im 6'4" long brown hair(still growing it out) idont do much during the week but on the weekends its a different story
i mostly praty but on occasion i spend time with some special peoples but not recently

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favorite quotes

im living for my dying wish
-rise against

you'll forget me when im gone
-boy seets fire

why live to die, but why die to live
-Me

its better to live on your feet then to die on your knees
-tony w.

even if all seems lost you still have things that will get takin away
-me

do i try to hard to make you smile
-blue october

sha la la la la la la la la la la ti da
-jimmy buffet
Advanced Global Personality Test Results

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i took this test just thought you'd like to know
Extraversion |||||||||||||||||| 73%
Stability |||||||||||||||| 66%
Orderliness |||||||||||| 50%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 70%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 70%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Artistic |||||| 23%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Materialism |||||||||||| 43%
Narcissism |||||||||||||||| 70%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 43%
Self absorbed |||| 16%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||| 43%
Need to dominate |||||| 23%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Avoidant || 10%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||| 56%
Wealth || 10%
Dependency |||||||||||| 50%
Change averse |||| 16%
Cautiousness |||||||||||| 43%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Sexuality |||||||||||| 50%
Peter pan complex |||||| 30%
Physical security |||||||||||| 50%
Physical fitness |||||||||||||||| 64%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Paranoia |||||||||||||| 56%
Vanity |||||||||||| 43%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||| 63%
Female cliche |||| 16%


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Here are some reall y dumb things i have done (or want to do)

i have been caught on fire(yeah laugh it up losers)

ihave almost been arested 7 times but through charm and lots and lots of running i havent yet

i want to fall in love agian

i was born but i cant help that one

i have never cheated on someone but i kinda want to try it not

i want to be revived from death(but i think i wont try more than once)

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Here are two very good songs

 Smashed into pieces
 -silverstein

Never Again.
I'll slit my throat with the knife I pulled out of my spine.
Maybe when you find out that I'm dead,
you'll realize what you did to me.

[chorus]
And if my lungs still let me breathe,
would you be there for me.
If I can make myself believe,
I'll give you back what you took away.

No, I won't let it go.
Douse myself in gasoline.
So don't save me when you come into the fire.
I'd rather die than have to see your smile.

[chorus]

You made me swear [X2].
I, I can't sleep.
Realize all these things that you took from me.
Smash my heart (you made me swear)
into dust. (you made me swear)
Suffocate my mind. (you made me swear)
Tear at me from inside. (you made me swear)
Smash apart what you created.
How can i ever stop you from crushing my soul?
It was, it was yours, yours to begin with.

[chorus]


Ohio is for lovers
-Hawthorne Heights


Hey there,
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care at all.
Where you are and how you feel.
With these lights off as these wheels
keep rolling on and on. (and on and on and on...)
Slow things down or speed them up.
Not enough or way too much. (and on and on and on...)
How are you when I'm gone?

[Chorus:]
And I can't make it on my own.
(And I can't make it on my own.)
Because my heart is in Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.

Spare me just three last words.
"I love you" is all she heard.
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever.
[X2]

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A girl and guy were speeding, on a motorcycle, over 90 mph on the road..












Girl: Slow down. I’m scared.





Guy: No, this is fun.





Girl: No, it’s not. Please, it’s too scary!





Guy: Then tell me you love me.





Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!





Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.





*Girl hugs him*





Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? It’s bugging me.








(In the paper the next day)








A motorcycle crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on it, but








only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his
breaks broke, but he didn’t want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved
him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even
though it meant that he would die.








..*..If you love someone this much put this on your site..*..


Boy: I saw her today.
Girl: I saw him today.
Boy: She looks better than before.
Girl: I couldn't keep my eyes off him.
Boy: I asked her how things were going.
Girl: I asked about his new girlfriend.
Boy: I'd choose her over anyone I'm with.
Girl: He's probably really happy now.
Boy: I couldn't look at her without starting to cry.
Girl: He could'nt even look at me.
Boy:I told her I missed her.
Girl: He's lying.
Boy: I meant it.
Girl: He didn't mean it.
Boy: I love her.
Girl: He loves his new girlfriend.
Boy: I held her for the last time.
Girl: He gave me a friendly hug.
Boy: Then I went home and cried.
Girl: Then I went home and cried.
Boy: I lost her.
Girl: I'll love him til the day I die.

One night a guy & a girl were driving home from the movies. The boy sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between them that night. The girl then asked the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk. She told him that her feelings had changed & that it was time to move on. A silent tear slid down his cheek as he slowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the drivers seat, killing the boy. Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, she pulled it out & read it. "Without your love, I would die."

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these are som band names i came up with
tell me if you like one

the forgoten other

never remeber the lonely

fire+xxx= =(

forever midnight

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this is my most amazing poem i think

      My Last heartbeat

      as my heart beats
      in the monnlight
      our love will meet
      far off into the night

      then a sound
      so slight
      looks us around
      disrupting our precious night
     
      then music plays
      circles around
      reminds me of other days
      now with out a sound

      then it stops
      on one beat
      not in my hands
      my last heartbeat