These are poems I have written. I wrote to those whom inspired me. I write not for my self, but still I wrote.
comments are welcome, request are as well.
P.S. Any one can submit a poem...Your name will be under it then. unless not wanted. Artist Always Wanted


I am.
I am the sun and the moon.
I am fire and water.
The day and night.
The beginning and end.
I am the light that shines for you.
I am the night that conceals you.
The hope that lives in you.
The darkness that surrounds you.
I am the energy that gives you life.
I am the emotion that feeds death.
The path that has been made for you.
The path that you have to make.
I am the child that sits before you.
I am the home that is before you.
I am what I am.
I am Me.


A Message That Talks of a Dark Angel


An angel once was light that has turned dark, for her heart has been broken.
Her love is lost...She weeps throughout the night.
She tries to sleep, but all you hear is her cry.
She cries so quietly in the dark.

Still her cries can be heard across the land.
In their hearts they feel her screams.
So strong, so much pain.

She travels the land, looking for what has been lost.
She looks all day and all night.
She lost her hope. She lost her love.
Upon her door she sees a sight:
A rose with a note on her door.

"To my dear,

I feel your pain. I hear your cry. You pass my home as I look to the sky. I'm waiting up to see your face, hoping you see mine. I look at you ever so sad. I wish to take all this madness away."

She gathers her strength summons her courage.
She travels fast, moving like light.
Her heart sees hope to find a friend.
And all she has, was to look down.


Upon Her Flight


Her search is almost done.
She looks to the West, looks to to the East, finding nothing of her dream.
She looks to the North, looks to the South.
With each pass she makes, her hope begins to diminish.
A little is lost, when all is done.
She goes to weep; her heart begins to sink.
Standing alone in front of her door.
She looks again, sees nothing for her.
She walks right in sadden and hurt, for she thought she had found which is lost.

A tapping at her door.
She runs through the house, flies to the door.
No one there but a note on the door.
She reads it aloud, she reads it right there.

"Sorry for this night for I'm scared, don't you see? I did not know, your heart beats for me. Turn around so you may see."

She turns around to her suprise. Her lost is found. Love is in her heart.


One Is


One who wants.
One who needs.
One who wishes all day.

There is One waiting for the night to end.
There is One who wishes for the day to never be.

For this One thinks that love may not be there.
For she does not see that love is all around her.

There is One who cares more than they would ever say.
There is One who only wishes to be near her.

One who cares for her.
One who kisses her softly.
One who will love her.

Dreams Will Come True for Somebody in the Land.


Somebody dreaming, dreaming all day.

Somebody dreams about the night, but dreaming all throughout the day.
She dreams about a land so far away, for someone to take her away.

She lies in bed, resting so peacefully.
Her mind starts to wander, her eyes begin to close.

She dreams of someone.
Someone so close, yet someone so far.

She dreams; she dreams of him.
He will come, to take her to this land.

Holding her in his arms.
She's never letting go, saying such sweet things.
They travel all night, to the morning light.

Lying in bed, she dreams about this night.
This night never starts, this night never ends.
He has come this night.

As day begins to break, She begins to wake.
Afraid to open her eyes.
Her love will be gone, for her love is done.

Her thoughts to her dreams.
She still feels his arms around her.

Lying peacefully, she feels a warmth.
She looks to her side to her love laying there.
Still dreaming of her.


______ Untitled ______


Boot Camp is something I laugh at.
Military School I can smile about.
Marine Corps is something I will jump up and down for.
I am at peace only when I am at war.

______ The War Of ______


Out of the darkness comes the light.
From the light brings the darkness.
The war between is never over.
This war had no beginning.
It has no winner, only believers.
Only faith of one, strength of all, to bring it all together.
The war within can start with another.
All others have no meaning, only reason.
Looking for something, finding nothing.
In the dark is the light.
Searching for what is right, looking beyond the fight.
Is time right, or my destiny waits.






