Hey if ur on cathug... i'm on there to... my name is the same!!!

Hey my name is Melisa... and if u have a little secret even a big one, i'm the one to tell... i'll tell know one!! I promice! Advice... well.. i can help with what i know about... i just feel as if i should give back all i can... because life i belive is moving on for me.... it's slipping through my fingers... but just let me know if there is anything that i can help u with!!
I'm 15 for now... but that don't mean i'm immature, stupied, or anything that you think... if your only going to start crap... i don't want to here from you!!!
So please give me a ring... or a message... whatever!! and maybe i'll write back!


<http://www.mindistortion.net/iwantyoursoul/?i_am=melmay8383>

[MC Nerd] said..... the perfect man... mr right... look to your left... and under the desk thats where he hides!

I AM: MES
I HAVE: a sucky life
I WISH: i had someone who cares about me and likes me for me
I HATE: people
I MISS: being happy and having a whole family
I FEAR: myself
I HEAR: voices
I SEARCH: for love
I WONDER: what is wroung with me
I REGRET: everything... mostly loving u
I LOVE: something thats not mine
I ALWAYS: blame myself
I AM NOT: anything good
I CRY: at night 4 u
I WRITE: always

~~*The worst lie ever told is when you say i love you and dont mean it... If You Say That You Love Someone And Mean It Post This On Your Page.*~~

My Wiki Melmay's Pics

[GIVE ME A NUMBER!!
You can pick more than one..


1= I like you
2= I love you
3= You're funny
4= You're cool
5= I don't really care for your personality
6= I wanna be on you
7= You're hot
8= You have a nice body
9= I hate you
10= You're boring
11= Your just a waist of air
12= You have an awesome personality
13= I want to kiss every part of your body
14= I hope you burn in hell
15= I want to go out with you
16= I'm looking for a relationship with you
17= I wish you were mine
18= You're cute
19= I dont know you
20= I want you in my life
21= Your the best looking guy i've ever seen
22= Your the ugliest guy i've ever seen
23= I wish I never met you
24= Your a discrase
25= I want to screw you
26= I want to be your friend
27= I want to be your g/f
28= I want to be your lover
29= I want to be your sex toy
30= I want to be your murderer]
31= I want to give you a hug
32= I want to torture you
33= I want to give you a kiss on the cheek
34= I want to punh you
35= I want to kiss you on your lips



GRADES:
F~ Your ugly, and you suck at life. Literally.
D~ Your an ass. Go jump off a cliff.
C- ~ Your just someone I dont want to talk to okay?
C ~ Your okay looking I guess, but definetly not the best.
C+ ~ Your, meh, the "average joe". Kind of boring yes?
B- ~ Hey your kind of cool. Your kind of cute too.
B ~ Your cute. And your a pretty interesting person.
B+ ~ Pretty damn attractive, and cool too.
A- ~ Your extremely attractive, and your awesome. Go you.
A ~ REALLY hot, I want you here now. Lets get it on.
A+ ~ THE HOTTEST PERSON IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD
A++ ~ i wanna bang you!
GRADE ME!!!!!!!!!!



X's are things i HAVENT done
(X) I HAVE BEEN DRUNK
(X) I HAVE SMOKED POT
(_) I HAVE PLAYED SPIN THE BOTTLE
(_) I HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX
(_) I HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(X) I HAVE CRASHED A FRIEND'S CAR
(_) I HAVE BEEN IN LOVE
(_) I AM STILL IN LOVE
(_) I WISH I COULD FIND THE ONE
(X) I HAVE HAD SEX
(_) I HAVE TO BE SKINNY
(_) I HAVE BEEN TO FLORDIA
(X) I HAVE BEEN DUMPED
(_) I HAVE DUMPED MANY PEOPLE
(_) I HAVE WISHED FOR MORE IN LIFE
(X) I HAVE SHOPLIFTED
(_) I HAVE WISHED MY LIFE WAS DIFFERENT
(_) I HAVE WISHED FOR A BETTER CHILDHOOD
(_) I HAVE BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT
(X) I HAVE SNUCK OUT OF MY PARENT'S HOUSE
(X) I HAVE BEEN ARRESTED
(_) I HAVE ALMOST GOT IN A CAR RECK
(_) I HAVE ALMOST HIT SOMEONE (IN A CAR)
(X) I HAVE LIED TO A FRIEND
(_) I HAVE NEVER HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER
(_) I HAVE SKIPPED SCHOOL
(X) I HAVE BEEN SKYDIVING
(_) I HAVE BEEN DUMPSTER DIVING
(_) I LIED JUST TO COVER MY OWN ASS
(_) I HAVE CUT SOMEONE AND MADE THEM BLEED



new song i found... hope u enjoy

[Bridge Over Troubled Water]

