Me; Samantha Louise Landry
Born; September 20 1992
Live's; DC =)


Brushes; Brunette 
See's Through; Brown
Glasses?; Checkk :(
Skin; Tanned
Height; 5'3
Pierced; Ears [5 each], belly button, tongue & nose.
Tattoos; None YET!


Would Rather;
1. Listen to music than play a game.
2. Fight w/ him then kiss someone else.
3. Straighten my hair infront of a guy then put make up on infront of a guy.


Before my funeral;
1. Graduate
2. Be kissed in the rain.
3. See NYC! <3!


My Favorite quote;

the dirty looks & jealous stares,
the funny part is you think i care,
i'd rather be a bitch than a hoe,
so i'm known for what i do not who i screw,
some say i'm a bitch well yeah i might be,
but i don't remember asking any of you hoes to like me


Quotess;

Love:
and there will always be those moments
when we look at each other
&& know that neither of us are gonna let go

& she's scared because suddenly its clear
how much he means to her

Never give up if you still wanna try, never wipe your tears if you still wanna cry, never settle for the answer if you still wanna know.. never say you dont love them if you cant let them go

Smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad... and miss him when he's not there.

when you touched my hand for the first time i wanted nothing more then to hold it -> f o r e v e r

i'll be your accident if you'll be my ambulance.                                                               i'll be your screech & crash if you'll be my crutch & cast.                                           & i'll be your one more time if you'll be my one last chance.

When you love someone,
all your saved-up wishes start coming out.

Love is a moment that lasts forever...

Love isn't blind; it just only sees what matters.

A Friend's Love says:
" If you ever need anything,
I'll be there."

True Love says:
" You'll never need anything;
I'll be there."

if you wait to long for the perfect moment, the perfect moment will pass you by

& she ignores the other guys that want her because shes too busy noticing him

Love is...
What makes a weak man brave
And a king step off his throne
Good times, bad times
Easy times, tough times
It comes in an instant
And lasts three days after forever
That's what love is.

Real love is feeling like being a part of that person's life almost isn't enough. It's more like a feeling that you would live in the same skin with them if you could
and share every thought, heart beat, and emotion as one.

Love is when you miss him even before he's gone, When you could listen to him talk all night And never get tired of hearing his voice, When the sound of his name sends chills down your spine, And when you see his smile the second you close your eyes!


Heartbroken:
Sometimes you sit and think, and you wonder if he can see it in your eyes...can he tell you still love him...that there’s nothing you would rather think about then the times he held you in his arms...can he see the tears? Cause they sure are there...deep down, sure enough, along with the pain and the loneliness that you bury so deep you’re sure no one can tell. Sometimes you would give anything imaginable to be able to make him understand, to have one more chance to make him know how much he meant, to be able to feel complete. But you smile through it all. You talk like you always used to, the best of friends. And every time he smiles at you a tiny little pang of hope springs up, but you crush it before it can surface, before it can give you away...and you hug him good-bye like it’s nothing, while all you want to do is hold on forever. But you let go, smile and walk away, then cry all the way home because you know it will never be the same. Because try as you might you can’t make someone love you, sometimes you have to let them be free...and letting go, that is when love hurts the most of all.
When you said forever you meant a few months. When i said forever, i meant everyday until i died. When you said always you meant until you couldnt handle it anymore. when i said always i meant until time ended. when you said you loved me you mean i was no different from anyother girl. when i said i loved you i mean i had never felt what i felt for you.

aint it funny how some feelings you just cant deny and you cant move on even though you try

Did u ever love sumone and know they didnt care? did u ever feel like crying knowing
it would get u no where? did u ever look into sumones eyes and say a lil prayer? did
u ever look into sumones heart wishing u were there? did u ever watch sumone walk
away,not wanting them to go? did u wisper"God i love u"but never letting them know? u cry at night in misery and almost go insane.nothing in this world causes so much pain.like love

what do you do when smilesw go away , when everything changes within one day , what do yu do when the love falls through? when the one you love doesnt love you

Bff:
i can't promise that i can fix all your problems , but i promise you'll never have to go through them alone!
ill always be beside you until the very end whipeing all your tears away being your best friend ill smile when you smile and feel all the pain you do and if you cry a single tear i promise ill cry too . i love you, bffl! <3

You know shes your best friend when she wakes you up in the middle of the night and says move over you whore!

