Welcome to my shed of pleasure!!!!!!!!
dont ask about the username..its the scientific name for weed and i usedto smoke but dont anymore so yea...anyways i dont have much to say......i think ill talk about myself for a while......ok im 5'3" and i say i hate being short but i really do love it!I have long brown hair and brown eyes, im a 40 D cup and pround of it bitches!Im always horney and i love being spontanious!!!examples:sneaking out of the house to party and coming home wasted and stoned and never getting caught(twice), playing truth or dare in the middle of the woods with a can of wipped cream and some really hot guys!did i mention we were all stoned?oh and i cant forget when me and 4 of my friends went to the mall and got kicked out and arrested for stealing the security guys golf-cart looking car and driving it around the outside of the mall,and we did not mean to hit that trash can or that car...opps...(and yes that really did happen...),and whatever else comes to mind when im with my friends!!!i like when people leave me a message or two so go ahead!!! love ya all!!!

Bands I Like:
Stone Temple Pilots
Sum 41
Crossfade
Staind
Velvet Revolver
Queens of the Stone Age
Sublime
Metallica
Nirvanna (RIP Kurt Cobain)
Theory of a Deadman
Nine Inch Nails
The Used
Beastie Boys
Blink 182
The Killers
Three Days Grace
The Tubes
Hawthorne Heights
Taking Back Sunday
Trapt
Silverstein
The Offspring
Funeral for a friend
Finch
Motion City Soundtrack
Cohed and Cambria
Institute
Slipknot
311
All American Rejects
Cold
Bloodhound Gang
Green Day(Billie Joe-2 words:total KiNkY fAnTaSy!)
Fall Out Boy(Patrick Stump-3 words:Another KiNkY fAnTaSy!)
...~and so many more bands i like~...

Quotes:

"Sam came down and saw me.She turned to Bob.What the hell is your poblem?"
"Come on Sam.He likes it!.Ask him."
"How do you feel Charlie?"
"Light"
"you see?" Bob acctually looked a little nervous which i was later told was paranoia.
Sam sat down next to me and held my hand which felt cool.
"Are you seeing anything charlie?"
"light"
"does it feel good?"
"uh-huh"
"are you thirsty?"
"uh-huh"
"what would you like to drink?"
"A milkshake"
And everyone in the room except for sam erupted in laughter.
"He's stoned."
"Are you hungry Charlie?"
"uh-huh"
"What would you like to eat?"
"A milkshake"
I dont think they would of luaghed any harder if what i said was at all funny.Then, Sam took my hand and stood me up on the dizzy floor.
"C'mon we'll get you a milkshake"
as we were leaving Sam turned to Bob.
"I still think your an asshole"
-The Perks of Being a Wallflower (great book)

"Being in therapy is great.I spend an hour just talking about myself.Its kinda like being the guy on a date." - Caroline Rhea

"Look.I have a strategy.Why expect anything?If you dont expect anything,you dont get dissapointed." - Cut (great book and so true)

"We are creatures of the underworld.We cant afford to love." - Moulin Rouge

"Mel-Hey whats that?
Tracey-Nothing mom what is with you and poking me?!?!
Mel-well i just want to know what it is!
Tracey-no mom stop!
Mel-just tell me!
Tracey-(whispers) its a belly button ring
Mel-What?speak up i cant hear you.
Tracey- Its a belly button ring! how else can i say it i dont speak no other languages!
Mel-when did you do that?
Tracey-oh mom.2000 years ago!im a mummy i was born 2000 years ago!
Mel- tracey stop it your really starting to scare me.
Tracey-No bra.no panties.no bra.no panties.no bra.no panties
Mel-stopit!
Tracey-No bra. no panties.no bra.no panties.no bra no panties" -Thirteen (best movie in the whole wide world!)

"My heart is broken,but im out of glue."
- Beijing Doll (yet another great book)

Poems:

Stereotyping

you cant classify me
you cant label me on a list
or tie me up and put me in your pretty black box
im original
you've never seen anything like me before
i broke the mold
i am a new creation
you cant place me in a group
i dont belong
i am an individual
i set the trend
i dont fit in with your pretty misconseptions
i dont follow your rules
instead i break them
i am my own person
i am not your typical teen
stereotype someone else -wish i wrote this but i didnt!

