key holder by the door and mounted her bike. Starting up the engine she backed the bike out of the garage and onto the street. Without so much as a glance in Leif's direction she kicked the bike into gear and headed off down the road out into the country side. Of course everything she passed was abandoned and run down but it was the ride that calmed her down.

Trayvon stood from the table and came outside to Leif, a deep frown set across his face. "Ya know...ya can't expect her to read your mind. We're not the goverenment controlling you with medication. We have no idea what's going on in your mind."

Leif growled deeply, her eyes spilling over with tears. She snapped her head around to glare hard at Trayvon and she shook with anger. "Fuck you." she snapped. She turned and headed back into the house, up to her room and she slammed the door and locked it, before grabbing her bag and slinging it over her shoulder. She then headed out of the window this time, dropping down to the ground on the other side of the house, heading off down the street without any hesitation. She didn't know where she was going, but at least it was away from them. She felt pain in her chest... a burning ache. And a dull ache in her hips that was reminiscent of her past. She hugged herself tightly and spluttered a sob, breaking into a run through the reservation, trying to find a way out of it.

Erai drove a little while longer before she felt truly calm. Doing a small u-turn in the middle of the road she headed back for home. This time she didn't hug the bike so tightly with her legs, her shoulders weren't so tense, and her back wasn't huntch so deep. As she got closer to the reservation she noticed several things. Trayvon was circling the outer wall with his bike, obviously searching for something and there were people scurrying about outside the walls. Raising an eyebrow she flicked on her mic and called into it. "What happened?"

Trayvons head whipped around at the sound of Erais voice. Seeing her pass through the gates he followed her in and found her parked just inside. Taking off his helmet he let out a curse. "Your little girlfriends run away." Crossing his arms over his chest he waited for her to explode.

Erai sighed heavily and looked down at the clock on her bike. She'd been gone 10 minutes at the most. "She couldn't have gotten far." dismounting her bike she went in search of her on foot, inside the reservation. This girl was more trouble than she was worth. Looking around she saw Leif run behind a building. Cursing, Erai took off at a run knowing she would be able to catch Leif easily. Coming within a foot of Leif she jumped, tackling the girl to the ground. Straddling Leif's body she crossed her arms over her chest and waited for the attack she was bound to get.

Leif let out a scream as she was tackled, kicking and squirming under Erai's body as she was pinned on her stomach, struggling before managing to hook her leg under Erai's knee and twisting them so she could push Erai off of her. "LET GO!" she screamed, growling and throwing punches and kicks as much as she could to get away. When she recognized it was Erai though, she stopped kicking and panted, angry tears streaming her cheeks. She pushed Erai away with an angry shove, standing up on wobbly legs and coughing a sob before grabbing up her bag again. "Did you really have to tackle me?!" she growled.

"Actually, since you were running away from me, maybe. But it helped get some pent up aggression out of me so yes." Standing, Erai crossed her arms over her chest and frowned deeply. "You seem to think running answers all of your problems. Let me tell you sweetheart, my life isn't easy. The shit that happens in my life isn't easy. And I dont just get shit handed to me, I work for it. So if you plan on sticking around here, where it's EASIEST to live, you better suck it up and grow some guts, because in the end we're all you have. We risked our lives getting you out of that place. We risk our lives by opening up our home to you. And how do you thank us? Me? By being a selfish little bitch and getting upset any time anything doesn't seem to go your way, or go perfect. You're in the real world now. It doesn't just happen like that. You want to go live on your own, and try and find your own way, by all means have at it. But this is the last time I'm going to chase after your ass." Turning away from Leif to take in deep breaths and calm herself, once again, she sighed heavily, not happy at all at how this day had gone.

Leif gaped at her, in shock, then shook her head and let out an angry growl, throwing her hands up into the air in exasperation. "Don't you DARE pretend to know me or who I am for even ONE SECOND!" she screamed, pointing an angry finger at Erai's back and glaring hard at it, more tears running down her cheeks. "Standing there, calling ME selfish!" she snapped. "The nerve you have! You want to keep me locked up here, with YOU, and have me play your cute little lover for the rest of my life?! Perfectly content in the same place for the next fifty years?! Fuck that! I've been locked up my entire LIFE, Erai, forced to do things I would rather DIE than have to do again!" she screamed angrily, shaking all over. "I grew up with bars on my windows and no freedom to go outside! EVER! The last time I was outside was when I was eight years old, and the last thing I saw outside was the walkway leading into the compound!" She shuddered at the memory and hugged herself a moment, then straightened up and grit her teeth. "So pardon me if I want PRIVACY and FREEDOM for the first time in ten fucking years!" She hiccuped a sob, shaking all over and she fell to the ground in a heap, shaking her head. "Y-you don't know me! Y-you don't know what I've b-been through! YOU DON'T KNOW!" she screamed at her, pounding a fist on the ground. "STOP PRETENDING LIKE YOU DO! AND STOP TRYING TO CONTROL ME! Yes, you saved me from that horrid place, and I'm grateful, really, I am, but you cannot FORCE me to stay here with that hanging over my head! It's like another set of fucking bars!"

