bec is god!

bands:
evanesence
seether
kelly clarkson
nickleback
foo fighters
linkin park
system of a down
infernal
basement jaxx
nightwish
pink
and others various bands

food:
anything eatable

drinks:
anything


i have smoked, drunk and ... cut myself due to ... depression i guess

i have had many unhelpful relationships but am friends to many girls 'flirting' would be the word to describe my friendships

X= YES AND (-)=NO





(x) I HAVE BEEN DRUNK
(x) I HAVE SMOKED POT
(X) I HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX
(X) I HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX WITH TONGUE
(X) I HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(x) I HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX WITH TONGUE
(-) I HAVE CRASHED A FRIEND'S CAR
(-) I HAVE BEEN TO JAPAN
(X) I HAVE RODE IN A TAXI
(-) I HAVE HAD ANAL SEX
(X) I HAVE BEEN IN LOVE
(X) I HAVE BEEN IN LUST
(-) I HAVE HAD SEX
(-) I HAVE HAD SEX IN PUBLIC
(X) I HAVE BEEN DUMPED
(X) I HAVE SHOPLIFTED
(-) I HAVE BEEN FIRED
(X) I HAVE BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT
(-) I HAVE HAD A THREESOME
(X) I HAVE SNUCK OUT OF MY PARENT'S HOUSE
(X) I HAVE BEEN TIED UP
(-) I HAVE BEEN TIED UP SEXUALLY
(x) I HAVE BEEN CAUGHT MASTURBATING
(X) I HAVE PISSED ON MYSELF
(-) I HAVE HAD SEX WITH A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(_) I HAVE BEEN ARRESTED
(-) I HAVE MADE OUT WITH A STRANGER
(-) I HAVE STOLE SOMETHING FROM MY JOB
(-) I HAVE WENT ON A BLIND DATE
(X) I HAVE LIED TO A FRIEND (White lies)
(x) I HAVE HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER
(X) I HAVE SKIPPED SCHOOL
(-) I HAVE SLEPT WITH A CO-WORKER(NOT YET)
(-) I HAVE BEEN SKYDIVING
(-) I HAVE BEEN DUMPSTER DIVING
(X) I HAVE PUT MY PANTS ON MY HEAD RANDOMLY
(-) I HAVE WALKED IN ON FRIENDS HAVING SEX
(-) I HAVE WALKED IN ON MY PARENTS HAVING SEX
(-) I HAVE BEEN CAUGHT HAVING SEX
(X) I HAVE EGGED A CAR AND/OR HOUSE
(X) I HAVE LIED JUST TO COVER MY OWN ASS
(X) I HAVE CUT SOMEONE AND MADE THEM BLEED
(-) I HAVE RUN FROM THE COPS
(-) I HAVE STOLEN A CAR FOR THE FUN OF IT(NOT YET)


this next one is for anyone who wants it


A girl and guy were speeding, on a motorcycle, over 90 mph on the road..
Girl: Slow down. I’m scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No, it’s not. Please, it’s too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? It’s bugging me.
(In the paper the next day)
A motorcycle crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on it, but
only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his
breaks broke, but he didn’t want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved
him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even
though it meant that he would die.
..*..If you love someone this much put this on your site..*..



I am: myself
I have: love
I wish: to be loved in return
I hate: boundaries
I miss: stuff
I fear: spiders
I hear: the wind
I search: for underwear
I wonder: why
I regret: the past
I love: life
I always: sing
I am NOT: perfect
I cry: when im sad
I write: sories
I hurt: my toe
I want: relief
I hope: i can break away
I feel alone: when i am
I waste: time
I talk: to my closest friends
I break: things
I watch: tv
I remember: the past
I forget: everything else
I sleep with: my pillow
I hide: scars
I drive: a car?
I burn: candles
I breathe: when i cant take anymore
I feel: love
I know: nothing special
I dream: about destiny
I await: love
I live: for my family
I die: when you leave me

my poem:
cascade of tears
shall forever fall
from clenched eyes
to the darkness below
from the darkness
a ripple stirs
there is only weakness
underneath
i choose death
instead of pointless pain

i start to weaken
as i take the blade away
blood starts to fall
over pale skin
ill be forever damned
because of my sin
suicide

A white man yells to a black man. "Hey colored boy! You're blockin my view."
The black man turned around and stood up. He then said:
"When I was born I was black,"
"When I grew up I was black,"
"When I'm sick I'm black,"
"When I go in the sun I'm black,"
"When I'm cold I'm black,"
"When I die I'll be black"
"But you sir..."
"When you're born you're pink,"
"When you grow up you're white,"
"When you're sick, you're green,"
"When you go in the sun you turn red,"
"When you're cold you turn blue,"
"And when you die you turn purple."
"And you have the nerve to call me colored?"


The black man then sat back down and the white man walked away...


Post this in your house if you are against racism.

     " Blood.
     The smell.
    The texture.
     The taste.
   The blood is the life.
The sharpness - that hit of bitter metal that itself feels like a blade, then turns to warm, liquid honey as it slides luxuriously down your throat."

thank you mel for this




to anyone who bothered to scroll down and read this you may ask me any questions and i promise to answer them 100% truthfull no matter how rude or personnal