ahhhh..........here we go, buckle up. I just recently got red highlights in my hair that look pretty damn cool in my dark brown hair. My eyes are dark brown but I got colored contacts that are dark green, but pretty much just make my eyes look pretty freaky (Or says my best friend poesaddiction) I loooove InuYasha and a few other animes, but I watch this religiously ever day (or night) and I'm open to almost any kind of music. Mostly rock, alternative, Punk,and that sort of stuff. For instance: Systen of a Down, Crossfade, My Chemical Romance, Coheen and Cambria, Senses Fail, Blink 182, Good Charlotte, The Killers, Evanescence, and Eminem.
~*~True friends are hard to find, difficult to leave, and impossible to forget.
~*~It is better to be hated for who you are than to be loved for who you are not.
~*~You want to know something pathetic yet funny, You actually taking the time to read my extremely boring message. (thats the pathetic part).the funny part is that I'm sitting in front of the computer screen ...laughing.
~*~I am having a bad day and talking to you will only make it worse.
~*~I love to chat, just not with you.
~*~No man is worth your tears and the only one who is will never make you cry.
~*~If you live for 100 more days, then I want to live for 100 more days minus one so that I'd never have to live without you.
~*~Losing myself in my thoughts, indulging in the sweetness of dreams, dreading the day to come...
~*~Mental anxiety, Mental breakdowns, Menstrual cramps, Menopause... Did you ever notice how all our problems begin with Men?
Name: FalteredHopes
Gender:female
Age: 16
Birth Date: 4/5
Country: U.S.
Skin Tone: tan
Height: 5" 1'
Body Type: Normal
Eye Color: dark brown w/ green
Hair Color: brown with pimp red highlights
Sexuality: straight...but could be bi..who know and who cares as long as you love em right?
Style: gothic/punk...i dun't really know?!
special person: he shall not be named(code for don't have one and LOOKIN!!!!)
Favorite color:black and red
nicknames: dev...(only my best friend calls me that)
Friends: yes i have friends, but most of them are fake, and know nothing of the real me...or at least what's going on in my brain, but only the special people do, like my best friend poesaddiction
piercings:2, but want to get more of my ears pierced
Likes: I like almost anything if I get into it-wich usually I can find little things in everything that relates to something in me. (follow that?)
Dislikes: well, this would be a very long list but I don't want to waste your time so lets chorten it up, shall we? Pretty much fake people, posers, preppy people that think they are richer and hotter then anyone, people who are closed minded, racist, very judegmental, sexist, and just plain two faced.
mom: duh...i couldn't be born w/ out one?!
dad: ya, and I'm luckier then others to say that they are not divorced.
siblings: 1 sister..(everything i despise in people i see in her...well sorta...can't sound too mean all at once now can i?!)
phobias: People say I'm kinda paraniod about certain things, and I kinda am anti social-but hey, I figure if your on your own, no one can hurt you, but youself, wich hopefully isn't the case.(poe: she kinda freaks bout capitals too...which is dealable because we've been friends for too long for me to kare)
lastly a word of advice for those that are off the path and look to find their way:
Don't look for the easy way out, don't take the shorcut. Deal with the brutal bumps along the way and you'll make your own path for others to follow and find salvation.
ANd now without further ado my personal...*cough* issues *cough* no wait...um...mental disorders...HA! HUZZAH!
Avoidant=Avoidant personality disorder is characterized by extreme social anxiety. People with this disorder often feel inadequate, avoid social situations, and seek out jobs with little contact with others. Avoidants are fearful of being rejected and worry about embarassing themselves in front of others. They exaggerate the potential difficulties of new situations to rationalize avoiding them. Often, they will create fantasy worlds to substitute for the real one. Unlike schizoid personality disorder, avoidants yearn for social relations yet feel they are unable to obtain them. They are frequently depressed and have low self-confidence.
Well, that probalby makes you want to talk to me dosen't it? Thanks for readin bout me!