"No ones forcing you to stay here, Leif. We're just trying to protect you. Yeah sure, go outside. But going outside the reservation where there isn't anything for almost a hundred miles in either direction. That'll just end up killing you. Or the freaks out there will. And don't tell me I don't know. I'm sure you've heard stories or rumors of a girl. They called her the worst case scenario. She was raped, passed around to all the guards or orderlies, she was beaten and tortured. That girl was me. I have the marks to prove it." As she spoke, Erai's words were soft and deadly calm, as if she were just telling another story. For the first two years of being in the reservation she had refused to let anyone go behind her for fear of them either seeing the marks on her back, or touching them. The guards had kept her raw and bleeding for days, hoping she would give up her fight and just go along with her life like every other girl. But that hadn't happened. The day she was being transferred out of the city she had killed 2 guards and the head doctor in an attempt to get free. Several girls had seen but she knew they had been told to keep quiet. Erai had changed a lot since those days. She was stronger now, more dependent on herself. She knew Leif would be confused a bit by the raping's, since Erai had mentioned that Trayvon had taken her virginity, but if Leif wanted to know, she could ask. Erai wouldn't be forthcoming with information any longer.

Leif coughed a sob, watching Erai's back in painful disbelief. Well.. she guessed they had a lot more in common than she thought. She gulped and shuddered with hot tears running down her face. She hugged herself tightly, then shakily stood up, adjusting the bag on her shoulder. She sniffled thickly and turned, walking towards Erai, then passed her, trudging slowly forward. "I want my own house... just me. No one else." she growled. "I-I don't want people watching me all the fucking time anymore. I don't need your help if I don't ask for it."

"You'll have to talk to Trayvon about that." Erai walked along stiffly, back to her bike. "If there is a house available." Straddling her bike she kept her helmet off. "I'm sorry if me trying to be nice, and make sure you were okay, made you feel like I was watching you." Tears brimmed her eyes as she started the bike. "Who I do or do not sleep with is no longer your business, so. When you want come by and get your shit." Kicking the bike into gear she took off back into the direction of her house.

Trayvon had stayed by the bikes to make sure everything was okay. But when Erai returned and said what she had said in front of him, he'd about passed out in shock. He'd never heard her say something like that. So hurtful, and her voice filled with pain. His eyes slid over to Leif, somewhat cold and unhappy. "What is it you'd like to talk to me about?"

Leif had followed her back towards the house on foot, and when Trayvon had spoken to her, she flinched visibly, clutching the strap of her bag. "I-if I'm going to keep living here... I want my own house." she grumbled. "Away from everyone else. As soon as possible." She wiped at her face stubbornly, sniffling thickly and heading over to the garage. She wasn't about to go back inside. She would stay in the garage for as long as it took Trayvon to get her a place of her own. So for now, she sat down heavily on the ground, her back against the cold concrete wall of the garage, head hidden in her arms on her drawn up knees and she sobbed quietly.

Trayvon followed her into the garage. Normally he'd close the door but for now he left it open. He saw Erai's helmet and jacket still sitting on her bike so he picked them up and hung them where they belonged. "Ya know, Leif. This could have all been avoided if you'd just opened your mouth. We wont get angry for you being honest, but we will when you hurt our baby. We've treated you the same, if not BETTER than any girl thats come through here. Granted, Erai's never had feelings for one of you before now, but some things just can't be helped." Walking into the house he stopped suddenly. "I've never seen her hurt like this before..." Shaking his head he looked over at her. "I'll see what I can do about a house for you, AFTER I go and make sure Erai is okay." Snorting in disgust he walked into the house in search of Erai. He found her in the attic. Her place to do as she pleased, at the moment she was painting. Coming up behind her he wrapped his arms around her and pulled her back against his chest. "I'm sorry, kitty cat."

Erai turned around and buried her face in his chest, sobbing loudly. Her chest ached with how much pain she was in, emotionally and physically. "I should just ignore my head and be with you. At least you don't hurt me. I love you, easily, but I've never wanted to ruin our friendship..."

"Hush. I don't want to hear that. One because I couldn't standing to turn you down...and two because you dont want that. Not really at least." Sighing into her hair, he kissed the top of her head and held her close. "I mean...what about Rixon..."

Erai stiffened suddenly and shook her head. "Ah...no, not after today." Biting down on her bottom lip she looked up into Trayvon's eyes. "Please..."

Trayvon knew what she meant. Clearing his throat he shook his head. "I want to give you time, and allow yourself to think before we just...jump into something. Understand?" Leaning down he brushed his lips against hers and groaned. "I do love you thought, so don't think this a bad thing."

Erai smiled softly and nodded her head. "Your right...I just..need some time to think. Thank you, Tray."

Tray shrugged his shoulders and kissed her lips again before moving away. "I'm going to find an empty house. She expects one away from people...well I hate to tell her there isn't one." Sighing he shook his head and wandered into the basement and fired up his computer to see if there was anything availiable.

