I really am not some typical girl. I have a lot of opinions and I can be very outspoken. I like to have fun but I will do what work I have to do first. I am generally a very hard working person and I am not one to give up. I write a lot of poetry, and most of it is dark.

I have a lot of friends. People like me because I am easy to get along with. I love to act crazy and do stupid stuff just to be funny. I love making people laugh, it makes any scence less tense. People love me for my weirdness, Randomness, and my possible insanity.

Out of all my friends, my closest would have to be a girl I know named Kriscia. Before I met her, I was the most shy and self-concious girl you would ever meet. I never said anything and kept to myself all of the time. I wasn't like I am now. I came to a new town and new school with about 2,000 people. When I first entered this school on my first day, I didn't think that I would make any friends. So, I was quiet for a while until I met someone in my 6th period class. She wasn't like any body I had ever met and right away I knew that she was genuine. I wanted to talk to her, and I wanted to befriend her, but my fear of rejection and getting hurt prevented that for a while. However, eventually, I started to talk to her all the time. Now, 9 months later, her and I are closer than ever. I trust her with anything and literally everything, and I'm sure it's likewise.

So, Kriscia, thanks babe. I love ya and you know there's not a damn thing I wouldn't do for your ass lol. I hope that we stay friends even after you graduate. We'll have many more laughs and jokes and stupid moments. . . hell, there will be plenty more times where we get ourselves in a lot of shit together lol. Don't forget that wherever you go, I'm right there. . . I love ya babe!

THIS IS MY SONG THAT I DEDICATED TO KRISCIA:

Jordan Hill- Remember Me This Way

Every now and then
We find a special friend
who never lets us down...
Who understands it all
reaches out each time we fall
you're the best friend I have found...
I know you can't stay
a part of you will never ever go away
your heart will stay.....
I'll make a wish for you,
and hope it will come true,
if life will just be kind,
to such a gentle mind,
if you lose your way,
think back on yesterday
remember me this way,
remember me this way.
I don't need eyes to see
the love you bring to me,
no matter where I go
and I know that you'll be there
forever-more a part of me and everywhere
I'll always care.....
I'll make a wish for you
and hope it will come true,
if life will just be kind,
to such a gentle mind,
and if you lose your way
think back on yesterday
remember me this way,
remember me this way.
and I'll be right behind your shoulder, watching you
I'll be standing by your side, all you do
and I won't ever leave
as long as you believe,
you just believe....
I'll make a wish for you
and hope it will come true
if life will just be kind
to such a gentle mind
and if you lose your way
think back on yesterday
remember me this way
this way.


I listen to heavy metal like Slipknot   HIM    Marlyn Manson     Rob Zombie     Breaking Benjammin   Pantera     Nirvana       Hammer Fall    Disturbed    Kittie    Cradle Of Filth   Iron Maiden      Black Sabbath     Dark New Day     Default     Evanescence       Life Of Agony     Metallica    MegaDeath      Nine Inch Nails    Staind   Dream Child    Garbage    Pink Floyd     Mudvayne     Cannibal corpse     mindless self indulgence   twisted      soul fly    skin lab     tool   system of a down   shine down    puddle of mudd    static-x  korn    coal chamber   ETC ETC     honestly... I listen to too much to sit here and name.



GeNeRaL InFo:

What is your name? Kayla
How old are you? 16
What do you look like? The 6'1 Tall Chick lol
What is your hometown? Richmond

