[iippo]'s diary

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Written about Thursday 2005-02-24
Written: (7202 days ago)

Are you?:


Doing another one of these questionnaires so you can go *neener* at [iippo]?: Unfortunately not, I am being neenered at... >.o


Understanding: Yes, in all meanings of the word (sometimes you need more time with the explaining shite, but otherwise yes)
Open-minded: Mostly... I'll try, maybe, everything, or not, if it's really weird and then I'll regret not trying so uhh...
Arrogant: I try to, but I don't over-do it like some people
Insecure: Obviously, and I'm happy to be so, I don't want to be over-confident, that way you miss out on a lot of shite.
Interesting: Yes, deffinately.
Hungry: Oh yes, bloody hell. I wish I didn't have to do this thing so I could go home and eat.
Friendly: Yes. Too much at occasions.
Smart: *thinks what has been doing the past week* *has been studying physics although is on a fine art course, i.e. is doing it out of curiosity* Yes, I am smart.
Moody: I have one mood, does that count?
Childish: Yes! ^_^ *loves 'The Entertainer'*
Independent: Mmm, if left completely alone, I'm good, but if I have to be independent and take care of someone else('s business), I tend to mess up... I can't multitask
Hard working: Yes, well, occasionally.
Organized: Heh, umm, no.
Healthy: No, well, yes I'm not sick or anything, but I'm eating unhealthily...
Emotionally Stable: Absolutely.
Shy: Yes, verily.
Difficult: No, very simple.
Attractive: So I've been told. And I think so too so yes.
Bored Easily: No, never, au contraire, I'm easily amused.
Thirsty: No... just starving.
Responsible: Ahh.... learning it.
Obsessed: With some stuff, yes.
Angry: Rarely.
Sad: Sometimes. If I focus on saddening things.
Happy: Most of the time.
Trusting: I really really do try, honestly. I trust God, but the people he works through... well, I need a bit more time.
Talkative: No.
Original: Hmm, my teacher said that the way for a young artist to be original is to read outside the box and that is exactly what I've been doing all along.
Different: No, the same decaying organic matter as everything else.
Unique: "You are not a beautiful and unique snowflake"... Well, there you have it.
Ignored: Yes, but that's because I avoid attracting attention (although I sometimes hideously fail at that)
Reliable: Yes.
Content: "Let me never be content!"
Optimistic: Always
Deep thinker: Yes, although not as much as some people I know.
Self-disciplined: Yes, when needed, but I don't torture myself in the name of self-discipline.
Sleepy: Hmm, not really, maybe later.
Lonely: No. Nor alone either.

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Written about Wednesday 2005-02-23
Written: (7204 days ago)
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I see: French people snogging o.O
I need: to study. or eat a bit
I find: my thumb to be very sore because I keep tearing the skin... >.<
I want: to have the bed for myself tonight
I have: not had the bed for myself for some time now
I wish: that the uni wouldn't want me to pay tuition at all
I love: my dear darling
I hate: nothing.
I miss: my mum's food, my dog and some other stuff from Finland
I fear: that uni blocks me and kicks me out of my accommodation and this country.
I feel: that I'm very lucky that the uni hasn't done that yet.
I hear: clicking and muttering... it is the french people with computers! run for your wife!
I smell: nothing because I have a stuffy nose >.<
I crave: to un-stuff my nose, but it is impossiible.
I search: the solution to my stuffy nose, and also information about quantum physics, the general theory of relativity and quarks on the internet
I wonder: Is there anything smaller than quarks, what makes electro-magnetism, why is there more matter than anti-matter, why doesn't the universe collapse together,
I regret: not working hard with my math when I had the chance in high school, but I blame the teacher, she couldn't keep the class.

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Written about Tuesday 2005-02-22
Written: (7205 days ago)

The Meaning of Life

Life is just a neat example of electromagnetic force!

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Written about Tuesday 2005-02-22
Written: (7205 days ago)


By convention there is color,
By convention sweetness,
By convention bitterness,
But in reality there are atoms and space.
  -Democritus (c. 400 BCE)

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Written about Tuesday 2005-02-22
Written: (7205 days ago)
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Written about Sunday 2005-02-20
Written: (7206 days ago)
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Written about Sunday 2005-02-20
Written: (7206 days ago)

"We are each of us angels with only one wing, and we can only fly by embracing one another."
-Luciano de Crescenzo

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Written about Sunday 2005-02-20
Written: (7206 days ago)
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Written about Sunday 2005-02-20
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Written about Saturday 2005-02-19
Written: (7207 days ago)

09 Things You're Looking Forward To.
1) Meeting Rajat
2) Going back to Finland and seeing my doggie!
3) Summer in general
4) Marriage (and sex that follows it)
5) Eating... I am really starving here
6) End of lent, to get to eat choccie again!
7) Meeting kayne, obviously, if he manages to get his ass over here some day.
8) Learning hindi well enough to understand when it is being spoken
9) Going to India some day.


