[Kayne]'s diary

506931 Link to this entry
Written about Saturday 2005-02-26
Written: (7212 days ago)

w00y

Citizen kayne *Ich Liebe Mich Und Dich* *W G W E* zegt:
Ik heb u graag.

M zegt:
ik u ook

M zegt:

(k)

505793 Link to this entry
Written about Friday 2005-02-25
Written: (7213 days ago)

The reason why Muse and 'it' are connected

"Proclaim eternal victory"

"Revenge will surely come"

" Tell me do you really need this
Tell me do you really care "

"We want everything to change
Cause we are afraid of losing"

"So i'll love whatever you become
and forget the reckless things we've done"
Voorspellend?

"Promise to hold you close "

" It's bugging me,
grating me
and twisting me around
yeah i'm endlessly
caving in
and turning inside out

'Cause i want it now
i want it now "

" she had something to confess to "

"and I don't want you to adore me
don't want you to ignore me
when it pleases you yeah
and i'll do it on my own"
Dat laatste zinnetje is storend.

"you still want to spoil it to prove I've made a big mistak"

"can you see that i am needing,
begging for so much more than you could ever give "

" The truth burns deep inside"

"I love all the dirty tricks
And twisted games you play "

" I know you're in this room,
i'm sure i heard you sigh"
Donker?

" I know the moment's near
and there's nothing we can do "

"I wanna break the spell
that you've created"

"I tried to give you up
but I'm addicted "

En dit is nog maar van de liedjes die ik ken.
o.0

There’s a part of me you’ll never know
The only thing I’ll never show.

She had something to confess to

To reveal what you’d never shown her

Too long trying to resist it

Can you see that I am needing
Begging for so much more
Than you could ever give
And I don’t want you to adore me
Don’t want you to ignore me
When it pleases you
And I’ll do it on my own

But you still want to spoil it
To prove I’ve made a big mistake
(hadde daarstraks getypt, wa bedoelde daar mee?)

It's happening soon

To me it is new

To me it is strange
This feeling is strange

Leave me alone it's nothing serious
I’ll do it myself
It's got nothing to do with you
And there's nothing that you could do

Controlling my feelings for too long

Forcing our darkest souls to unfold

You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions

You would try anything

And we are unloveable

'Cause you and me are both one and the same

And it's driving me mad

And I don’t want you to think that I care

You know that I care

The love for what you hide
The bitterness inside

I love all the dirty tricks
And twisted games you play on me

And Venus will arise and tear us apart
And make us meaningless again
(hopelijk ni e)

The underneath's no big surprise

Baby you're gonna lose
(jep ik win :p)

Your own game
Change me

Open minded

The truth’s unwinding

Take off your disguise
And all your underneath

I want a new game to play
(hehe)

before I disturb you in the dark
(hopelijk alleen the dark)

And pull us through

I wanna break this spell
That you've created

I wanna play the game

I tried to give you up
But I'm addicted

Now that you know I'm trapped
(en nog geen klein beetje)

Lips are turning blue
(oppassen dus da we ni overdrijven)

And we'll love and we'll hate
And we'll die

And forget the reckless things we've done
(hehe)

I think our lives have just begun

Promise to hold you close

Nothing will ever stay the same

'Cause I want it now

It's holding me
(it)

And don't embrace the past
(da kan ik zelfs ni, al probeer ik)

Change everything you are
And everything you were

Revenge will surely come

There’s a part of me you’ll never know
The only thing I’ll never show.

But I won’t give you up

I won’t let you down

If the moment ever comes
(welk moment?? auwtsj pijnlijke vraag)

I know you're in this room, I'm sure I heard you sigh
(idd donker)

It scares the hell out of me

And there's nothing we can do

Take, take all you need
And I'll compensate your greed
With broken hearts
(ni doen dus)

And you're never in charge
(da hebt ge derstraks gezegd, maar wa bedoelde daarmee?)

Don't you want me ? cause I need you so

There's always something that will makes you kiss me
There's also something that I would tell you or tell me
(hehe)

There's nothing else to compare

We can fall right out of bed
(hehe da was bekans gebeurd gistere)

I can’t pretend
(ni meer :s)

Choose how it ends
(ni?)

