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Syromieshi (I Hide My Desires Behind My Skin)

Member #128780 created: 2005-04-07 21:43:17Simple URL: http://elftown.eu/syromieshi   
Email: compfrek@hotmail.com

Name: Tony Wightman

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This is a picture I snapped with my camera phone. I thought it looked pretty...

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These are some good bands:
Mastadon
Napalm Death
Vehemence
Pantera
Mudvayne
Mushroomhead
Slipknot
Cephalic Carnage
Genocide Superstars
Pissing Razors
Nine Inch Nails
Zao
Remembering Never
Heaven Shall Burn
Hatebreed
System Of A Down
Dream Theater
All Shall Perish
Thine Eyes Bleed
Watch Them Die
Anything thats heavy and fast....

Well I don't have much to say about myself. I'm looking to join or form a band in anyone is interested. Other than that, if you really want to know more try and find out more.

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This is a test that I took at SimilarMinds.com. Its actually pretty accurate So I'll share it with whomever wants to read it.

Extraversion  ||||||||||||||  53%
Stability |||||| 30%
Orderliness |||||||||| 40%
Altruism |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Interdependence |||||||||||||| 56%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Artistic |||||||||| 36%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||| 70%
Materialism |||||||||||| 43%
Narcissism |||||||||||| 43%
Adventurousness |||||||||||| 43%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Self absorbed |||||||||| 36%
Conflict seeking |||||| 30%
Need to dominate |||||||||||| 50%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Avoidant |||||| 30%
Anti-authority |||||||||| 36%
Wealth |||||||||| 36%
Dependency |||||| 23%
Change averse |||||| 23%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 50%
Physical security || 10%
Physical fitness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Paranoia |||||||||||||| 56%
Vanity |||| 16%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||| 63%

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These are songs that pretty much tell how I feel about my life.

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[ Band: ][ Remembering Never ]
[ CD: ][ Women and Childeren Die First ]
[ Song: ][ Serenading This Dead Horse ]

Fall to your knees, fall to your weakness
It has become your standard
Consuming every word
Meaningless words from meaningless sentences
Where is the message? Where is the progress?
I will separate the past from the past
I cannot repeat the same mistakes we used to
Shed another tear as I stab you in the chest
With pieces of your broken heart
Fuck your broken heart
Why can't you let this die?
Let this die
Similarities complete comparison (compare yourself to me)
To create the stagnant birth of this standstill, step back
Screaming your hymns of heartache
At the top of your lungs and in vain
This bandwagon is on it's last leg
How long will you beat this dead horse?
I have no compassion as a witness to your demise
Yes, she does bleed
Color me misery
Color me beautiful
Shake the hand of repetition slow
Serenade me with a love song (bullshit)
Tragedy of emotion barely breathing
Yes, she does bleed
We don't dance anymore
I don't love anymore

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[ Band: ][ Heaven Shall Burn ]
[ CD: ][ Antigone ]
[ Song: ][ Numbing The Pain ]

Dreams torn to pieces, broken like glass
Hope faded away, withered like leaves
Not knowing is blessing, ignorance the only protection

Nothing is numbing my pain
The fragments of my faith
Became the blade in my hand
Just darkness my eyes see
Pushed me to the end of all dead-end-streets

A curse - cannot lie to myself
I'm doomed - cannot silence my heart
Fear is the tool, conformity our medicine

How can I smile as this age dies, like everybody else
Dancing around the fire, that burns this world

Cannot bend down, I would just break
I hate myself for playing their game
Parents poison their children, never teach them to question
If it only wasn't for this certainty in me
I am a giant in their tiny world

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[ Band: ][ Pantera ]
[ CD: ][ The Great Southern Trendkill ]
[ Song: ][ Suicide Note Part 1 ]

Cheap cocaine, a dry inhale, the pills that kill and take the pain away
Diet of life, shelter without, the face that cannot see inside yours and mine

(Pre)
When I'm hiding, when I need it,
it lets me breathe,
for our handle on this life, I don't believe
this time

(Chorus)
Would you look at me now?
Can you tell I'm a man?
With these scars on my wrists
To prove I'll try again
Try to die again, try to live through this night
Try to die again.....