08 Things You Wear Daily.
1) Socks
2) Underwear
3) Specs
4) Anchor-earring
5) Crucifix-neclace
6) Shoes, well unless I have a day when I don't go out at all... :\ But that is a rare case
7) Hat with the badges on it... my hat is indeed uber
8) Rajat (yes, I ran out of stuff but this is very nearly true)


07 Things That Annoy You.
1) Dirty dishes in the downstairs sink and the little notes, that the same people who don't do their dishes, leave about general cleanness of the kitchen... "See the f00king log in your own eye before you come bother me about mine!"
2) Cell phone ringing in the middle of intimate moment/movie
3) Uni sending me letters threatening to block me if I don't pay my fees... "I'm trying you idiots!" o.O;
4) Netty/messenger not working when I want to.
5) Girl from downstairs coming to complain about noise. "Piss of Vicky!"
6) Guys speaking hindi and then laughing... ¬_¬;; "f00king English idiots!"
7) That annoying guy... "Piss off already"



06 Things You Touch Every Day
1) Myself (yes, it is very pleasurable :P)
2) Cell-phone
3) Doorknob
4) Keys
5) Fridge
6) Sink


05 Things You Do Every Day.
1) Eat
2) Go to uni (yes, even on weekends)
3) Brush hair (ah it is so nice...)
4) Nervously fiddle with the cellphone
5) Check my nails (really often actually... :\ )


04 People You'd Want to Spend More Time or Hang out With, in order of how they came to mind
1) Rajat
2) Non-people
3) Konstantinos
4) Isabel obviously, I can't get enough of her :P


03 Movies You Could Watch Over and Over.
1) La Vita E Bella
2) Spirited Away
3) Most Disney-cartoons (Aladdin, Road to ElDorado, Finding Nemo obviously)


02 Of Your Favorite Songs At This Moment.
1) Leaving on a Jet Plane
2) Bairi Piya from Devdas... "ish..." XD Love it!


01 Person You Could Spend the Rest of Your Life With.
1) Aishwarya Rai :P ( http://www.musicindiaonline.com/z/st/movie_name/548/0/f/7.jpg I love you, Aishwarya...)

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Written about Thursday 2005-02-17
Written: (7210 days ago)

welcome to reality

The first principle of marketing (okay, it’s not the first, but it doesn’t sound nearly as cool to say it’s the third) is this: perception is reality. You see, a long time ago, some academic came up with the idea that reality doesn’t actually exist. Or at least, if it does, no one can agree what it is. Because of perception.

Perception is the filter through which we view the world, and most of the time it’s a handy thing to have: it generalizes the world so we can deduce that a man who wears an Armani suit is rich, or that a man who wears an Armani suit and keeps saying, “Isn’t this some Armani suit,” is a rich asshole. But perception is a faulty mechanism. Perception is unreliable and easily distracted, subject to a thousand miscues and misinformation... like marketing. If anyone found a way to actually distinguish perception from reality, the entire marketing industry would crumble into the sea overnight.

(Incidentally, this wouldn’t be a good thing. The economy of every Western country would implode. Some of the biggest companies on the planet would never sell another product. The air would be thick with executives leaping out of windows and landing on BMWs.)

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Written about Monday 2005-02-14
Written: (7213 days ago)
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Written about Sunday 2005-02-13
Written: (7214 days ago)

Orson Scott Card
ender's game

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Written about Sunday 2005-02-13
Written: (7214 days ago)

00:21:22 [Aradon Templar]: *likes complex brainwaves* They make me confused, then smart for being able to confuse myself, then dumb for confusing myself, then uber just cause I figured out I had confused myself ^^


:D Deary, you pwn.

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Written about Sunday 2005-02-13
Written: (7214 days ago)
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Written about Saturday 2005-02-12
Written: (7215 days ago)

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Written about Saturday 2005-02-12
Written: (7215 days ago)
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Written about Friday 2005-02-11
Written: (7216 days ago)

The Straight Way

You all know that sooner or later you'll hae to accept the fact that love is love. This the same way you reacted to witches in the 16th century and sometimes even now but most people have learned to accept it. I mean do any of you acctually know any gays? I know lots and they seem to be a lot happier than people who havent discovered who they are yet. Enevtually gay rights will be a major part of society and there wont be anything to do about it. Well... you could start a civil war and break up america into two seperate parts... but that didnt work last time.

First of all darling, your comment is right after another comment where a person states that they know gay people. =D Yeah, read your comments, you did, uhu. Secondly, "start a civil war and break America apart"? Well, I personally would like to see that place face a bit of trouble, it would strenghten my set view that american majority is a bit odd in the head, but that's not the point. You just assume that everyone is speaking about America, do yah? And thirdly, gays can be happy in their gay-world with their gay lives, (f00k it man, the word 'gay' means happy!) but the wiki isn't saying that they aren't happy. They say gays shouldn't be happy, because the people on the wiki don't like gays and no one wants happiness to people they don't like.

nope...you didn't because it *is* against gods word and if you believe in god and hell, that is where gays are going...and i know several gays, as i mentioned, and they are all just as messed up and unhappy as the rest of us...i think gays should be shipped away...so there *isn't* a civil war...ever hear of Gay Kindom? let them live there...love is NOT love, love is between a man and a woman, what a man feels for a man or a woman a woman is peverted sexual desires masked by the need and want for companionship and nothing more

Ah, another weirdo. Deary, you are a bit off here. God is ever-loving and forgiving, people don't go to hell unless they follow satan. And not-following-God is not the same as following Satan, see? Because a person who follows Satan has made his choice and bound himself to him, just as a God-loving person has bound himself to Him. But a person in between does not go to hell, for God loves all people and doesn't want people suffer - that's why we got Jesus. See, there is heaven for people of God, and hell for satan and his angels and servants, but there is a plce for people in between, who still have a chance if their souls are prayed for. And about this shipping-thing... Gee mate, I just finished watching La Vita E Bella, and that sounds awful lot like fascism to me (they did ship gay people away, along with gypsies, jews, cripples and all other things that were not humans to them). You mahdear are now granted a label: Neo-nazi. And that would also explain the fact that you do not love anything or anyone. Now that's what I call inhuman.



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Written about Thursday 2005-02-10
Written: (7216 days ago)
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Written about Thursday 2005-02-10
Written: (7216 days ago)
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