BlondieDee

I'm Rayne Angel...My friends call me Rae, or just Angel. If you want to know more about me...you'll have to ask...you can't just think you know someone by reading their description, because most of the time it's all just skin deep. And what's on the inside is what counts...
~*~*~*~I'm a writer...here's some of my work~*~*~*~


.Untitled-undated-unfinished. By Me

So lost and alone
My cold heart of stone
Seemingly breaks
As you walk away
Not looking back
To see the tears in my eyes
Knowing your heart
Is full of despise
If you looked deeper
Then maybe you would have seen
Just how much
You really meant to me...

I feel so lost
So terribly cold
And to my side
My knife I hold
This day I'll die
Still alone
I have no place
To call my own
I loved you so long
Yet you never knew
Like a heartbreaking song
Outta my life you flew
I am still stuck
Stuck in the past
The bottom I struck
And fell on my ass
I lie there and cry
My knife at my side
Tonight I will die
I finally decide

I feel like running away
For this place that I hate is
Abundant, never ending, ever growing
I fell like I don’t know where I’m going
Please tell me what my fate is
Got nothing left to lose
Got nowhere left to go
No one left to love
Got nothing left to say to you
Cuz baby, I’m dead to you!
When you turned your back on me
Is when I truly knew
At last I could finally see
I didn’t mean a thing to you
You used me
For what you needed me for
Then you tossed me
You said didn’t want me no more
You turned your back
Left me in the dark
You scarred my soul
Forever I’m marked
It’s all your fucking fault
I’m this way
I rewind it; replay it in my head everyday
I wake up, I break down,
My fucking heart feels like its bound
To you
I don’t know what to do
I don’t know where to go
Who to turn to
What to hide, what to show
My arms
Covered in scars
My eyes
Seems they’ve lost their stars
And I just don’t fucking care anymore
Don’t care who fucking stares anymore
You used me, you stupid fucking whore!
I don’t need you, I don’t need anything anymore
This is where I leave
Where I slowly die
You left me and I still don’t know why
I needed you,
I wanted you,
couldn’t live without you
You fucking fool,
I die where you left me,
I’m slowly fading away
And I still haven’t heard from you since that day.
Way back when
But I thought I knew you then
But I guess I never did
What the fuck, I was in love
But I’m only a kid!



[(I'll add more later -_-)]