Why can't you sleep with
Someone who'll protect you
(omda we same nooit alleen slape :p)

Cause you are afraid of losing

Tell me do you really need this
Tell me do you really care

I don’t think you really need this
I don’t think you really care
(hopelijk wel)

And you can't resist

I’ve read you well

Wish we could be far away
(weg van lastige zusjes?:p)

Can you tell me why I just want to get away?
(ja da is een vraag)

I just want to get away...
(de vraag is van wa)

With a promise

I'm hurting you again

And I've wanted you too much

And now I'm gonna lose

So please please please
Let me, let me, let me
Let me get what I want this time
(nee!)

it would be the first time
(idd)

I always hoped that things could be different

No one's noticed our loneliness

And I'll show you what you really need

So don't struggle
(ok om eerlijk te zijn was dit ni heel de zin :p)

Still she gives you
Everything you need
Is it enough
(is it enough??)

Feel
(zegt veel)

I never thought that this could come to this
(echt e)

So confused

502473 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2005-02-21
Written: (7216 days ago)

De reden waarom mensen nooit lang met mij bevriend blijven/samen blijven.

- Ik ben dwaas.
- Ik denk anders dan de meesten.
- Ik voel me beter dan hun.
- Ik zou geen problemen hebben om iemand te vermoorden.
- Ik word bang als iemand mij te graag heeft
- en als ik iemand te graag heb.
- Ik ben een goede vriend, in mijn betekenis. Ik help op mijn manier wanneer het nodig is, en dat is niet: huil maar een keer goed uit en ik zal u altijd steunen bla bla bla.
- Ik ben moeilijk te volgen maar eis dit toch.
- Ik zal zelden aarzelen om een zwak punt aan te duiden.

502295 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2005-02-21
Written: (7217 days ago)

1. Not admitting a mistake.

2. Insulting as usual.

3. Denying something she did.

4. Ending a relation.

5. Not getting sarcasm.

Bye, bye

501444 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2005-02-20
Written: (7218 days ago)

09 Things You're Looking Forward To.
1) Meat [Gosu]
2) Learn to play the violin
3) "It"
4) Learning to make art

08 Things You Wear Daily.
1) Cothes
2) Bad hair style
3) Cuddling Buddy

07 Things That Annoy You.
1) You
2) Me
3) She
4) He
5) Them

06 Things You Touch Every Day
1) Cuddling Buddy

05 Things You Do Every Day.
1) Sleep

04 People You'd Want to Spend More Time or Hang out With, in order of how they came to mind
1) Gosu
2) Rien

03 Movies You Could Watch Over and Over.
1) /

02 Of Your Favorite Songs At This Moment.
1) Muse

01 Person You Could Spend the Rest of Your Life With.
1) My clone

501220 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2005-02-20
Written: (7218 days ago)

want na een tijdje gaan de scherpe hoekjes eraf
M zegt:
maar diep in u blijft altijd wel een splinte

501129 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2005-02-20
Written: (7218 days ago)

Eerste wet van de magie: Mensen geloven alles wat ze willen geloven of omdat ze bang zijn dat het waar is

Tweede wet: De beste bedoelingen kunnen de kwaadaardigste gevolgen hebben.

501087 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2005-02-20
Written: (7218 days ago)

The 7 rules of "it" a.k.a. Cuddling buddy.

1.It must be at least slightly dark.

2.One of the persons should be experienced (that means at least 8 non-serious relations and 4 "serious" relations), the other one should have no experience at all.

3.The must see each other on a regulary basis.

4.They have to tell a common friend.

5.There must be a annoying younger brother or sister.

6.There have to be serious conversations.

7.It must evolve.

Note: At least 5 of the conditions have to be furfilled.

En genoeg?
Of moeten er nog meer zijn?

498349 Link to this entry
Written about Thursday 2005-02-17
Written: (7221 days ago)

Elftown Animated Tour

497764 Link to this entry
Written about Wednesday 2005-02-16
Written: (7222 days ago)

kayne's philosophy

Remember it!!!

497644 Link to this entry
Written about Wednesday 2005-02-16
Written: (7222 days ago)

" Closer "

Seksuele intriges

Photografe Christine B. loopt op een Mortselse school de jonge filosoof Loce Cossaer tegen het lijf. Er hangt meteen pijn (bijten enzo) en "het" in de lucht. Maar Lode houdt er een bizar liefdesleven op na. Vlak na zijn ontmoeting met Christine flirt hij de niet-zo-preutse meisje Michelle Donaloi zowat de kleren van het lijf. En voor zijn comuterscherm kruipt hij in de virtuele huid van Kayne om via elftown de Geneloze Finse iippo op te vrijen. Vier jaar lang stapelen zich gelijkaardige feiten op.Lode, Kayne, Christine en iippo raken steeds meer in elkaars amoureuze intriges verwikkeld. Vooral door de manier waarop ze communiceren en niet zozeer door uitgesproken seksuele avontuurtjes. Want dàt is het centrale thema van dit verhaal: hoe fataak niet-seksuele omgang wel kan zijn ...
Een uniek levensverhaal en een sterk staaltje sarcastische meningen over alles maken van dit film - samen met het vernieuwende film een must voor elke filmliefhebber. Haal hem nu in huis.