Leif stared numbly at the floor in front of herself, glaring hard at the ground and feeling a sting in her arm. She was clawing herself, her nails biting into her skin on her arm until she would bleed little half moons, then moved on to a new spot and started again. She wasn't doing it for attention, or because she wanted to hurt herself. She just wanted to see if she felt SOMETHING. Anything... to see if this was real. Was she really here? Did that all just happen? Really? She gulped and shook her head, standing up and sighing. She looked down at her bag again, then kicked it angrily across the floor where it thudded against the wall, and she turned, heading outside again into the street, starting to just walk. She could feel the sand getting into her tiny cuts and it stung, but she paid it no attention. She had too much going on in her head at the moment to care about it. She just stared at the ground, her face expressionless, and clean streaks running down her face where her tears had trailed in the dirt and grime on her cheeks. She just kept walking, feeling the sun on her back. She stopped though, turning and looking up at a small shack-like box, a shed of sorts, one door swung open and hanging off of the hinges, and some scuffling coming from inside. She moved to it and stepped inside, looking around before focusing on the source of the sound. She moved further inside and lowered herself to the floor, sitting back with her back to the wall and her knees drawn up again, hidden inside the shade of the shed, she pulled the small blonde puppy to herself, pulling him up into her lap and nuzzling him, giving a small whimper. He was tiny, only about eight weeks old, old enough to scamper around and give tiny barks and whines, but he was thin... he needed food and water. His mom was nowhere to be found. "I know how you feel..." she whispered and whined, feeling his warm, wet tongue against her cheek and she sniffled with a small smile, petting him. "I'm sorry." She could sleep here tonight... in this tiny shed with this baby puppy. "What should I call you...? Hmmm... Perhaps Roux. Yeah... I like Roux."

Tray, after a good half hour or so was able to find Leif a place. Granted it was only a little ways away from where they are at this exact moment but she would just have to deal with it. Coming back upstairs he went out into the garage. "Fuck..." Going outside he called out her name. After no response he began walking along the streets, calling her name until he got an answer. Damn kid! I don't have time for this shit!

Leif could hear Tray calling for her outside and she sighed, looking down at the sleeping German Shepherd puppy in her lap, stroking his blonde and black fur before standing up, cradling him gently in her arms. She stepped outside from the shed and carried him back towards the house, seeing Tray along the way. "His name is Roux." she said numbly, stroking his ears before heading back to the house to grab her backpack.

"Cute. I found you a place. It's not as secluded as you want, since we dont have utter seclusion out here. But it's your own place. You'll have to start doing things around town if you want to have supplies like us. Food isn't just handed out here, Erai works her ass off for the food we're provided." Leading the way into the house he went into a room that no one has been in in quite a while and unlocked a cabinet. Grabbing a set of keys he relocked the cabinet and came back out to Leif. "Grab your bag and I'll show you." Trayvon had a hard time being civil to this little...woman. She'd hut his best friend and that was not acceptable. But he wanted her out of his house as fast as possible so that Erai could be somewhat happy again.

Leif followed Tray as he showed her away from the house and towards her own, adjusting the bag on her shoulder and carrying Roux in her arms gently. Once they got to the new house, she looked up at it. It was small, comfortable, and it had a fenced yard that Roux could grow up in. Perfect. "Thanks." she grumbled, though she had a feeling it wasn't entirely out of the goodness of his heart that he was doing this for her. She held out her hand for the keys, watching him sadly. "Don't worry, I'm a quiet neighbor." she hissed. "I won't bother Era--you guys... again."

Placing the keys in hands hand, Trayvon snorted. "I could really give a shit. Just don't hurt her anymore. Got it?" without waiting he turned around and headed back towards the door. "Everyone reports to me or Erai once a week. If you need helping finding work let us or Rixon know and we will help you find work." shaking his head he went two doors down and into his house, slamming the door.

Leif watched him go, frowning down at the keys in her hand, then turned towards her new house and went inside slowly, carrying Roux until they were over the doorjamb, then set him down carefully. He poddled after her with clumsy steps, yipping up at her and wagging his tiny tail as she moved through the single-story house. She went down the hallway, checked the master bedroom and spare bedroom, the bathrooms, and the backyard. It was nice, but could use some work. She sighed and moved to the broken down couch in the living room and collapsed onto it, slumping sadly before curling up on it with Roux and sobbing against his fur.

Erai heard the door down stairs slam. Standing up suddenly she moved down the stairs out of the attic and hurried to the basement door. She met Trayvon there and saw the pissed off look in his eyes. "It's ok. Maybe I shouldn't open up like I do." Shrugging her shoulders she shook her head and pulled him into a hug. "It'll be okay. You have enough to worry about without worrying about me."

Trayvons arms snaked around her back and clutched her close. "I'll always worry about you." Burrying his face in her hair he practically groaned. She smelled wonderful. Absolutely delicious.

After a good half hour of just crying, Leif forced herself to her feet. She headed out of the door, leaving Roux asleep on the couch beside her backpack and she headed back to Erai's house. She hesitated outside of the front door, but raised her hand and knocked a couple of times weakly before rubbing her arm awkwardly. She didn't feel welcome here anymore.

Trayvon had gone back downstairs which left Erai in the living room. Standing from the couch she made her way to the front door and opened it. Biting down on her bottom lip she leaned against the door frame and stared at Leif, no emotion showing in her eyes. "Hello..."