______________UNDER THE MOON________________


Sitting on my home looking to the sky, 
the glow of this moon makes me shine.
Looking to this moon,  
once a Question was asked,
that you could not answer.
It lay in my heart,
until the pen met this paper.
There is one that sits upon her window sill
that looks to you,
wishing of me. 
She should know,
she's looking at me,
as I look to her.
For we are both under this moon;
we are together.   
We meet in the night, Under your glow.
Together we lie under the moon,
hoping for dreams to come true.
I know she's somewhere,
looking at your face
as she would to mine.
I'm still here looking at you,
as you look to me.
We are together looking to you.
may you watch over us
for we're both under the moon.








When Love is Lost


My heart is bleeding.
My mind is dying.
My body is getting colder than the ocean floor.
My soul is melting in the fires of hell.
My love is gone with the wind blown.
My hair is now silver as winter snow.
My eyes are blind to what I have seen.
My skin as pale as one’s sail.
My life is gone, forever is my soul.
My brain has been sealed into an icy peak.
My love has ceased, never to be again.


When Heart is Found


My heart is beating.
My mind is driving.
My body is warmed by the fire inside me.
My soul is hardened from the love of another.
My love is returned with the ocean tide.
My hair is turned gold with arrow’s flight.
My eyes now have their sight.
My skin as glowing, even at night.
My life ago is no more, for now I am whole.
My brain has been free into the sky.
My love is now, never to leave.










____________________Crow Child____________________




Wanders through the shadows.
Moving swiftly from wall to wall.
Carrying something quite small.
Avoiding windows and light,
Keeping to the shadows of night.
Sudden yell, beyond sight.
Reacts to the call to avoid this fight.
Moving quickly as in flight.
Looking around, seeing this one
This child, crying, all in blood.
Calm the child, or have no sight.
Show oneself to the wild,
or hold to the night.
Walking into the light,
now in sight.
Across the room, men are there,
swords drawn ready to fight.
Ready for this, waiting for it.
Drawing two edged swords,
charging into battle.
Pass the child,
smell the blood,
see life begin to flood.
Now death has to be,
God has not come for thee.
Chaos is my plea,
Please come to me.
I take their power,
at this hour.
Let death be.
Fresh blood splattered,
heavy hearts pound.
God does not come,
for those who kill me.
Arrows flight, not from sight,
Passed through as light.
Now I hold tight.
Now they will see, what it be.
Deep inside me.
What I hold is small as can be.
It was forever to be.
Now give hope to thee.
Final Rest to be.
Death has come for me.







______ The Unseen Things ______

What you see from me, is nice and kind to thee.
You do not know the demon inside me.
He rages war, destroys all that I know.
Every day the battle wages inside.

Now I hold him in chains that are tight.
He will wait till time is right.
When I am weary, tired of all night.

Nice I may be, kind as one can see.
In these chains he waits.
In the bars, behind the brick.
The demon inside waits to be free.

All he wants is to destroy.
Has no mercy, nor care for what is there.
The battle we wage is every day.
Constant war inside me.

The angel of me is what you see.
Then you don’t know the demon inside me.
I try to be nice
But really I am not.

Inside me is a demon waiting to get out.
He waits in silence when the time is right.
Break those chains that held him tight.
To remove all the things that is light.

I’m sitting there looking at the floor.
I see these tiles, meaningless to anyone else
But what I see I really can’t say.

As I write this I see their images.
Staring at me, looking to me, devouring each other.
What they show is the war inside me.

The demons I have the angels I save.
Their faces so clear, their expressions so real.
Each time a new feeling I see.

For some are sad, unhappy with what they are.
Many have anger for what they have done.
Few have forgiveness for the others that there.

For every second they appear moving across the floor.
From tile to tile showing this war, watching this movie nothing I can do.
I cannot intervene. For this was already done.

I can’t change who I was, but I can see who is winning.
All I can do is hold the balance between the two.
For this is a war that will never be over.







Love Lost


My heart is bleeding.
It is torn,
Ripped into pieces.
Crushed by my own hand.





Desire


Love me as I love you.
Want me as I want you.
Need me as I need you.
Hold me as I hold you.
Kiss me as I kiss you.
Bite me as I bite you.
Keep me as I keep you.
I want you.
I need you.
I hold you.
I kiss you.
I bite you.
I love you.
I keep you in my heart.






Lust


Sweet am I; you are sweeter than one can buy.
None may have, what you may be.
All I want is a taste of thee.
Bite your lip, chew on an ear.
Lick of the neck, what can be next.
Kiss your lips, rub your chest.
Lick your breast, touch your thigh, bite your stomach.
I watch your eyes as I Kiss you everywhere.
Taken off your cloths, none to bare, mine as well, for I have to share.
My skin against yours, my back is here. My tongue kissing in there.
Scratch it if you dare.
Make a mark to know you was here.
I bite you everywhere.
To no surprise, I know what you want, you want me here, or even there.
You will even take me everywhere.
When I bite I leave no trace, still it lingers even now, how you taste.
I want you now; I want you here.






death


My head is bleeding. My heart is not beating. I have no feeling. My soul will die. My life has no reason or why. I have no will nor any strength. My body lays down on the ground. My skin so cold. I have no soul. My love has gone away for the last time. My mind is sinking. I have one last thought, one of you.


Back From Death


This pain I feel, it is yours.
It hurts so much that my life stands still.
My heart is weeping, your's has stopped.
Life is gone, soul no more.
All I do is weep even more.
Standing there over you.
I ask myself what to do.
Hold you tight, hold you here.
Got to know, are you still there.
Healing your wounds, making amends.
Your lips to mine, giving you breath.
My hands on your chest beating your heart.
Can I keep you from falling apart.
My eyes run dry, no longer a tear.
All I have is a fear.
Driffting from me.
This is done, I have none.
If I fail, we will die.
Hear my cry.
Join my soul.

I took this pain.
I filled your lungs.
I feel your heart.
Now give hope to your soul.
Lets make us whole.

I hear your voice.
It's in my head.
Hold on dear, I'm almost there.
Open your eyes, now surprised.
Now you see me there.







As You Sleep


Closed my eyes just to see.
Across the land I may be.
I go to you in the night.
Looked at you as you sleep.
All curled up, with your pillow so tight.
Laying there dreaming what could be.
I lay there next to you.
My chest to your back, breathing on your neck.
Our legs stuck together. My arms around you.
I feel a heart beat from your chest, even heat as you sleep.
There I stay till you wake. Not to move for I must sleep.





Broken Mirror


Looking through the glass, I see myself.
I think of what people see me as.
When I look, I see what they do not.
The shattered memory of what has passed.
Parts of me stay unseen, even to me.
What they see is a broken mirror.
Images all in parts never seeing what they are.
What they do when they see me.
Is only what they want to see.
One will find my pieces, try so hard.
Take the time to put into place them all with the right parts.
Wanting to know the whole thing.
Once found out, one will scream.
Never be free, once a whole will I hold.
Will the sound of broken dreams, be heard once more.








_____My Way_____


All my life, I gave them hope.
I showed them care.
They gained love in thier hearts.
They where enchented with power.
They showed self awaer.
I helped become them selfs.
Once I was done.
They speard thier wings and flew away.
I turned my back ~n~ left them lead life.
I wanted them to have joy where ever they went.
I hid my thoughts, crushed my feeling.
Just always hoped for them.
I gave them my soul.
~n~ when they where ready I pushed them foward away from me. I did this all my life, till I die.
I gave them my life, n just walked away.






Waiting

Alone in the dark, screen all bright.
A message is written, it is true and clear.
It hid no thoughts, it hid no feelings.
It is for only you.
Sends it now, then he waits.
Full of hope, full of joy, staring blankly for the reply.
Heart pounding, mind wandering, sitting, waiting.
Till the night went bye.
There he sat, there he wished.
Still no reply.
Days go by till weeks end.
Still he wait, still he hopes.
His heart weakens, his mind worries.
There he sits as months go by.
Did not sleep, did not eat, just waited for the reply.
His joy is fading, his hope all but gone.
His mind gets twisted.
His heart beats faintly.
Yet, he waits for her to reply.


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