the rug was sliped out from under me and all i could think is how much it hurts to fall...He said things like i love you but in my ears now i hear i rather be with someone else the days grew slow and things unhappy but i have to say im not depressed because life moves on except sometimes you have you force it to..which is what im doing for no longer will i dwell on the past of what could have been to what it is.. For ive matured and grown yet i will never forget because to fall for someone is to be in love but love could be false and you never notice till you wake up from the dream, dreams are something special but they arent real... Depression isnt a real thing its all in your head you have no real reason to be depressed because life moves on and so will i because thats how i am sad one second then bounce right back because i do not dare be sad for theres too much sadness if everyone was sad then our race would be destroyed thanks to sucide but why do sucide for its the easy way out the lazy way and why be depressed when you can be happy isnt it better to be happy? i mean it doesnt MATTER what has happend its how you COPE with it.. Depression is Fear fear is not an option..press forward but never forget be happy but do not forget for forgetting is the worse things happen for a reason to teach lessons to the generations THINK dont be DEPRESSED depreesion is fear..theres nothing to fear but fear its self - M


The rambling can go on and on if you want it to... lmao