Whats up this is a little about me. I got big Dreams R.I.P BRIAN K SMITH Aug-21-1989 to June-27-2006



   
Hobbies well Lets see Football Umm Football
Cars,New delopment working out lol,Writing,drawing,working ect.

here is a little F ed up poem i worte injoy 

I see it in your eye
See to the end of time
Images in your head watching your life past you by
So you see as you walk to the edge so your goin to end it all
You think to your self is there any body there dose any body care if I live or die
Would anyone shed a tear now your off to suicide ville
You brake down in tears and say apare
For give lord for sins I have caused but I don’t think I can go on in a life of emptiness
Your about to let it all go your at the end ready to take the plunge
What do u hear some broke down in tears
So u yell is there anyone there dose anyone care if I live or if I die
So do u really want to be a resident of suicide ville


type of music i like Rock
Bands lot list so here are a few
Crossfade,Rammstien,Godsmack,Linkinpark,
Mudvyane,Drowing Pool,Disturebed,ect





Crossfade
"Dead Skin"

So I'm the king of all these things of this mess I have made
Such a waste what a shame my whole life is a fake
Well I'm a bore and I'm sure I'm a thorn inside of you that has torn at you for years
The alcohol the demerol these things never could replace
What a minute with you could do to put a smile on my face
I'm a bore and I'm sure I'm a thorn inside of you that has torn at me for years
I can't get out of this dead skin I can't shed my skin
I'm not sure where to begin why can't I begin again
I can't get under my dead skin I can't shed my skin
Can I sleep 'til then

Phenobarbitol and alcohol these two surely will do
To knock me out keep me down at least a day or two
When I'm awake I can taste how bitter I've become
And it's more than I can bear somedays I pray someone will blow me away
Make it quick but let it burn so I can feel my life fade
Well I'm a waste and I can taste how bitter I've become
And it's more than I can bear
I can't shed my skin
I can't shed my skin


Mudvayne
Happy

In this hole
That is me
The dead are rolling over
In this hole
Thickening
Dirt shoveled over shoulders

I feel it in me
So overwhelmed
Oh, this pressured center rising
My life overturned
Unfair the despair
All these scars keep ripping open

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear meat from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?

In this hole
That is me
A life that's growing feeble
In this hole
So limiting
The sun has set; all darkens

Buried underneath
Hands slip off the wheel
Internal path-way to contention

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear meat from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?

Are you
HAPPY?

Are you
HAPPY?

Are you feeling happy?

In this hole
That is me
Left with a heart exhausted
What's my release??
What sets me free?
Do you pull me up just to push me down again?

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear meat from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy?

Peel me from the skiiiiiiiiiin
Peel me from the skiiiiiiiiiin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear me from the boooooooooone
Tear me from the boooooooooone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy?

Does it make you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
Are you fucking happy?
Now that I'm lost left with nothing

Does it make you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
Are you fucking happy?
Now that I'm lost left with nothing






Sorry to who all like this little love story but i think it just dumb well i guess i am a little cold hart to so with no furter a do i bring to u

Girl:"Slow down, I'm scared!"
Guy:"No, this is fun!"
Girl:"No its not. Please, its too scary"
Guy:"Then tell me you love me."
Girl:"Fine, i love you. Slow down!"
Guy:"Now give me a BIG hug."
*Girl hugs him*
Guy:"Can you take my helmet off and put it on? Its bugging me."
newspaper the next day:
motorcycle crashed into building because of break failure. Two passengers, but only one survivor.
The truth:
Halfway down the road, the guy realized the breaks went out, and he didnt want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, then had her put on his helmet, so that she would live, even that it meant that he would die.

and girls any guy that luv u will tell u and would do the same thing with out dout in his mind so it's nothing special sorry