"Once I was love struck, now I'm just fucked up."

"Hopeless love, why did you carve your home in me? This broken heart is too weak to hold your weight And now I regret the day we met And help me forget your name."


"I'm so sick of love songs So tired of tears So done with wishing you were still here Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow So why can't I turn off the radio?"


"Summer romances end for all kinds of reasons. But, when all is said and done, they have one thing in common - they are shooting stars, a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, a fleeting glimpse of eternity and in a flash they are gone."

"The best love is the kind that awakens the soul; that makes us reach for more, that plants the fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds."

"You fall in love, but you have to climb out of it"

So you wanna know about me? [♥] Well, to start off my name is Rickie and I am almost 21 [♥] I am kind of a big deal [♥] I love to laugh and have a good time with my friends [♥] My friends mean the world to me and I would do virtually anything for them [♥] I am outgoing although I didnt used to be [♥] Dealing with the shit I have been through I have learned that life is too short to be shy and reserved [♥] I wanna live my life to the fullest and meet new people everyday [♥] You can usually find me in the middle of a crowd at a party or dancing it up at the club [♥] One of my passions in fact is dancing [♥] Its a great time and I know how to shake it [♥] I dont smoke or do any other drugs, but my weakness is Vodkaso if you got it then you are my new best friend [♥] I can sometimes be very catty, and if you dont know me and happen to catch me in one of my moods, then most likely you will think that I am a straight up bitch, but in fact this is only true half the time [♥] I am a lover, not a fighter [♥] But is you piss me off you will probably end up regretting it [♥] I am a very flirtatious person [♥] I love boys, and the population of my friends pretty much consists of dix rather than chix [♥] Girls tend to hate me when I walk into a room [♥] I hate fake people [♥] I would rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not [♥] Come real or not at all and dont sugar coat shit [♥] Its not worth it, besides the true colors always come out in the end [♥] I hate liars [♥] If you have to lie about your whole existence, then why bother living [♥] I hate cheaters [♥] There is absolutely NO exception for cheating [♥] A situation shouldnt even present itself and if you are having thoughts about it, then you should be with anyone in the first place [♥] I am a hopeless romantic [♥] Romance is my number one weakness and passion [♥] I want it all or nothing at all [♥] Sometimes though, I really dont think there is such thing anymore in this world [♥] I have also been known as an artist [♥] Thought I really dont have much time for it anymore [♥] Someday I will go back to school for multi-media and web design [♥] I also love the outdoors [♥] Camping, the beach, hiking, quading, the river, you name it and I will probably love it [♥] I also love to travel and explore new places [♥] But then there are those times when it is nice to just sit back and relax at home to watch a movie or just chill [♥] All in all I am a pretty unique girl who has a lot to offer and knows what she wants outta life [♥] I am wild yet laid back, my styles are diverse, my smile contagious, and my eyes are irresistible [♥] Lets face it, I am just an all around bad ass chick!

Now a little about my background: [♥] For a living I work at Starbucks, which is the funnest job I think I have ever had [♥] It is completely worth my every minute spent there [♥] Besides, what could be better than free coffee? [♥] I am single for the time being, which is a pretty new experience to me [♥] But I am loving every moment of it, and though I miss arms to hold me when I need them, the cons of a relationship just arent what I want right now [♥] All in a matter of 2 years, I have been through a terrible marriage, a wonderful divorce, and I even get the title of MILF out of it! [♥] Yes, I have the cutest damn 2 year old in the world [♥] Though being a young mom isnt easy, I love him more than anything and he teaches me new things everyday, and he will continue to enlighten my life until the day I am no longer breathing [♥] I have had bad luck with guys [♥] I tend to look at my past and think that I have a lot of regrets, when day after day I should be thinking of my experiences as mere mistakes and learning from them [♥] If I had not been through the situations I have, then I wouldnt be who I am today [♥] And realizing this with each passing day, my low-self esteem is quickly being replaced with confidence [♥] The kind that is noticed and loved [♥]