"H-hey..." Leif stammered. She hadn't expected Erai to answer, but that hadn't meant she hadn't been hoping. She rubbed her arm a little more, then sighed down at the ground. "Look, I'm not good at this stuff... But I... I am sorry about earlier. I freaked out. I know. I think the nurses might have been feeding us some kind of mood suppressants in the compound or something, and now my feelings and emotions are all out of wack." she grumbled, rubbing her eyes. "I over-reacted. I said a lot of stuff I didn't mean... And I'm... sorry." she whispered shamefully, looking up at Erai slightly and pouting. "A-are... are you okay?" It was a stupid question, but she still wanted to know.

Erai forced a thin and emotionless smile to her face. "I'm fine. How's the new house working for you?" Arms crossed over her chest, she stepped outside and closed the door. Making her way over to one of the wooden chairs that resided on the porch she sat down. Trayvon had built these himself. Tried making things as comfortable and normal as possible for her in the beginning. Many of the other homes were like this as well. The ones with very young children had makeshift play sets that the men had fashioned together. They'd done an amazing job of actually making homes for themselves. It would eventually be a real booming town again. It already was on its way there.

Leif followed her slightly, shrugging a little and biting her lip. "Lonely." she admitted and blushed with a frown at the floor. "But I found a puppy. I named him Roux. I think you would like him. I just... I don't know how to take care of a dog.. I've never had one. So I was hoping.... maybe you could help me?" she suggested with a shrug, giving her a small pout.

"Help you how? You know that it needs to be fed, and given water, and taken potty. Only problem with the food part is you need to start finding a job around here to either get resources, or money to get the resources." Running a hand through her hair, Erai sighed. "This is why we normally keep extractions in a home with established people until they can get on their feet. You jumped the gun quite a bit. But..whatever." Erai kept her face and voice neutral and unfeeling as she spoke to Leif. She knew it probably sounded rude but she didn't want to get angry or emotional in front of her.

Leif almost visibly flinched at Erai's response, shrinking back a little and rubbing her hands together. "Oh... right." She bit her lip and sighed, shrugging her shoulders a little and rubbing the back of her neck, then she nodded and turned. "Sorry to have bothered you then." she mumbled. She didn't want to be a nuisance to Erai after everything that Tray had told her. She quickly swiped at her eyes as she passed her on the sidewalk, hiding her face so Erai wouldn't she her crying as she hurried back to her house.

Erai followed behind Leif and gently placed an arm on her shoulder. "I don't mean to be cold, but what exactly did you expect after the way you treated me earlier? Kindness? Forgiveness? Around here you have to earn that. And hurting me is not how you go about it." Swallowing she trailed her eyes up and down the girl before turning away. Shoving her hands into the back pockets of her jeans she slowly started away from Leif's house, not wanting to show her weakness anymore.

Erai would have felt something else then, the weight of arms as they wrapped around her waist, Leif's face buried in against her back. She shuddered and gave a sniffle, tears in her eyes. She didn't understand it. All her life in the compound, she never had friends, and never cared if she hurt anyone. In there it was all about survival. Out here, she felt like she couldn't even exist without Erai's help. "Please... T-tell me how to earn it.. I'll do anything.."

Erai gasped as she felt Leifs arm around her. Inhaling deeply she turned in the girls arms and returned her hug, not caring if anyone saw. Burying her head in Leif's hair she breathed in her scent. "Trust me. Don't think the worst of me. Talk to me. And be honest with me. Leif I can't read your mind so if I do something to upset you, you have to say something so I won't do it again. And you cant flip out every time I do something wrong. I can't handle the whiplash." Erais arms tightened slightly around the girl. Sighing softly she looked down into her eyes. "I care to much..."

"I-I promise, I swear, I'll talk to you, I'll tell you everything, I won't get mad anymore!" Leif insisted, hugging to Erai tightly, whimpering against her chest. "I'm just scared shitless, Erai... I've never been on my own before, and it's been right years since I've been outside the compound... I need you..." She sniffled and wiped her eyes, biting her lip before looking back up at her.

Erai closed her eyes and took deep breaths to calm herself. I need you... Biting down on her bottom lip she looked down into Leif's eyes and sighed. "Well...do you want to come back home or stay here?" Erai looked up at Leif's house and furrowed her eyebrows a bit angry at the sight. They needed to start fixing up the houses again, and building more if possible. They were growing and bursting at the seems in most of the houses. Running her hands up and down Leif's back she relished in the fact that she was touching Leif, and Leif was okay with it.

Leif sniffled and looked back over her shoulder at the house, whimpering before looking at Erai again. "I want to come home with you... I don't want to be alone." she whispered. "But.. I'm scared of Tray. He doesn't look at me nicely. Not that I deserve kindnesses after what I said and did to you, but..." she mumbled, giving a weak shrug. "Can I bring Roux with me?"

"Of course you can. And I'll have a talk with Tray. He just doesn't like seeing me hurt. At all." Shrugging her shoulders, Erai once again jabbed her hands into the back pockets of her jeans and waited for Leif to collect her things so they could go back home.

Mean while, Tray watched from the front porch. He couldn't tell what they were saying but his heart sunk when they embraced. He wanted Erai to be happy, always, but he wished she could be happy with him. Sighing, a small smile spread across his face. Well...either way, if she's happy with Leif then that is all that matters.

Leif nodded and smiled warmly at Erai, biting her lip happily before disappearing back into the house. A few moments later, she re-emerged with the backpack on her shoulder and Roux in her arms, the little blonde German shepherd puppy giving whines and playful growls as he nibbled on her fingers.