I want a friend I can come to with mascara running down my face && the first thing that comes out of her mouth is "WHO'S ASS AM I KICKING?!?!" [I've got three! :D<3 love you Kara, Alicia and Sam!]

If you look behind you and see someone chasing you with a stick, don't worry, it's only my best friend finding out you hurt me.

C r a z y days and f u k k e d up nights
Tons of c r u s h e s and s t u p i d fights
S e c r e t s we'll take too the g r a v e
Pictures we will f o r e v e r save
Through t h i c k and t h i n , always true
I dunno where I'd be w i t h o u t you
L a u g h i n' so hard we practically c r y
Sittin' home b o r e d til we basically d i e Crackin' jokes bout the c r e e p e r s we know causin' some d r a m a wherever we go
Were down for w h a t e v e r
Cuz we made it T O G E T H E R

Other:
tell him yes.
even if you are dying of fear,
even if you are sorry later,
but whatever you do,
you will be sorry for the rest
of your life if you say no.

the dirty looks & jealous stares,
the funny part is you think i care,
i'd rather be a bitch than a hoe,
so i'm known for what i do not who i screw,
some say i'm a bitch well yeah i might be,
but i don't remember asking any of you hoes to like me

Yesterday was history,tomorrow is a mystery,today is a gift - that's why they call it the present

Nothing lasts forever, so live it up.. drink it down, laugh it off avoid the bullshit, take chances and never have regrets, because at one point everything you did was exactly what you wanted.

If you looked inside a girls head...
You'd see how much she cries.
You'd find hidden secrets,
Best friends,
Boys
And lies.
But what you would see the most
Is how hard it is to stay strong
When nothings right and everythings wrong

-It's not that I wanna be the one holding your hand I just don't want someone else holding it..-

never say love you if you really dont care never talk about feelings if there not really there never hold my hand if your going to break my heart never say you are going to if you dont plan to start never look into my eyes if all you do is lie never say hello if you really mean goodbye if you really mean forever then say you will try but never say forever cause forever makes me cry

I'm the author of my life .. which is great and all but im writing in pen

[ Drug Poems <3 ]

[Meet Mr. and Mrs. Crystal Meth.]
I destroy homes – I tear families apart.
I take your children and that’s just a start.
I’m more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold.
The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold.
If you need me, remember, I’m easily found.
I live all around you, in school and in town.
I live with the rich, I live with the poor.
I live just down the street and maybe next door.
I’m made in a lab, but not one like you think.
I can be made under the kitchen sink,
In your child’s closet, and even out in the woods.
If this scares you to death, then it certainly should.
I have many names. But there’s one you’ll know best.
I’m sure you’ve heard of me, my name is Crystal Meth.
My power is awesome, try me, you’ll see.
But if you do, you may never break free.
Just try me once and I might let you go.
But if you try me twice, then I’ll own your soul.
When I possess you, you’ll steal and you’ll lie.
You’ll do what you have to do, just to get high.
The crimes you commit for my narcotic charms,
Will be worth the pleasures you feel in my arms.
You’ll lie to your mother; you’ll steal from your dad.
When you see their tears, you must feel sad.
Just forget your morals and how you were raised.
I’ll be your conscience, I’ll teach you my ways.
I take kids from their parents; I take parents from their kids.
I turn people from God, I separate friends.
I’ll take everything from you, your looks and your pride.
I’ll be with you always, right by your side.
You’ll give up everything, your family, your home.
Your money, your true friend, then you’ll be alone.
I’ll take and take till you have no more to give.
When I finish with you, you’ll be lucky to live.
If you try me, be warned, this is not a game.
If I’m given the chance, I’ll drive you insane.
I’ll ravage your body; I’ll control your mind.
I’ll own you completely; your soul will be mine.
The nightmares I’ll give you when you’re lying in bed,
And the voices you’ll hear from inside your head.
The sweats, the shakes, and the visions from me.
I want you to know these things are gifts from me.
But then it’s too late, and you’ll know in your heart
That you are now mine and we shall not part.
You’ll regret that you tried me (they always do).
But you came to me, not I to you.
You knew this would happen.
Many times you’ve been told.
But you challenged my power,
You chose to be bold.
You could have said no and then walked away.
If you could live that day over now, what would you say?
My power is awesome, as I told you before.
I can take your life and make it so dim and sore.
I’ll be your master and you’ll be my slave.
I’ll even go with you when you go to your grave.
Now that you’ve met me, what will you do?
Will you try me or not? It’s all up to you.
I can show you more misery than words can tell.
Come take my hand, let me lead you to H---.
Written by
Alicia VanDavis