496736 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-02-15
Written: (7223 days ago)

Rules to which I live by

*Non yet => Obviously*

496712 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-02-15
Written: (7223 days ago)

Here is the deal.
I can write aggresive.
That doesn't mean I am.
What the hell am I going to do.
Wright in capitals at you?
Fuckhead(s).
Deal with it - I can't harm you physicly so why "feel hurt" when I insult you.
You don't know me. I don't want to know you.
So fuck off.
Please.

496563 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-02-15
Written: (7223 days ago)

The most retarded description ever.
Allow me to comment.

This was/is the house of [lauren talent.]

DUDES r welcomed wel ok thn so r DUDETTES Spelling - Grammar - Puntuation - Capital letters. Almost impossible to read. How is that for a welkom message.

plz ask me if u can av me msn coz i don wan random peeps tlkin 2 me
She says "ask me if you can have me on messenger cause I don't want random people talking to me". Well idiot - why don't you remove this email then? Or is that too logical for you?

tall, dark, fit n Luvin evry 1 lol!
I bet you she is small, fat, ugly and a retard. (And a racist.)

hey huniz 2 RUBY n SAZI n all ma lil dudes n dudettes lol
I have absolytly now idea what the hell she is saying here.

i luv 2 many bois lol But none like her.
green day, blink 182, gd charlotte Or maybe she ment "bands"?

i luv pink, boiz, m8s, ma mob ,ma pc, dancin ,SINGIN
*Le sigh* Depressing to read isn't it? But I continued.

i luv bak 2 the future evry single 1 of em YAY!
She loves it. But she can't spell it. Beautyfull.

I rekon these dudes rock :P
I don't

crying in the rain
Retard or worse. (Unless he/she is on this list without giving authorisation.)

howser
Retard or worse. (Unless he/she is on this list without giving authorisation.)

feeling this
Retard or worse. (Unless he/she is on this list without giving authorisation.)

gothicspike
Retard or worse. (Unless he/she is on this list without giving authorisation.)

de_matteo
Retard or worse. (Unless he/she is on this list without giving authorisation.)

pillow hugger
Retard or worse. (Unless he/she is on this list without giving authorisation.)

sexy_saz
Retard or worse. (Unless he/she is on this list without giving authorisation.)

saucy stazzy
Retard or worse. (Unless he/she is on this list without giving authorisation.)

hugh g. rection
Retard or worse. (Unless he/she is on this list without giving authorisation.)

kissable_chick12
Retard or worse. (Unless he/she is on this list without giving authorisation.)

lost_guard
Retard or worse. (Unless he/she is on this list without giving authorisation.)

evry 1 hoo no's me
Retard or worse. (Unless he/she is on this list without giving authorisation.)

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Would she have any idea that this isn't "cool"?

dougie lee poynter
billy jo armstrong
the twins frm gd charlotte
billy frm gd charlotte
the killers lead singer - brandon flowers
mr.jones=the sexiest man ALIVE
jude law
rooster (lead singer MMM)
evry fit longish haird sk8rz

*Le sigh* I'll bet she thinks anything witch has the gender "male" is beautyfull.

i lurve all these bands in no partic order( the 1s wiv *'z r th best
No order - but then she goes of to tag the "best" groups. Hypocrit. (Does it show that I gave up on spelling remarks?)

hanson
the ataris
red hot chillis
my chemical romance*
fightstar
simple plan*
green day*
sum 41*
the killers*
steriogram*
the hives*
the strokes
bowling 4 soup*
rooster*
good cha*rlotte
white strip*es
ashlee simpson
avril lavigne
blink 182*
electric 6*
razorlight
jet*
foo fighters
lost prophets*
franz ferdinand*
goldie lookin chain
freefaller
jimmy eat world
scissor sisters*
I can not believe she actually has some good groups in it. I'll bet she just added them to look cool.