Erai scratched behind Roux's ears before she turned and headed back towards the house. Seeing Tray on the stairs she smiled and shook her head. Always protective. Coming to the porch she allowed Leif to enter the house first. "Go ahead and claim your room again." Looking at Tray she narrowed her eyes. "Leif's had a change of heart."

Tray gave her an approving look before nodding his head. "Good deal. Can I have those keys back then? Please?"

Leif nodded and quickly moved into the house, going upstairs and into the room she'd had before, setting Roux down on the floor and moving to take off the backpack. She looked down at it, wondering if she would ever need to keep it packed for any reason... If she might try running away again. She thought about it for a moment, then looked down at Roux as he padded around the room, looking for things to chew on. "I won't need this, will I?" she whispered. She gave him a smile, then began to unpack her bag, pouring the clothes and shoes back where they belonged, then pulled out the jerky snacks she'd packed and opened them, offering small pieces to Roux.

Erai followed after Leif a few moments later, a small rope in her hand. Coming into her room she placed the rope on the floor in front of Roux before moving across the room and sitting on the bed. "So how was your time away?" Erai said cheerfully.

Leif smiled at Erai as she placed the rope in front of Roux, watching him pounce on it and pick it up in his jaws, shaking it wildly before prancing around the room with it proudly, then settling down at the foot of the bed to gnaw on it. "Horrid. Hell. I don't want to talk about it. I want to pretend like it never happened." she said as she stood up off the floor, moving to sit next to her on the bed. She gave her a small smile, her hands between her knees shyly. "Is that okay..?"

"Of course." Erai laid back in the bed and closed her eyes. Sighing contently she pictured herself and Leif, and what they had been doing just hours before. It was amazing what could happen in just a matter of hours. "We don't have another extraction for a while. No girls needing to be transferred. So now all we do is wait it out and work." Stretching her arms up above her head, her eyes remained closed as she spoke.

Leif watched Erai for a moment, staying still and silent as she watched this beautiful, mature, smart, strong, and curvaceous woman in front of her. Her thoughts hovered around this morning as well and she felt her body reacting, pulsing, tingling... She shifted, slowly, and within moments, she was laying beside Erai, too scared to put her arms around her, lest she cross a line, and simply watched her, licking her lips and wishing she could kiss her.

Erai smiled as she felt the heat of Leif's body get closer. Reaching out she practically pulled Leif on top of her. Opening her eyes, Erai stared up at Leif. "Hello." Grinning, Erai's eyes flickered down to Leif's lips. Swallowing, Erai licked her own lips at the thought of leaning forward and kissing Leif, but no! Leif had to make the first move this time. She wasn't going to chance chasing the girl away again.

Leif let out a small squeak as she was pulled on top of Erai suddenly, and she blinked down at her with a blush. She gulped with an excited breath, biting her lip shyly. What was Erai waiting for..? Wasn't she going to kiss her? Was she waiting for Leif to make the move? She watched her eyes for a few more minutes, then they moved down to Erai's lips, and she slowly leaned down, taking short, excited breaths before gently pressing their lips together, closing her eyes with a soft moan.

Erai wrapped her arms around the gorgeous woman on top of her. One hand rested on Leif's ass, the other on the back of her head. Kissing her back, a soft moan escaped Erai's mouth as she slid her tongue out to flick against Leif's lips. Her body began to feel warm all over as thoughts came to her mind, causing the warmth between her legs to grow.

Leif whimpered back down against Erai's lips, grinding her ass into her hand and her hips down against Erai's. She broke the kiss with a moan and a pant, blushing down at her and gulping. "I'm so sorry, Erai.. I was such an idiot.. An asshole. Stupid. I'm so sorry." she whispered, then kissed her more hotly, tangling her hands into her hair.

Erai rolled over so that Leif was on bottom and began taking off the girls shirt. "Don't be sorry..." As the skin of Leif's stomach was exposed, Erai leaned down and kissed it softly, following the shirt with her lips.

Leif blushed, panting slightly at the kiss to her stomach, closing her eyes before helping Erai get herself out of her shirt, tossing it away lazily and running her hands through Erai's hair. "M-mmf.... Erai... I.. I want.. I want you to take my virginity.. Tonight. Right now." she whispered nervously.

Erai stared down at Leif for several moments before climbing from the bed. "Get undressed..." With that, Erai left the room to go to hers. A few moments later she came back completely naked, several different toys in her hands. The main one, a double headed dildo. She planned on taking her virginity, but they were going to come together while doing it.

Leif had listened to her instructions, undressing quickly, then laying there on the bed stiffly, her hands wringing nervously on her chest as she waited for Erai's return. When she came into the room, Leif looked up at her, and her eyes widened at the sight of the toys. "Y-you're going to use those..?" She whispered, gulping. She felt incredibly excited, but slightly scared also.

Placing the toys on a nightstand near by, she crawled into bed to lay beside Leif. "Yes...And its going to feel amazing." Reaching for a small vibrator she turned it on and pressed it gently against Leif's clit, watching her features as she leaned down to kiss her lips softly. "Im going to make you feel so good you scream."

Leif's features lightened from confusion and slight alarm, to relaxed and a small "O" in her lips as she felt the vibrator tingling againt her clit. She breathed deeply, shaking as she propped herself up on her elbows, her legs slowly falling open to allow Erai more room to work with her toys. She fell back onto the bed in a plop, moaning softly as she started to relax under the vibrator's hypnotising hum. "Mmm..." she breathed, kissing Erai again deeply, closing her eyes. She was nervous, but she trusted Erai. She wanted to feel good, like that morning, and she wanted Erai to feel good too. She tangled one hand in Erai's hair gently, just fingering the strands loosely a she ground her hips against the vibrator. "Wow..."

"Just trying to get you ready..." Flickering her tongue against Leif's lips, she smiled softly, gently removing the tiny vibrator from her clit and sliding it around her lips and into them just slightly. Working the vibrator around in circles just barely inside her pussy. "I'm going to try and make this as easy as possible on you."

Leif moaned again softly, her hands groping the bed sheets around herself, or would lightly rub over her thighs, spreading her legs wider and gulping. She wished Erai would push that vibrator more firmly against her clit, it had felt so good, but she trusted that Erai knew what she was doing. So she laid there, panting and moaning with a faint blush on her cheeks.

Taking Leif's hand she place the vibrator in her hand and pressed it against Leif's clit. "Hold this right here for me..." Standing from the bed, Erai decided to do the strap on first, to actually take her virginity. They could use the other one later. Slipping into the thong of the strap on, she positioned it so that the nub was pressed tightly against her clit. She loved how this one was still designed to pleasure both participants. Coming back over to the bed, she crawled between Leif's legs. Leaning forward she nudged Leif's hand aside and flicked her tongue against her clit and along the lips. Smiling softly she sat back up and inched forward until the head of the cock was gently rubbing against Leif's clit. Sliding the cock along Leif's pussy lips she waited for the cock to get nice and wet. She wanted to cause Leif the least amount of pain as possible.

Leif had been enjoying the vibrator when Erai had nudged her hand away. She had been about to protest when she saw the strap on dildo, the rubbery cock almost glaring up at her from between her legs. She gulped, feeling nervous and scared all over again, especially at the feel of the head nudging her entrance. "W-wait...." she whimpered with a gasp, setting the vibrator aside after turning it off. "S-slow down..? I'm not.. Ready yet." Yes, she was completely soaked, dripping wet and throbbing for attention, but she was scared.

Pressing the cock flat against Leif's pussy lips, Erai leaned forward and kissed her softly. "Okay..." Sliding her hand in between their bodies she slowly began playing with Leif's clit. Looking down into the girls eyes she rocked her hips so that the cock was rubbing against her. "I'm going to let you get use to feeling it like this... Trust me...inside you, its amazing."

Leif blushed deeply, looking up at Erai with a nervous furrow of her brow, biting her lip and gripping the sheets nervously. She relaxed back onto the bed and breathed deeply, closing her eyes and trying to stay calm, her heart thudding in her ears. After a few more moments of this, she shifted anxiously and nodded. "O-okay... I'm ready.."

Gently, Erai pulled back her hips and positioned the head of the cock at the entrance of Leif's pussy. Leaning down she pressed her forehead against Leif's as she slid the cock in ever so slowly. The pressure of the resistance against her pussy caused a soft moan to escape her lips as the strap on ground against her clit.

Leif tensed as she felt the intrusion, gasping thickly and shaking bodily, her eyes shut tight as she felt her push forward. "A-ah!" she moaned, biting her lip. Tears sprung to her eyes as she felt the sting of her hymen being torn, her hands gripping to Erai's arms tightly. "Stop!"

"If I keep going the pain will stop, I promise." Erai froze anyway, not wanting to force her but desperately wanting to continue. Looking down into Leif's eyes, Erai's shown with caring and passion. Leaning forward she kissed Leif's lips tenderly waiting for her to tell her what she wanted.

Leif whimpered, her eyes still squeezed tightly shut, her hands either gripping the bed, or Erai's arms. Either way, she wasn't about to let go. "S-slow.... Go slow.." she whined under her breath, wincing clearly. "Be gentle..."

"Shhh, just relax. It's going to hurt more with you tense like this." Reaching over, Erai grabbed the vibrator and switched it on. Slipping it in between them, she pressed it into Leif's clit and continued to slowly press forward.

Leif gasped softly, humming with pain, but trying to relax under the vibrator. She breathed deeply, kneading the bed sheets in both hands, rolling her hips against the vibrator, and against Erai. "Mm..." It was gradually starting to feel good.. Really good, but there was a soft sting underneath still.

Erai pushed deeper still, wanting to drive the cock into all the way to the hilt before she let her get used to the feel and size of it inside her. Once fully inside she stopped moving and relaxed. Looking down into Leif's eyes she smiled softly. "Just get used to it...Im going to keep that promise." Im going to make her feel so good she screams...

Leif gulped and nodded, relaxing under Erai as she got used to the feel of this thick dildo inside of her. She rolled her hips slowly, letting it churn her insides a little, stretching her out slightly, her knees on either side of Erai's ribs. "Mmm... Erai..." she panted, running her hands over her shoulders and down her chest.