Forever fooling, free and using,sliding down the slide that breaks a will
Mothers angel, getting smarter, how smart are you to regress unfulfilled?
It's a damn shame, but who's to blame?

(Pre)
(Chorus)

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[ Band: ][ Remembering Never ]
[ CD: ][ Women and Children Die First ]
[ Song: ][ Closed Casket]

Parade in bright lights
I wish you were holding my breath
Tonite is perfect for bloodletting
But I'm alone again
It looks like christmas time
Bite my lip and tears fill my
I'll carry on, I'm better off living without you
No one to pull me under, this time I'm pulling through
Everything beautiful dies
So I kiss it goodbye
Sever my life from yours
The parade comes to town
Everybody gather around
I love the way you smile in the nite.

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[ Band: ][ Smashing Pumpkins ]
[ CD: ][ Siamese Dream ]
[ Song: ][ Disarm ]

Disarm you with a smile
And cut you like you want me to
Cut that little child
Inside of me and such a part of you
Ooh, the years burn

I used to be a little boy
So old in my shoes
And what i choose is my choice
What's a boy supposed to do?
The killer in me is the killer in you
My love
I send this smile over to you

Disarm you with a smile
And leave you like they left me here
To wither in denial
The bitterness of one who's left alone
Ooh, the years burn
Ooh, the years burn, burn, burn

I used to be a little boy
So old in my shoes
And what I choose is my voice
What's a boy supposed to do?
The killer in me is the killer in you
My love
I send this smile over to you

The killer in me is the killer in you
Send this smile over to you
The killer in me is the killer in you
Send this smile over to you
The killer in me is the killer in you
Send this smile over to you

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[ Band: ][ Chevelle ]
[ CD: ][ This Type Of Thinking (Could Do Us In ]
[ Song: ][ Panic Prone ]

Gave In Again
The Bastard
Can't Keep Refusing Rights
So He'll Loan You The Cash
But The Sin
Is On The Hands Of You

(Chorus)
So To Care Or
Plead Silence
Weak Hands Are Calling

There's Close Enough
And There's Too Far
It Won't Change An Empty Stare
But I Can't Seem To End
These Images
Hauntingly Looks Like Hell

(Chorus) x2

To End This Castastrophic End
Awake And Breathe In

(Bridge)

Come, Enter The Foreign
Face, All Thats Shameful
Cheat, May The Past Find
Out, Seperating

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[ Quotes ]

"It is better to die on your feet, than to live on your knees."
-(Can't think of name right now)

"Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength; loving someone deeply gives you courage."
- [ Lao-Tzu ]

"When you are content to be simply yourself and don't compare or compete, everybody will respect you."
- [ Lao-Tzu ]

"You are not the unique butterfly you think you are."
-

"Trample the Weak;
Hurdle the Dead."
-

"Disce quasi sempar victurus;
Vive quasi cras moriturus.
(Learn as if you were going to live forever;
Live as if you were going to die tomorrow.)"
- [ Otep ]

"Moderatio est Figmentum.
(Control is an illusion.)"
-

"It is better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for what you are not."
- [ Andre Gide ]

"Don't Analyze My Beliefs. And I Won't Pick Out The Flaws In Yours."
-

"It only takes a single voice to start a revolution."
- [ Thorin ]

"While I thought that I was learning how to live, I have been learning how to die."
- [ Leonardo da Vinci ]

"In order to live,
you must die.
In order to die,
You must live your life into the ground."
- [ Me ]

"A stroke of kindess from a single person, can mean the world to another."
- [ Me ]

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Heavy Metal Is The Only Way

Age: 19Year of birth: 1986Month of birth: 12Day of birth: 5

Gender: male

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Place of living: USA-Texas

Town: Temple

Known languages
English

Music
gothheavy metalprogressive metal
rocktechno

Other interests
chasing the preferred sexsmoking

Civil status: single

Sexual preference: both sexes

Body shape: normal

Height: 173


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