I
(l)z
ya
JOHN
YOU
ROCK
SUM
FAT
HAIRY
ASS
lol MoNoBrOw lol dOwN nOsE!!!
Fuckhead.

recently ive been makin a new frend , his name is jon he really rokz believe me
Hes gt 2 many girlfrends thy drive im round th bend hes gt about 23 if i tell ne 1 he'd kill me !!!YAY GO JOHN !!! you lil english roker ,lol
Please John. Do us all a favour and kill her. Please?

JOHN= perv, (jkin),milk lover, th best , funi, wicked, ace, top,class, wat th hell evry thin
How interesting.

ALL HAIL KING JOHN !!!!!
lol NAH DONT I ONI PUT THT SO HE FEELS
BETTER COZ HE GT NO M8Z lol
Someone is stalking someone...

jon is v.mad he likes milk he loves his sexy top hes quite a strange bt class dude frm ye olde england
he loves 2 say mongo bt he says it rong, he oni says it coz i always do!!
Serious stalking.

he LOVES little britain n is totally obsessed wiv it
With a girlfriend like you - Who wouldn't be obessed by something else?

hi 2 jon u rock sum fat hairy ass [stillicide silently falling snow.x]
hi 2 andy u rock [Pillow Hugger]
hi 2 jamie u rock [Nakednightelf]
hi 2 saz u rock
hi 2 ruby
n jus evry 1 i no
I'm having my doubts about this relation. "jon u rock sum fat hairy ass" ?

btw jon (L)s ya poem sooo much it pure whomps evry 1 s arses
The poem:
I love you so much.
I will never leave you.
Kiss me.
The end.

mY cHeMiCaL rOmAnCe ~ iM nOt oK
This is exactly what everyone wants. A retarded song.

well if you wanted honesty
that's all you had to say
i never want to let you down or have you go
it's better off this way
for all the dirty looks
the photographs your boyfriend took
remember when you broke your foot
from jumping out the 2nd story

i'm not okay, i'm not okay, i'm not okay
you wear me out

what will it take to show you that it's not the life
it seems
i've told you time and time again
you sing the words but
don't know what it means
to be a joke and look
another line without a hook
i held you close as we both shook
for the last time-take a good hard look

i'm not okay, i'm not okay, i'm not okay
you wear me out

forget about the dirty looks
the photographs your boyfriend took
you said you'd read me like a book
but the pages are all torn and frayed

now i'm okay, i'm okay......
i'm okay now, i'm okay now,

well you really need to listen to me
because i'm telling you the truth
I mean this
i'm okay, trust me

i'm not okay, i'm not okay, i'm not okay
i'm not o-fucking-kay, i'm not okay, i'm not okay
i love this song its frikin ace!
No - it isn't.

support gay marriage = hoo givs a shit if ur gay? its kool
Being gay isn't cool. Being gay is as "cool" as being hetoroseksual which isn't cool either.
I'll doubt if any of the real gay people think it is cool.

i love peeps hoo play in a band espesh guitarists (bois)
Again with the boys. I'm telling you - bitch - be gay! You think it is cool and you won't harass any more males. How is that for a solution to the problem (you).

bye !!
Finally

thnx 4 chekin me out!! :P
You forced me. Now I wany my time back.

Don't you feel a retard after reading this?
I didn't. I feel like I just got to know a retard.

494812 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2005-02-13
Written: (7224 days ago)

Damn - ik denk dage toch alle berichtjes gaat krijgen. :s
Ik dacht dak u verwijdert had :s

Mja - niks ernstig dus ja :)

494810 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2005-02-13
Written: (7224 days ago)

Opinions of Elftown Friends

Well, thinking that I usually form an opinion of new people by comparing them to my old people, saying like "She is such a Niina Haatainen" or "my god what a Pavel Rannel that dude is!" but I can't think of anyone I knew who would be cool enough to compare you to. You're not uberly serious about stuff, so I can relate to that since I'm not like that either, but you know how to talk about interesting stuff as well... But you're not scary like some interesting people are...
in one word: brilliant.

[iippo] danke :)

I would like to nominate [Kayne]... He is involved in many wikis and helps out people. I have never seen him act aggressive towards anyone (a quality very few people I have met can boast). He is both modest and stands by his beliefs (again, I wish more people could do this)

Then of course there's his house: He has a picture and his house is organised in such a way that it is very easy to work your way around his description. He doesn't ramble. I can't see any awful quizzes and considering English is his second language, I would say his grammar and language are very mature.