When you're weary, feeling small
When tears are in your eyes,
I will dry them all
I'm on your side
When times get rough
And friends just can't be found

Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down

When you're down and out
When you're on the street
When evening falls so hard
I will comfort you
I'll take your part
When darkness comes
And pain is all around

Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down

Sail on silver girl
Sail on by
Your time has come to shine
All your dreams are on their way
See how they shine
When you need a friend
I'm sailing right behind

Like a bridge over troubled water
I will ease your mind
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will ease your mind
[And another one... one of my favorites]


[It's The Heart That Matters Most Lyrics]


Time to spread some hope,
Make the spirits rise
Do you see the wonder in their eyes
Time to speak of love
Hold each other close
Cause it's the heart that matters most

Its still the same old moon
Why does it shine so bright
There抯 a little magic in the air tonight
Time to speak of love
Hold each other close
Cause it's the heart that matters most

Always the heart that matters most

Oh, take a look around you can see that it's true
It抯 like a river flowing inside of you
Everyone needs love, you need it too
So here's what you, have got to do

Spread a little hope, make the spirits rise
Do you see the wonder in their eyes
Time to speak of love, hold each other close
cause it's the heart that matters most

In time we come to learn

It's the heart that matters most



*everygirls dream
1. Get kissed in the pouring rain
2. Have that one hott kiss where your pressed against the wall
3. Have a guy that thinks you're the world
4. Have a guy that holds on as long as possible when giving hugs
5. A guy that whispers he loves you in your ear
6. Have that moment where you just gaze into each other's eyes
7. When you cry, he kisses your tears away.
8. When you're not with your guy he's all that you can think about
9. Wearing his jacket (or his sweatshirt) and everytime you breath in, his scent surrounds you
10. A guy who will watch any movie with you, no matter how teary eyed you may get.
11. A guy who squeezes your hand
12. A guy that says he loves you and means it
13. A guy that will play her favorite song outside her window
14. A guy who is loyal
15. A guy that will sing to you no matter how bad he is at it.
16. A guy that will kiss you on the forehead.
17. A guy that will call you beautiful or adorable...not hot, fine, or sexy
18. A guy that will never judge you for how you look.
19. A guy that says cheezy stuff to you just to make u smile
20. A guy that is the same when he is with you and when hes with friends
21. A guy that tells you everything honestly
22. A guy that is good with your family and introduces you to his family
23. A guy that will always let you win
24. A guy who stands up for you no matter who he is against
25. A guy who calls you at night just to say 'hi' and see how your day has been
26. A guy who tells you that your smile makes everything better
27. A guy who will sit on the phone with you when you're sad, even if you're quiet
28. A guy who you can hangout and have fun with
29. A guy that will just randomly call you for no reason at all, just because he misses you
30. A guy who will hold your hand through the roughest parts of life.
31. A guy who would love you forever no matter the circumstance.
32. A guy who wouldn't mind you wanting to get all dressed up and do your make up for him. Even if he says he likes you better without make up.
33. A guy who you can be yourself with and he will never give a fuck and would still tell you that you are amazing to him.
34. A guy who runs his fingers through your hair, like he's washing your worries/troubles away.
35. A guy who tells you you make his day better, just for being you


Could I but give you comfort in my death,
How might I tell you what you meant to me?
All I did, both night and day, was love you,
Rulers of my kingdom and my heart.
Like gods, at last you claimed my painful breath,
Opening the door to mystery,
The final gift of all the gifts you gave me,
Taking what I could no longer give you
Even if I tried with all my art.

[By Dimitri Shostakovich]