Lonlyness
is the
Emptyness
like the
Bottle
is my
Heart
but the
Bottle
hit the
Rocks
and
Broke
- but i did write this!

Where Was That Honesty

I met you at the playground no more than 6 years ago.you said i wouldnt get hurt on your skate board, but you pushed me off and you lied.And i sat on the ground and cried.Where was that honesty?

I saw you in my class room no more than 4 years ago.You said you wanted to meet and hang out but you never showed and you lied. and when i saw you in school i almost died. Where was that honesty?

I remember you in my moms car no more than 2 years ago.You said you werent drunk and you could drive but you never saw that tree and you lied.and your whole family cried. but i didnt cry because i knew that because you were never honesty something would happen to you. but its too late to learn from that mistake.

-I wrote that for hmwk last semester


This sweet sweet suicide
it controls my mind
makes me cry makes me die
makes me drownd inside
never makes me happy
forbids me to laugh
makes me love you more than ever
(ill love him forever)
this sweet sweet suicide
it lets me die
and my death will go unnoticed
(you kill me)

-that poem was writen by my old friend Bridget..its my favorite one

The Root of an Ancient Evil

i feel as if life is just a memory
of a place and time
filled with you fake,judgemental people
inhuman,how you cut your emotions off
when you die
i know another lie has ended
you think im crazy
but i think your insane
you cant see beyond my eyes
you try to trap my mind in your games
but ive got somehting for you
we're all in on the secret
to us you're the freaks
that hide behind your image
every reason is a right to hate

- by my friend Cody.His poems so rock do they not?

Songs:

Wings

Her heart was broken
like her family and her home
her life was so broken
like the wings she needed to fly

and when she realized
her wings werent broken
then she realized she could be cut free
thats what she did indeed

she wanted to fly
way up high
she wanted to get away from life
so she called to God
to answer her prayers
but he didnt answer
and she needed to find
another way out
so she took her knife
and called herself free
and she carved on her wrists
"I Dont Exist"
but when she saw her blood
she didnt feel good
so she went and layed down
but she never got up

and that was my friend
i never saw her again
cuz that was the end

but even to this day
she's still got her wings
cuz she's always had them
Cuz she was so strong
and i cant blame myself
for what she did
i can only pray
that she's okay
but i miis her so much
and i ask myself why
she couldnt stay strong
throughout her whole life
what possibly went wrong?

maybe because she didnt think she had wings
to keep her away from all of her fears
ad when she couldnt find them she got herself scared
and let herself go for the whole world to know
so remeber next time that you get really scared
just remember that you have got wings inside
its true

- i wrote that like im talking about some other girl but i was really taking about myself and thats why i like it so much.

All about Her

shes all alone
dreamin bout true love
she writes her name
on the wall that she's leaning on

Her music blares a guitar solo
her tattoo shows underneath fishnets

the tear on her cheek is permanent
and scars on her wirsts
shows that she'll never forget
the past,present or the future

In school they call her names
say that she's got no friends
but they dont know anything about her

Her eyes show heavy with make-up
and she cries herself to sleep
only comes out of her room to eat
(and when she does you never see her)

her skin is pale but soft
dyed blue hair covers her face
and her headaches give a trace
of the pain her heart must go through

in her home its just the same
as in school with friends and names
so she locks herself away
in her own little dungeon

her pen is her only weapon
her talent is her only pride
so she sits on her bed
and fills her walls with cries

Art class is her best subject
because she'll just drownd out sound
and while no one is looking
she will take some things
and when class gets over
she'll go through all her new treasures
and smile
content with herself today

and i have told you all about her
maybe you'll get to know her
and tell me more things about her
cuz i wanna know more about her
cuz there's gotta be more about her
cuz i should know this about her
i should know everything about her
cuz im something your not,about her
i am her

- the reason i like this one so much i because the whole inspiration of this song was from a photo one of my friends took of ME! i was going through this gothic phase and i was downtown with my friend and she ran across the street and took my picture.So cool.

Hope you enjoyed my page!
Damn this took a while
to finish!   
my fingers hurt...*desperatly tries to type last words*