WHAT IS UP WITH YOU? YOU KNOW WHO IM TALKING TO SO WRITE ME BACK!!

i took it off for you , so you dont get so damn parinoid!! chill out and quit thinking so much.okeedokee!!~patty~

If people could truly see how tired, weak and worn i am, then maybe i could get some gratitude. im tired ofbeing taken for granted,used and cheated. i should feel better about this. but im just not. he has hurts me almost to many times now. if you read this,dont hate me for telling. your strange, not the same person i met now. neither am i . we have both almost grown so far apart now, going back might be almost impossible. the things you have done to me eat at me everyday. when can i see if i can trust you anymore, i really dont know , but i know its not up to me.


this is my baby boy, he is my nephew and i am very proud to say that!!
i want you to look at deem!!


( My little brother -- he's three. )


( Me in first grade )

im not sure what im doing. im really confused about alot of things. but im trying to find peace of mind. give me some time and you will all see. the person who im trying so hard to be...............








i miss my old life when all that mattered was you.


brittany maggard-the bestestfriend ive ever had!!

kristina
jeremy
leon
jake
derick
brice
tierra
tosha
randi
mandi
amanda
mom
dad
ericka
aaron
and everyone else who had walkedinto my life...........THANK YOU!!

I am: patty
I hurt: inside
I want: to be happy
I hate: sadness
I cry: at night
I fear: rejection
I hope: for love and not hate    
I feel alone: in the world
I waste: time
I talk: to my self
I break: habits
I watch: people
I remember: when i was a child
I sleep with: peace
I hide: every day
I burn: my bad thoughts
I miss: i
I feel: different
I dream: of death
I await: for something happy
I live: for my future
I die: inside