Reaching over to the table she grabbed a wireless bullet and slipped it into the panties of the dildo to press against her own clit. Looking down at Leif she slowly withdrew the dildo, all the way to the head before slowly thrusting back in. She did this a few times before turning the bullet on. With each of them having stimulation on their clits, they were bound to cum together.

Leif had winced at the thrusting at first, but soon the sting died down to a dull ache, then went away, over-powered by the pleasure of it all. "O-oh gods... Oh, Erai..." she breathed shakily, biting her lip and trying to thrust her hips back up against Erai's as she could.

Erai reached forward and cupped Leif's cheek as she leaned down and kissed her deeply. She continued the thrusting, picking up the pace slowly, thrusting deeper and and harder. "Ah...Mmm..." Picking up the near by remote that went along with her bullet, she handed it to Leif. "I want you to control this..."

Leif took a moment to examine the control in her hands, blinking at it and looking up a Erai. "How?" she asked breathlessly, just as her thumb pressed a button labeled 5 out of 6. The bullet's intensity instantly increased, and she gasped, jumping a little in shock.

Erai cried out in pleasure as she began thrusting into Leif more quickly. "Ah! Just like that!" Thrusting into Leif's beautiful pussy as deep as she could go, Erai looked down into her eyes. "God, you make me feel so fucking good..."

Leif let out a small yelp of pleasure too, crying out at every thrust. It felt so good to having something inside of her... pushing against every sweet spot and thrusting against her back wall. All of that combined with the soft vibrations of the toy against her clit, and she found herself screaming her moans at the top of her lungs. "F-Faster! Erai! A-AH!"

Faster she went, and harder. The harder her thrust the more the bullet pressed into her clit, sending her closer and closer to an orgasm. "Oh Leif...Oh god! Mmmm...Yeah!" Sliding her hands along Leif's body they made their way to her breasts to knead them. Pinching and rolling the nipples between her fingers she continued her assault on Leif's pussy. "Cum for me, Leif. Mmmm, I want us to cum together..."

Leif cried out loudly, nodding and whimpering her pants, her hands moving to grip to Erai's hips tightly, helping bring their hips together firmly, feeling her own vibrator push against her clit. She was about to orgasm... so close... She screamed, suddenly bringing their hips together hard and holding them there, pushing their vibrators hard into each other and against their clits, screaming, "E-ERAI! NOW!" at the top of her lungs, feeling her second orgasm ever as it washed over her and drowned her in pleasure.

"A-ah! Leif! Yes...yes...yes...YES!" Erai cried as she was brought over the edge into a body shaking orgasm. Her toes curled as the pleasure washed over her. Rocking her hips she ground them together, riding out the orgasm as long as she could before collapsing next to her and pulling Leif into her arms. "Gods..."

Leif was still twitching and panting from her orgasm, and the vibrator between her legs as it buzzed against her abused clit, and she reached a hand down, snapping it up and turning it off before setting it aside and curling into Erai, shutting her vibrator bullet off as well. She lay there in her arms, panting heavily, blushing and swallowing past her dry throat--made raspy by her screams and heavy breathing. "O-oooooh gods, Erai..." she whined a moan, smiling at her and closing her eyes before nuzzling up under Erai's chin, hugging her tightly. "That was... Mmf..."

Erai leaned down and kissed the top of Leif's head. "I told you I'd make you scream." Giggling softly she ran her hands up and down Leif's back. Closing her eyes she yawned softly, completely spent and tired. She could hear footsteps on the stairs. Reaching down to the end of the bed she pulled the covers up around them, covering their exposed bodies.

Tray came upstairs and knocked on Leif's door. Smiling sheepishly he leaned against the doorframe. "I thought I'd make you two ladies dinner. You've been up here...talking for quite some time and I'm hungry. Hope that's okay." Tray turned to go back downstairs before he paused "have either of you seen Rixon lately?"

Just as he said this, Rixon came through the door, stumbling a little drunkenly as he did. He laughed, shushing the door as he closed it. His hair was tousled and he had hickeys all over his neck. He stepped into the kitchen and started to rummage through the fridge with a groan.

"Mmm, nevermind. I think I heard him...stumble in." Sighing, Tray shook his head and headed back downstairs. Coming into the kitchen he frowned and crossed his arms over his chest. Clearing his throat to get Rixons attention. "Where the fuck have you been?"

Rixon lifted his head and smiled at Tray when he saw him, waving over the fridge door and leaning on it slightly. "Ah! Buenas noches, mi cabrone! Como estas?" He slurred, hiccuping a little at the end. "I was just out for a walk, cabrone. Tha's all." He shrugged and grinned, going back to digging through the fridge. "Maybe peanut butter and jelly? Best thing for tequila!"

"You're drunk? Man, I need you to stay straight! Fuck." Going to the stairs he called up. "Erai. I need you down here, please." Slamming his fist into the wall he sighed heavily. This was not good, his second in command was drunk off of his ass.

Erai kissed Leif's lips lovingly. "Come on, let's go see what's going on." Erai crawled out of bed and went across the hall to change. She came back out wearing a tight black and blue zip up corset and leather capris with her lace up boots that went to her knees.

Leif decided just to change back into her clothes she'd been wearing before, albeit with new underwear. She moved to check on Roux, who'd fallen asleep chewing on the rope piece Erai had given him, and she followed Erai out the door and down the stiars.