Thanks [deus-ex-machina] again :)

Quotes of friends :
08:01:58 iippo: *kayne ish uber*

Disclaimer: The views expressed in this report are based solely on what I have seen from Kayne in actions on wikis and conversations. I have not read in detail in his house. Furthermore, it isn't likely this will turn out as long as the report on the non-wiki concerning its history.
Now, to begin.

Kayne (cay-n): A person on Elftown, possessing advanced knowledge, and a passion for laughing at people lesser than him (hereby referred to as n00bs). Kayne often likes to display his talents regarding wiki's. He has yet to attain official wikimancership, but is on his way to doing so. He has several odd hobbies, including having the last page version update on an unmentioned wiki. The newest of a major trio that may also extend to include others known solely by each member, Kayne participates in several projects attempted by this group.
Kayne enjoys studying philosophy, and knows quite a few specifics, though Silvie may argue his competency on others, and usually enjoys a philisophical debate. Despite this, he abbhors religion and usually does not participate in religious discussions. Kayne is a self-proclaimed wiccan-wannabe, though that class is generally reserved for the lame ph00ls who don't even understand/show-an-interest-in how to spell the word 'wiccan'. In truth, he cares much more about understanding the nature of wicca, and in doing so deserves to be real wiccan, but his lack of a pentacle is a barrier that has yet to be broken, at least in his eyes.
Kayne is Dutch, and not a native speaker of English. While his grammar may be lacking in comparison to some, when comparing to most native English-speakers on Elftown, it decidely is easier to understand. His grasp of the meanings of words in the English language is rather good, as well. The auther assures the audience that the author can not speak German half as well as Kayne can speak English, despite the author's participation in a German class at school.
On a final note, Kayne is married to iippo (o.O), an issue that has yet to be made clear to the author whether this is a joke or not, and does not make any sense to the auther whatsoever.
</reference to himself in third-person>

[Aradon Templar] is the author of this.

494808 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2005-02-13
Written: (7224 days ago)

In my eyes it is.

[deus-ex-machina]
A fake solution

Less gifted greek play-writers made during their plays very difficult problems.
At the end a "god" came and solved everything.
that go was called a "deus-ex-machina".
In real life situations it would therefore be a fakesolution.
in the play it is "normal".
Also this term was used for the "Nous" frrom Anaxagoras.

Sorry , I'm just happy that I know where you're name came from :p

(Ezechiël 25:17): "The path of the righteous man is beset on all sides by the inequities of the selfish and the tyranny of evil men Blessed is he who, in the nqme of charity and good will, shepherds the weak through the valley of darkness, for he is truly his brother's keeper and the finder of lost children. And I will strike down upon thee with great vengeance and furios anger those who attempt to poison and destroy my brothers. AND YOU WILL KNOW THAT MY NAME IS THE LORD WHEN I LAY MY VENGEANCE UPON YOU."

Thanks [savonalora]

<poll:35947>
At the moment it is Damien.
Say hi to Damien people.

I have found an interesting charachter.
[Loden]
:p

494804 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2004-11-07
Written: (7224 days ago)

My birthday presents:

60 euro
weed (jk)
mp3-player
cd from Boudewijn de groot
cd from Leonard Cohen
8 toothbrushes o.0
a travelclock ( or whatever you call it )
something else

494803 Link to this entry
Written about Saturday 2004-11-06
Written: (7224 days ago)

*mental note*

Past weekend was uber great.

The Anzege people rule like fucking hell ;)

Thanks guys.

It was my best birthday ever.

494805 Link to this entry
Written about Wednesday 2004-11-03
Written: (7224 days ago)

Me and my gf are finished.
She broke up.
Can't really blame her.
I'm just enormeslly irritating when I'm with someone.
And I'm too arrogant.

People Attention: I'm the most arrogant, elite-type, self critising, Self-knowing, person you will ever know.

And I think she couldn't cope with it.
Can't blame her really.
Nobody sticks out with me.
I'm just to touchy , to much of a bastard.

I don't blame you anything Narf.

Just stay a friend.
Please ?

494806 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2004-10-19
Written: (7224 days ago)

Happy Happy Happy Happy day

Not.

My Grandfather died Sunday.

I didn't know him that well.
And the things I knew weren't very nice.
But I respected him.
He had cancer for 4 years and faced it without fear.
And he didn't want to dielike a plant.
He knew his time came and hi haced it.
Brave, brave man.

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