I am 16. That's a basic overview of myself. I have a girlfriend. Her name is April. She has betrayed me, and even through the worst, I have stayed with her. I hope the knife once lodged within my soul will be able to free itself.
I decided I should say a little bit more about myself. So here we go:
I am a man who has derived his being from his words and feelings. I am not above listening, but I will tell you what I think down to the smallest detail. I have many morals, but I often work to defend people's rights to do things I find wrong. I lose control sometimes, and thus I have become like a shadow in the night, not to be seen by the people around, but to watch them; I do not desire to be like them, just to observe. I have a poetic and artistic streak. I am a lover, but I would fight to the death for those I care most about. My friends seem to come and go to fast for me, and I have thus come to be more self reliant; not as if I wasn't already. People are often intrigued by even my mere appearance in places that they would not expect me. And on the record, Michael, if you read this far into this, I'm sorry that I've been such a rotten friend. I do, however, believe that I have calmed down somewhat throughout the summer. So to those that can hear me, or read this, this gives a tad bit more of a description of me. And to my friends, I am sorry for everything I have ever done in the past. I am a horrible person, and I wish I could take most of things I have done in my life back. That is, unfortunately, what makes this life and not fiction.
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With Eternal Love of My
Friends: Kyle
Yeah, so what? I decided to write some more, but leave the rest. My choice. I wish people would lay off though. But I give credit to all those who know me and put up with this endless rambling of a lunatic.
Emotions
Emotions inside me, cant release the pain
Trying to find me it all is the same
Cant get over the pain
Cant escape the game.
Im lost, trying to find myself
Im lost, trying to find a way out
I could really use some help
Dealing with the shit i feel
I feel it inside me
I feel it coming from u
I fell down now and i dont know where i am
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Up nor down, right nor left, lost and
veering adrift
within my mind, within my heart.
I am all but gone
Neverending space,
Neverending fullness
Lost and tormented by myself
End
Emotions swirling in my mind
only one is sure
i love her
End
I love therefore I am, and thats what makes me...me
I guess now that I just want to rant on and on and on and on, but that would be stupid. Oh, what the hell, of course I will.
All my friends are leaving me. I wish I knew what to do. I feel all alone in a world filled with people. They all know me, and i know them, but im still trying to escape to my own little world just for me.
I still think im normal. As far as homicidally/su
icidally insane, love sick, people hating, anarchists can go. those that are like me know what i mean when i say that. The world is screwed, and so are all of us. So i guess i should just get over it. But i know i cant. I damn myself. Oh, how i wish that life would just end...no there is still stuff i haven't done. maybe it could cut me a slack at least, but if it doesnt i will go on living, just like everyone else in this pitiful world.
Sometimes, I just wish I could escape. But sometimes, life just doesn't end that way. You die all while you live, and you have to die to live. So this whole f**cking world is initially screwed.
End
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