Rixon scoffed and waved his hand at Tray lazily. "You don' needta call her... I'm fffiiiinne!" he laughed, starting to smear peanut butter onto a bread slice and also partially onto his hand. "Oops." he laughed and started to lick his hand clean. "'Sides, I don't wanna talk to her anyways! She's mean!" he grumbled, frowning a little before starting to eat the jam straight from the jar.

"She's mean because she wants to be with that beautiful, bright young woman upstairs? Are you stupid! Your supposed to be her friend. She said she didnt want things to change between you if she decided against you, right? And your going to fuck that up?" Tray was furious, completely pissed off!

Erai stopped at the bottom of the stairs. Reaching for Leif's hand she laced their fingers together and led the way into the kitchen. Looking back and forth between the two, she couldnt believe what she was seeing. She couldn't remember the last time she'd seen Tray this mad before. It had been quite some time ago.

Rixon frowned at Tray and pouted a little, setting the jam jar down and looking at Erai and Leif. "No." he said to Tray stubbornly, then left his sandwich stuff there and moved to the back door instead, going outside and then into the basement from the outside doors. He stumbled down the stairs clumsily, then fell into a chair and looked down at the dogtags hanging around his neck, fingering the steel slightly.

Erai kissed Leif's cheek. "I'm going to go talk to him." Reluctantly she released Leif's hand and went to the basement. Looking around she saw him sitting there playing with his dog tags. "Rixon..."

"My papi asked me that, you know... If I was stupid... when I joined the Army." Rixon grumbled, peering down at his dogtags solemnly. "He said it in that same tone of voice too." He released the tags and looked up at her, his jaw clentched tightly until the muscle twitched under his ear. "I thought over the answer to that question a lot while I was in the trenches. Before I ran off... went AWOL and came here... joined S.H.I.E.L.D. I asked myself that question a lot." He sighed and rubbed his eyes, then looked back down at the dogtags. "Sure, I make a lot of stupid choices... we all do. But we don't learn from them otherwise. Like how I found out joining the Army had been a bad idea. I'll never see my papi, mami, or hermanos again... You and Tray are the only family I have." he sighed. "And maybe I was stupid for sleeping with you. But maybe I was also stupid for letting you go. Maybe I was stupid for falling for you in the first place." He sniffed and rubbed his eyes, sitting forward in the chair and looking up at her weakly. "I guess I am stupid."

Erai rushed over to him and wrapped her arms around him, holding him close. "Honey, your not stupid. Getting drunk was a stupid choice but you were upset. And I'm sorry I dont feel that way about you. I wish at times I could rip myself into multiple people that way you, Tray, and Leif could all have me, but I cant. And I can't always make you guys happy. That Ive figured out." Sighing she pressed her forehead against his. "The only stupid thing about us sleeping together, was letting it get in the way of our friendship. Tray and I are close still...the same can go for you and I... You just need to let me go..." Her voice was soft as she spoke to him.

Rixon sniffed a little and kept his eyes down on his dogtags, his arms loosely wrapping around her middle to hug her lightly. "I guess so." he whispered, nodding. "You seem happy with her... even if she is a little immature." he chuckled, looking up at her slightly. "I'll always love you, Erai. You know that." He kissed her cheek, then hugged her tightly, burying his face in her hair. "And hey... if you two decide you want kids, I'll be a more than willing donor." he winked.

Erai cleared her throat and shook her head. "Let's not get ahead of ourselves. I very much agree, she's immature and...Well I like my partners more dominant than she is." Shrugging her shoulders she whispered. "But we'll keep that our little secret, wont we." Smiling she patted his cheek.

"Shhhh!" Rixon hushed, his finger in front of his lips and he smiled at her tiredly. He sighed and kissed her cheek again, then moved to get up, carrying her bridal-style back towards the steps, stumbling only a little. "Alrighty! Off you go!" he said, setting her down on the stairs. "I need some time to myself, if you don't mind..."

Erai nodded her head and once back on her feet she climbed the stairs. Before she came through the door she leaned against the wall and closed her eyes. Sighing heavily she shook her head. What the hell are you doing Erai? Getting involved with Leif? Ugh...I just need to become a nun or something. Shaking her had she went upstairs and into the kitchen.

Leif was sitting at the table in the kitchen, staring down into her glass of milk that Tray had given her, biting her lip and trying to think about what she would feed Roux. She looked up when Erai came in and smiled slightly, sitting up straighter and watching her. "Is he okay?" she asked gently.

"Uh...he will be. Eventually. But he needs a woman to keep him in line." Erai smiled and shook her head as she moved to sit down at the table. Tray was busy outside grilling something. Raising an eyebrow she sighed and looked around the room. Running her hands through her hair she laid her head against the table top in deep thought.

Leif tilted her head at Erai, frowning slightly. "Did you see the hickeys on his neck? I think he already had a woman today." she said with a small, crooked smile. "He'll be alright, I'll bet..." She stood up then, moving to hug Erai and kiss her cheek. "Don't stress about it."

"Oh, I'm not. I know he'll be okay. I just have a lot on my mind." Standing suddenly she moved to the fridge to get three things of mountain dew before she led the way outside. "Let's keep Tray company." Smiling slightly she opened the backdoor and went out to sit on one of the patio chairs.


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