[Take Me in Your Arms]
(Miss Heroin)
So now, little man, you've grown tired of grass
LSD, goofballs, cocaine and hash,
and someone, pretending to be a true friend,
said, "I'll introduce you to Miss Heroin."
Well honey, before you start fooling with me,
just let me inform you of how it will be.
For I will seduce you and make you my slave,
I've sent men much stronger than you to their graves.
You think you could never become a disgrace,
and end up addicted to Poppy seed waste.
So you'll start inhaling me one afternoon,
you'll take me into your arms very soon.
And once I've entered deep down in your veins,
The craving will nearly drive you insane.
You'll swindle your mother and just for a buck.
You'll turn into something vile and corrupt.
You'll mug and you'll steal for my narcotic charm,
and feel contentment when I'm in your arms.
The day, when you realize the monster you've grown,
you'll solemnly swear to leave me alone.
If you think you've got that mystical knack,
then sweetie, just try getting me off your back.
The vomit, the cramps, your gut tied in knots.
The jangling nerves screaming for one more shot.
The hot chills and cold sweats, withdrawal pains,
can only be saved by my little white grains.
There's no other way, and there's no need to look,
for deep down inside you know you are hooked.
You'll desperately run to the pushers and then,
you'll welcome me back to your arms once again.
And you will return just as I foretold!
I know that you'll give me your body and soul.
You'll give up your morals, your conscience, your heart.
And you will be mine until, "Death Do Us Part"

[the outcast]
My father drinks his alcohol
and stays drunk half the time,
but if I wish to smoke a joint
then I commit a crime.

My mother takes her little pills.
Her doctor is so kind.
I’d like to use my little bong
to help me to unwind.

My grandpa smokes a big cigar
with foul noxious smoke.
Why must I be a criminal
if I enjoy a toke?

My grandma must take therapy
for cancer’s vicious curse.
The marijuana calms her down;
without it she feels worse.

The government has made a list
of drugs that we may take,
and Oxycontin is allowed,
but grass we must forsake.

Does pot use lead to other drugs?
The evidence says “no”.
The “War on Drugs” requires that we
pretend that it is so.

It’s a waste of our resources
to chase the demon weed.
We cannot even grow our own
if we possess the seed.

It makes more sense to tax the stuff;
enjoy the revenue,
than build more jails to house those souls
whose “crime” does not hurt you.

The Dutch have found the right idea;
they sell it in a shop.
They regulate its growth and use
like any other crop.

I ask you treat us as adults;
forget this “nanny state.”
A sensible drug policy
is what we must create.


[The Gangsta Life]
My boys are thugs,
I'm driven by cash,
Intoxicated by drugs,
Until the day I am ash.

You better not snitch,
Or you'll be on my hit list,
I'll bust up your ass,
And smash you like glass,

I may be a girl,
But don't be fooled,
I'll burn down your house,
And blow up your school!

I sell this shit,
Like it's on fire,
My word it will take you,
Higher and higher.

Party in the hills,
Poppin little pills,
Sniffin the coke,
Tokin the dope.

Run from the cops,
Fuck the police,
I'll never stop,
And they'll never catch me!

So this is the life,
The life that I choose,
The life of parties,
Gangstas and booze!

[I dont know the title of this one but one more time]
"Peace, Pot, Tequila shot,
Jesus loves you, stoned or not.
Sex, drugs, rock & roll,
Speed, weed, birth control.
Lifes a bitch, then you die,
So fuck the world, lets get high.
Weed is a seed that grows in the ground,
If God didn't want it, it wouldn't be found.
So be happy, smoke some pot
Jesus loves you, stoned or not.
Stoners live and stoners die,
but in the end we all get high.
And if you dont suceed
fuck the world and buy some weed"