FaVoRiTeS:
Color? black
Food? mexican
Alcoholic Beverage? tequilla
Non-Alcoholic Beverage? mountain dew
Sexual Postion? no idea
Toothpaste? hot cinnimon
Candy? gum
Person? sweet and honest
Television Show? Mind Of Mencia
Movies?Underworld Evolution,
Saw 1&2,
House of 1,00 courpses,
UltraViolet,
The Ginger Snaps Trilogy,
I Am Sam,
The Notebook,
Silent Hill,
Thirteen,
Gia,
The Village,
AmmittyVille Horror
. . . . and that's just a few LoL
Time of Day? night
Game? I dont play games. . . well. . .I dont know the name of it. . . but the game where you swap licks with a friend until one of you gives up
Sport? I HATE SPORTS
Song?
Sliknot- Wait And Bleed
Killswitch Engage- Rose Of Sharyn
Flyleaf- Breathe Today
Band? too many. . . Slipknot, Hawthorne Heights, Nine Inch Nails, Korn, Mudvayne, ETC.
Thing to Wear? nothing lol. . . I love sleeping naked (when I can)
Shoes? comfortable ones
Thing to Do? sleep, hang with friends

RaNDoM

What is Your Biggest Pet Peeve? Liars
Who is Your Bestest Friend? Kriscia
What are Your Obsessions? Taco Bell Mild Sauce packets!!!!!! LOL AND THE MOVIE "LOST AND DELIRIOUS." OMG THAT MOVIE MAKES ME CRY SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HARD! I LOVE IT SO MUCH! I HAVE NEVER CRIED AS HARD AS I DID AT A MOVIE, EVER!! IF YOU HAVENT SEEN IT, FIND IT AND WATCH IT! OMG ITS SOOOOOOOOO GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!

What Are Your Faults? I have too many to name: my tendencies to believe what people say about me, my sensitive feelings, etc.

Have you ever:
( Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name? ) yes
( Been so drunk you didn't care that you couldn't remember your name? ) yes
( Posed for nude pics? ) no
( Considered being a hooker? ) no
( Maybe a pimp? ) well.......lol
Are you:
( psycho? ) VERY good possibility
( Split personalities? ) Actually yes
( Schizophrenic? ) sometimes...
( Obsessive? ) no
( Compulsive? ) yes
( Obsessive Compulsive? ) MAYBE MAYBE MAYBE
( Panic? ) sometimes
( Depressed? ) yes
( Suicidal? ) the attempts didnt work (thank god for that, at least NOW i think that)
( Homicidal? ) no
( Genocidal? ) no
( Pedophile? ) HELL NO
( Obsessed with hate? ) not really, but i do have anger management mua-ha-ha-ha
( Idolize criminals? ) ummm not really.... maybe DAHMER and Ted Bundy!!!
( Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death) HELL yes I LOVE IT

I LOVE THESE SONGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

KillSwitch Engage- Rose Of Sharyn


Numb and broken,
Here I stand alone,
Wondering what were
The last words I said to you
Hoping, praying that I'll find a way
To turn back time,
Can I turn back time?
What would I give to behold.
The smile the face of love,
You never left me,
The rising sun
Will always speak your name.

Numb, i'm broken
Here i stand alone.
Wondering the words,
The last words i said to you
It won't be long
We'll meet again...

What would i give, to behold
The smile, the face of love?
You never left me
The rising sun
Will always speak your name

It won't be long, we'll meet again
Your memory is never passing
It won't be long, we'll meet again
My love for you is everlasting.

I mourn for those who never knew you
I mourn for those who never knew you

It won't be long, we'll meet again
Your memory is never passing
It won't be long, we'll meet again
My love for you is everlasting.

It won't be long, we'll meet again..
It won't be long, we'll meet again..
It won't be long, we'll meet again..
It won't be long, we'll meet again..

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Evanescence- Lies

Bound at every limb by my shackles of fear
Sealed with lies through so many tears
Lost from within, pursuing the end
I fight for the chance to be lied to again

You will never be strong enough
You will never be good enough
You were never conceived in love
You will not rise above

They'll never see
I'll never be
I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger
Burning deep inside of me

But through my tears breaks a blinding light
Birthing a dawn to this endless night
Arms outstretched, awaiting me
An open embrace upon a bleeding tree

Rest in me and I'll comfort you
I have lived and I died for you
Abide in me and I vow to you
I will never forsake you

They'll never see
I'll never be
I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger
Burning deep inside of me

They'll never see
I'll never be
I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger
Burning deep inside of me

Rest in me and I'll comfort you
I have lived and I died for you
Abide in me and I vow to you
I will never forsake you

They'll never see
I'll never be
I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger
Burning deep inside of me

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Slipknpt- Wait And Bleed

I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell I wait and bleed

I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can see
Inside my shell I wait and bleed

GOODBYE!

