well i am 19 years old now yayayay ummm i ahev a 2 year old baby girl she is wounderful i am have a wounderful boyfreind the is the best. really sweet i am going to be having his baby in 5 months we are so happy well that is all the updates for now.
     as alway love ya all
      satans_queen

 

    *east to the sea*
    *west to te land*
    *death to the bitch*
    * that touchs my man*

i like that one but to bad i dont have a man lol but oh well its all good .......


     ~~~*~as long as for ever~*~~~

as long as for ever
i will be at your side
will be your friend
commpaion and guide

as long as for ever
and as long as you care
i will do anything for you
i will go anywhere

i will gather the rainbows
to comfort your fears
and the sunshine
to chance away your tears

as long as for ever
my love will be true
as long as for ever
i will love you


          *~~Here are some questions people have asked about me........ :) *~~

     ~~~some questions~~~~~~~~


(1) Piercing?: no but plan to get a tongue ring
(2) Tattoos?: not yet but soon
(3) Obsessions?: watching tv,
(4) Do you hate yourself?:no
(5) What's your biggest fear?: spiders
(6) Can you sing: no
(7) If you could change one thing about yourself? my booty
(8) How do you vent ?: write poems
(9) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: yes
(10) What do you like the most about your body?:my eyes
(11) And least?: i think i do
(12) Do you think you are good looking?:yes
(13) Are you confident?:yes
(14) What is the fictional character you're most like?: sandy of of sponge bob
(15) Smoke?:yes
(16) Do drugs?: no
(17) Pray?:no
(18) Talk to strangers who IM you?: yes
(19) Sleep with stuffed animals?: yes
(20) Take walks in the rain?: yes
(21) Talk to people even though you hate them?: yes, just because I’m a nice person


HAVE YOU EVER...


(22) Liked your voice?: not really
(23) Hurt yourself?: yes several times
(24) Been out of the country?:yes
(25) Been unfaithful?: yes
(26) Been in love?: a couple of times
(27) Had a surgery?: yes
(28) Gotten beaten up?: yes
(29) Been picked on?: nope
(30) Slept outdoors?: yes
(31) Thought about suicide?: yes and it almost happened one time and I haven't told anyone about it
(32) Pulled an all-nighter?: yes, once with my best friend
(33) If yes, what is your record?:
3 days
(34) Gone one day without food?: yes
(35) Talked on the phone all night?: yes(36) Slept all day?: yes
(37) Killed someone ?: no but i've put someone in the hospital
(38) Made out with a stranger?: no
(39) Had sex with a stranger?: no
(40) Thought you're going crazy?: yes several times
(41) Had a dream that came true?: bits and pieces of several dreams
(42) Broken the law?: yes, driving without a license........he he
(43) Met a famous person?: yes,
(44) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: yes
(45) Stolen anything?: maybe
(46) Had a nervous breakdown?: yes
(47) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: no
(48) Bungee jumped?: no but I’m gonna ski dive
(49) Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes,

BELIEFS


(50) Love at first sight?: yes
(51) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever ? depends
(52) Do you wish on stars?: yes still do
(53) Do you remember your first love?: yes It was recent
(54) Still love him?: yes i was with him for a long time
(55) Do you consider love a mistake: sometimes because he really really hurt me and I don’t want that to happen again
(56) What do you find romantic?: love
(57) Turn-on?: surprises
(58) Turn-off?: lieing
(59) Do you base your judgement on looks alone?: no
(60) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?:yes
(61) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: yes
(62) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy standing on the sidewalk?: say hi

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU


(63) Smiled?: I smile all the time
(64) Laughed?: can’t stop ask anyone
(65) Cried?: every night
(66) Danced?: a few weeks ago
(67) hugged someone?: everyday
(68) Talked to an ex?: everyday
(69) Watched your favorite movie?: last night
(70) Had a nightmare :never
(71) Talked on the phone?: today
(72) Listened to the radio?: yesterday
(73) Watched TV?: watching now
(74) Went out?: late night

(75) Were mean?: a few days ago
(76) Sang?: today
(77) Saw a movie in a theater?: a month ago
(78) Said "I love you"?: everyday
(79) Missed someone?: everyday
(80) Fought with a family member?: everyday
(81) Fought with a friend?: never
(82) Had a serious conversation?: last night
(83) Got drunk?: last night
(84) Been kissed?: last night

well i geuss that i have to find new pics lol but i will soon :P


love,love,love
such a strong word
i'm sure thas it has been
an expression you have heard
but love is just so played out
so i've thought up a new word
to tell you what i'm feeling
see i must tell you
how i fell inside
how your sweet, sweet compliments
take my emotions for a ride
you always leave me wondering
if i ever can be
i adore you and i wish
thats it all i do is is
what more can a girl do
love is so over rated!!!