Where to begin? I am not going to tell you my real name simply because I absolutly hate it. So anyone who is willing to talk is to call me Casper and nothing else. I am just a simple soul, trying to get through life by not being noticed, but that never works because I am too much of an individual. It has been said that there is a cartain light people see about me and people often tell me I am too kind or too trusting, but beware, I will hurt anyone who really pisses me off, and yes I am talking to you Darryl. I have been an outcast for as long as I can remember mainly because of the way I dress, my view on life and the problem with my mother and how she doesn't come around for months at a time. My mother is a recovering(currently) Heroin addict. She decided to turn all five of her childrens lives upside down when she went the route of drugs. I am often called a goth, an emo, or a vampire. I am none of them but I happen to be a very pale, mixture of myself and nothing else. I am very interseted in Hitler, and no I am not a fucking Nazi. I play guitar and spend my time listening to music and reading. My favorite authors are Steven King, and V.C. Andrews. I listen to all kinds of music except for hip-hop, rap and country. I also hate pop and punk wannabe's. The bands i maily listen to are Green Day, Coheed and Cambria, Marilyn Manson, Disturbed, Shinedown, Mindless Self Indulgence, Guns N Roses and other spiffy bands like that. I am incredibly in love with Billie Joe Armstrong, and many other guys with eyeliner on. All I ask is for new friends to talk to when i am down.

[Favorite Bands]
Caiata
3rd Union
A Madman's Thoery
Green Day
Coheed and Cambria
AC/DC
Disturbed
Lynard Skynard
Mudvayne
Rob Zombie
Marilyn Manson
Panic! At the disco
My Chemical Romance
Seether
The White Stripes
Guns N Roses
Grateful Dead
Insane Clown Posse
Nightwish
Shinedown
Hinder
Mindless self indulgence
The Used


 



Attention:
[I will not cyber with you so don't even try, I am anti Txt Tlk. Spell out your damn words people.]


The songs of me:

[Good Riddance(Time of your life)
By Green day]
Another turning point
A fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist
Directs you where to go
So make the best of this test
And don't ask why
It's not a question
But a lesson learned in time

It's something unpredictable
But in the end it's right
I hope you had the time of your life

So take the photographs
And still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf of good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth
It was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable
But in the end it's right
I hope you had the time of your life.....

It's something unpredictable
But in the end it's right
I hope you had the time of your life.....

It's something unpredictable
But in the end it's right
I hope you had the time of your life.....

[COHEED AND CAMBRIA LYRICS]

["The Willing Well I: Fuel For The Feeding End"]

Is this what I wish for those and all they know?
Could depend on how cowardly I should act
If she won't give me the love I came here for
With pen I am armed here to react

Hey now, hey now what is it boy?
All the things that trouble you
So visit your mirror image
Of what might have once behaved
Hey now, hey now what is it boy?
But I won't rest till dead, till dead do you part

This is how I feel my God from what's been dealt
The flies that flutter fight tonight
Is it love that I'm feeling or is this hate the same
The emotion's enough to kill the sane

Hey now, hey now what is it boy?
All the things that trouble you
So visit your mirror image
Of what might have once behaved
Hey now, hey now what is it boy?
Besides, I only hope you know that I love you.
Oh I hope.

Feed little maggots off the Westside of your sin
Run little maggot when they learn of what you did
Feed little maggots off the Westside of your sin
Run little maggot when they learn of what you did

(Feliz sería que hora) [x42]

From start to finish I've made you feel this
Discomfort in turn with the world you've learned
To love through this hate to live with its weight
A burden discerned in the blood you taste

Why would you deny me answers?
If I'm just a boy on the break of being
Horror and hell through its fires
Be brutally honest, was it better before me?

In the curve of your body
How I want, how I want her with me
The truth of the story
The Vishual, I wish you all

The better end of all to come
The truth be now here one by one
I am to you extend to none
The memory that fuels the fire

Watching his tale with the words he unfolds
Conscience and cold we'd never know
They scream as he laughs off the dust from his eyes
These words will now learn of the dreams in his mind

Could this be that hard for me?
To configure a new love in hate
To my new entity or banish it home to the grave
No one is safe

With the quickness strike out for the less of us doubt
Mercy of the man who put the pen in our mouth
Word write us well signed, "Forgiveness for sale"
I'm through being full
Of all the might you want killed
The fiction will see the real
The answer will question still
In your body to blood as your parents once went
You will follow their lead one by one, every step

Could this be that hard for me?
To configure a new love in hate
To my new entity or banish it home to the grave
I will not save...
Your world
Your world in the end and you.
Your world
Your world

[COHEED AND CAMBRIA LYRICS]

["The Willing Well II: From Fear Through The Eyes Of Madness"]

What is this that I feel and what is this that I fear?
In these arms that whored out amongst the worms
That mate in these fields, oh
From pressure to pain I wish to stay awake
In the measure I test with your love for me
So shout against these walls
With hope that one will break free
So hear me...

What is this that you keep selling me, boy?
I'm not gonna hold your hand here when you walk
You'll burn in hell while they're digging you out
You'll burn in hell while they're digging you out
I'm not gonna hold your hand here when you walk
You'll burn in hell while they're digging you out
You'll burn in hell while they're digging you out

So picture this face and burn it to flake
To shelter it at home at the fireplace
And all but memory will fade
With the flick of the flame
So I have a secret that no one should know
That I shouldn't tell
But of all the... but of all the worlds
This one won't feel...
This one just won't leave me well

What is this shit you keep selling me, boy?
I'm not gonna hold your hand here when you walk
You'll burn in hell while they're digging you out
You'll burn in hell while they're digging you out
I'm not gonna hold your hand here when you walk
You'll burn in hell while they're digging you out
You'll burn in hell

In the press of your back
Do you feel the shore swell?
Oh boy, I'm eating my way back home
[X2]

As father told son in the make of his final escape
Should all good boys die with God at their side,
At the grace of His gates?
No, the Robot holds none with the mind
And a heart to comply
Then I will disguise and grieve of those dead
When I'm given the time

Run, little rabbit...
Go hide in the blades of that grass...
Run, rabbit, run

Should capture be our earnest fault?
Breathe up through lust and I'll find your cure
In there I'll kill, kill
In there I'll kill, kill, kill

With your last breath of air
As the Earth comes trembling down
Would you give her this last night
And give up your life

With your last breath of air
As the Earth comes trembling down
Would you give her this last night
The love of your life

No one runs faster than you can
No one runs faster than you
No one runs faster than you eat
(To the end with you... to the end with you)
[x5pinkstylez]

[Shinedown
"Save Me"]

I got a candle
And I've got a spoon
I live in a hallway with no doors
And no rooms

Under a windowsill
They all were found
A touch of concrete within the doorway
Without a sound

Someone save me if you will
And take away all these pills
And please just save me if you can
From my blasphemy in my wasteland

How did I get here
And what went wrong
Couldn't handle forgiveness
Now I'm far beyond gone

I can hardly remember
The look of my own eyes
How can I love this a life so dishonest
It made me compromise

Someone save me if you will
And take away all these pills
And please just save me if you can
From my blasphemy in my wasteland

Jump in the water
Jump in with me
Jump on the altar
Lay down with me

The hardest question to answer
Is why

Why

Someone save me if you will
And take away all these pills
And please just save me if you can
From my blasphemy in my wasteland

Someone save me
Someone save me
Somebody save me
Somebody save me
Please don't erase me