I wipe it off on tile, the light is brighter this time
Everything is 3D blasphemy
My eyes are red and gold, the hair is standing straight up
This is not the way I pictured me
I CAN'T CONTROL MY SHAKES!
How the hell did I get here?
Something about this, so very wrong
I have to laugh out loud, I wish I didn't like this
Is it a dream or a memory?

I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can see
Inside my shell I wait and bleed

GET OUTA MY HEAD CUZ I DON'T NEED THIS!
Why didn't I see this?
I'm a victim--Manchurian Candidate
I-HAVE-SINNED-BY-JUST
Makin my mind up and takin your breath away

I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can see
Inside my shell I wait and bleed

I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can see
Inside my shell I wait and bleed

GOODBYE!

You haven't learned a thing
I haven't changed a thing
My flesh was in my bones
The pain is always free

You haven't learned a thing
I haven't changed a thing
The flesh was in my bones
The pain is always free

I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can see
Inside my shell I wait and bleed

I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can see
Inside my shell I wait and bleed

AND IT WAITS FOR YOU!!!
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Garbage- Only Happy When It Rains

I´m only happy when it rains
I´m only happy when it´s complicated
And though I know you can´t appreciate it
I´m only happy when it rains

You know I love it when the news is bad
And why it feels so good to feel so sad
I´m only happy when it rains

Pour your misery down, pour your misery down on me
Pour your misery down, pour your misery down on me

I´m only happy when it rains
I feel good when things are going wrong
I only listen to the sad, sad songs
I´m only happy when it rains

I only smile in the dark
My only comfort is the night gone black
I didn´t accidentally tell you that
I´m only happy when it rains

You´ll get the message by the time I´m through
When I complain about me and you
I´m only happy when it rains

Pour your misery down (Pour your misery down)
Pour your misery down on me (Pour your misery down)
(X 4)

You can keep me company
As long as you don´t care

I´m only happy when it rains
You wanna hear about my new obsession?
I´m riding high upon a deep depression
I´m only happy when it rains (Pour some misery down on me)

I´m only happy when it rains (Pour some misery down on me)
(X 3)
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Blaine Larson- How Do You Get That Lonely?

It was just another story written on the second page
Underneath the Tiger's football score
It said he was only eighteen, a boy about my age
They found him face down on the bedroom floor

There'll be services on Friday at the Lawrence Funeral Home
Then out on Mooresville highway, they'll lay him 'neath a stone...

How do you get that lonely, how do you hurt that bad
To make you make the call, that havin' no life at all
Is better than the life that you had
How do you feel so empty, you want to let it all go
How do you get that lonely... and nobody know


Did his girlfriend break up with him, did he buy or steal that gun?
Did he lose a fight with drugs or alcohol?
Did his Mom and Daddy forget to say I love you son?
Did no one see the writing on the wall?

I'm not blamin' anybody, we all do the best we can
I know hindsight's 20/20, but I still don't understand...

How do you get that lonely, how do you hurt that bad
To make you make the call, that havin' no life at all
Is better than the life that you had
How do you feel so empty, you want to let it all go
How do you get that lonely... and nobody know

It was just another story printed on the second page
Underneath the Tiger's football score...



BISCUIT LOVES YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!
I RULE YOUR OVENS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol
I STALK YOU AND, MAYBE I SHOULD BE THE ONE TO TELL YOU, BUT YOU ARE DEAD SEXY IN THE SHOWER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol