I often wonder why do people wish to know what happens ahead of time? History is finite and even though the future can be changed it doesn't mean the small changes will make a better outcome. I am curious as to why these events transpire in such a way that even the most intuned person is punched in the gut.I can only hope to end this dance we call life gracefully.
Stay At Myspace
I know there are probably several variations of this sort of wiki, but my frustration continues to rise at the annoying people who come here seeking friends. These people have nothing to contribute but usually bad pics of themselves asking what we think of them and nothing original in their house. I say we take a stand and tell these losers to stay where they belong: at MySpace. Elftown is a site for artists/writer
NOTE: This does not mean I am against people making friends here, far from it! I am simply against people who come here SOLELY for that. Please show your support by linking back to us!
1. [Chaotic Serenity]
2. [Raesha]
3. [Saphira]
4. [Fearathress]
5. [Thrice]
6. [XxTsomexX]
7. [FrankoPhWN]
8. [Nike Laos]
9. [1BadassWarrior]
10. [Love and Chaos]
11. [the loved wolf]
12. [Jitter]
13. [Cia_mar]
14. [Vou]
15. [DeadSockMonster]
16. [DRAMATIC CHEESE NIP!!]
17. [SpiritOfTheWater]
18. [nopenope]
19. [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF* tHe *SuBcOnSiOuS*}]
20. [neoqueen serenity]
21. [{*Suna's Kazekage*} Gaara]
22. [.Toxic Valentine.]
23. [Duke Devlin]
24. [TheKingdomLight]
25. [*(.Randi.)*]
26. [Hobbit teen]
27. [Erubeus] Even though I have a myspace... =x
28. [silent_voice] I likerz this, *posts in diary*
29. [Roxcie] Can't stand those people -_-
30.[Aki Neko]Umm....note the "Fantasy" comunnity? Not "Welcome and join with everyperson you seee"Commnity!
31. [†Sweets†] I have a myspace, but only so i can keep in touch with some of my friends.
32. [Mordigen] - i have a myspace too....but thats just it, i leave my BULLSHIT on my muspace, and my art on ET...duh, this isn't a cyber brothrel....
33. [Angel In Red] I dont have myspace.. but even i know to keep the rubbish in my head to a limit, so yeah... guess this wiki rocks... why? Because The Red said so.
34. [Nevermore.] arrrrg!
35. [Ansem]
36. [The Dark Wolf] why you say?... CUSE MYSPACE SUX!!!!!
37. [Vampire Akis] Yep yep Silenty's right ^^
38. [~`~Wolf~`~] I might have a myspace, but that's only to talk to the friends who aren't into fantasy as much as I am. And these people who are here that don't deserve to be are starting to piss me off.
39. [*Night_Shade*] Bah.
40. [Glassphyxie.]
41. [Silver Moon] I hate it when you see polls like: "Do you think i am Hot?" It's sick and usually the answer is NO! I think you are an ass for asking!
42. [Piercedskull] I dont have a myspace.I dont want one.But I agree with this wiki completely.
43. [Dark_Superman] I have one but only to stay in touch with some friends. But I agree as well, death to the sell out that is thus Tom.
44. [de Morte] I tried myspace awhile ago... but it sickened me so much that I had to delete the old account! If your friends are truly your friends then you can stay in contact WITHOUT myspace!
45.[alli.DEADFAYCE.] myspace whores go to myspace. elftown whore stay here. plan and simple.
46. [▲.] This is definitely a place for art, and since I'm an artist this just happens to be the place to be. However, even though MySpace has it's downs, it's still a lovely way to keep in contact. If you abuse the way you use the site, then so be it, some are likely to complain about it. I ask that people don't dis either site, since Elftown has it's own fair share of downs.
47. [Fetish Dolly Koneko™] I started at ET and then went to Myspace and I have enough brains to know where to keep certain things. I love them each for what they are and they should remain different places.
48. [loonygirl2005] AMEN TO THAT! This is a place for artist to actually reach out. Yes you have the option of posting art but they aren't really appricated unless you are famous. Myspace is a purely social place where anything goes but here. This is a sanctuary for all artists to express themselves without the need for cybering. So for those who need to be hot and compared to stars go do that on myspace.
I can't believe I am actually breathing. Who knew that I would not feel so useless now. True I still have a ways to go with my battle but I can actually feel the air touch me and I don't feel like I am the worst scum to walk the earth. I have a lot to be thankful for. I am finding that dream that will need everything I can give. Nothing more or less. I will be patient and work through challenges.
Trying
I try to keep the balance of the house
I try to fullfill requests
I try to not make mistakes
I try to do everything I can
I mess up anyway
I miss requests because of whatever reason
I mess up the balance all the same
But I am trying
I feel like a clumsy elephant...I know my brother is not going to be happy and frankly I would not be the least bit surprised if he never lets me use his car again. I just don't know anymore it just seems like my efforts are trumped by something...I just feel horrible...I dread what will come in the morning.
"I'm Sorry!"
i'm sorry if i'm not pretty enough to be "your bitch"
i'm sorry that i don't want to have sex every minute of the day.
i'm sorry that i'm not a playboy bunny so i can act like a porn star for you.
i'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on.
i'm sorry if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.
i'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough.
i'm sorry if i'm not the "hottest" bitch you've ever seen.
i'm sorry if loving you isn't enough.
i'm sorry if being your friend through thick and thin makes no difference.
i'm sorry that i try my best to get you to like me, but then get hurt.
but most of all; i'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.
and i'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! just think about it, about how you treat girls. You treat them like shit & all they want to do is be loved by you. think about it.
If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry. =["
If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are.."
Its nice to feel like your passionate self again. All will fall into place if you allow yourself to breath.
I suffer alone because everything else falls into pieces. Then when I do have to face it then it is too late it has burrowed deep into my heart. I would not wish the problematic lifestyle for any guy and I can not have any controling figures in my life. What I need is affection and understanding and someone who is not active in my rhapsody of the messed up tango.
Ok you know getting dropped kicked on your head is one thing. But when your gut and chest feel the pain its a little harder to hide it all. Sick of feeling sick and tired it really is annoying.
ok wow it really does come back to bite you on the nose when you neglect things.
Well I have not felt this out of sorts for a while. But oh well I will find a way to survive. I just feel like a major incovinence to all my friends.
Want to live
I want to be able to smile without condition
I want to be able walk and see the natural beauty
I want to be not to be afraid to mention
I have survived the first week. Now I can only hope things are going to be better. I am glad to have friends on here.
Eye opener
It would seem that I will be all right. I just need to breath and prepare accordiningly. Although that will be a bit of a challenge but hey I can do it.
I AM SO NERVOUS!!
Ok this is sad the desired date of my education continuation is going to start again. Here I am itching with er emotions and stomach aches. Oy honestly am I just stupid. Ok maybe I am not as bad as all that still can't help but wonder.
The lessons I must grasp.
Patience
Perserverence
Self Affirmation
Self Affirmation
One of the hardest things for me to do requiring me see the good instead of nothing but flaws. In other words accepting the whole me and just seeing the broken mirror in front of me. See a beautiful young lady instead of the clumsy ugly duckling I perceive myself as. I have a long way before I reach the desired level but with the help of others I will make it. Once I do I will be able to say I am worth something and I am an actual person worth getting to know. I still got a way to go but the journey is worthwile.
Gravity and heat
What a magic combination. It seems like all the things we do is keep getting up and dealing with more heat? Or we just fall flat on our faces. Unfortunately there is not a lot of onitment for that kind of diappointment and sadness. Just deal with the best you can and once it is over you can laugh about how stupid you felt thinking you would be burnt alive.
I wish I knew
Shesh I always learn things a little too late. I am not doing so well but I don't want to take it out on others. I try to find self control to help others. Obviously I am falling below the mark in that too. Maybe I should just leave everything alone and try to focus on things I need to do. I wish I knew the formula but apparently there is not true winning combination until you hit the true stride. Still I wish I knew the combination.
Frustrated
I guess he is feeling the strain. I would understand if it gets too much.
Falling below the mark
Again I realize things too late. Its very frustrating but I will survive. Surviving seems to be the one thing I am good at doing and don't fall below the mark on. Everything else well that is basically through trial and error. Still one can't help but wonder why do you have facts staring at you and yet you miss the important part. Oh well its normal I suppose I have been sheltered and perfection is a fruitless battle. I will ok thanks to the family and friends I have.